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Blaming himself

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Dava seemed to be in disbelief at what he read from David's chat, "Serius lo? Gwe get there now."

In silence, David noticed Kevin's face eating with Aulia's parents.

What exactly did Dava find after investigating Kevin's identity? Is it possible that Kevin and Mr Radit have a bond? Why do they live apart? Mrs Sita and Mrs Wiko, did not say anything about Kevin to Mr. Radit.

Or they are just real, have the same face, but I am confused too. The attitude that Kevin showed to Miss, the same as the attitude that Mr. Radit had shown to Miss during his life.

It's impossible for Kevin and Mr. Radit, one person. I witnessed Mr. Radit himself buried at the time.

"Eugh..."

Aulia looked around, the first person she saw was Kevin.

Aulia's weak, outstretched hand reaches out to Kevin, the man she thought was Radit.

Aulia looked at Kevin with a longing gaze, am I not dreaming, I saw Radit on my side? Am I in heaven? God heard my do'a, reunited me with Radit back? Don't separate me from Radit back, Rob.

Kevin who noticed it immediately clasped Aulia's fingers, "Does Miss need anything? Tell me, let me take it!" kevin said softly.

Aulia fiddled, instantly as Kevin called her with Miss, he realized that if this wasn't in heaven, it was real. What he saw was not Radit. But Kevin, the man who accidentally got hit by his car, the man he took to the hospital, the man who made him remember Radit.

Sreek.

Aulia brushed off the hand that was clasping her fingers, "Go from here, I don't want to see you! Go!" aulia shouted hysterically.

His lips said to Kevin, but his heart seemed to be slashed with his own words, his heart crying, the deepest recesses of Aulia's heart. Wanted Kevin to stay by his side. He missed Radit.

Kevin looked at the clear hair that had pierced through Aulia's eyes, Kevin's fingers stretched out to erase Aulia's trail of tears.

"Cry if you want to cry, don't suppress your feelings. Say what you've always wanted to say!" kevin said after taking a rough breath, seeing Aulia's reaction to him.

Aulia got out of her sleep, she sat herself beating the chest of Kevin's field. With a clear grain that continued unceasingly out of his eye pelvis.

Bugh bugh.

Kevin was stunned to hear what Aulia said, he let the tiny hand smack his chest, sobbing, occasionally nagging.

Kevin looked at him with pity, I did not expect. Is that what he heard from people outside, making him blame himself?

I'm not gonna let you get into this predicament on your own. But why, what am I for him? I'm just an outsider whose face resembles that of her late husband-to-be.

Grappings.

Kevin tightly hugged Aulia's body, when the woman no longer hit the chest of her field, Aulia leaned her head on the chest of Kevin's field, Kevin's hand stroked Aulia's back. Seemed Aulia who was still sobbing, Kevin let Aulia lean on the chest of her field.

In silence, Aulia sat down, why did it feel like I was warm in her arms, I felt Radit coming back to life. My soul and heart seemed to calm down with a touch of Kevin's hand. What's wrong with me? Do I crave Radit for Kevin? Or am I able to accept Radit's departure with Kevin?

Aulia was silent for a while, finally Aulia opened her mouth again, she poured out her heart without emotion, telling Kevin as if Kevin was a person she had known for a long time.

"Why did this happen to me, what was my fault? I've refused to get engaged, but Radit's sticking to his stance. I refused to marry early, but again Radit convinced me to accept this matchmaking and marriage. But the marriage had not yet been accomplished, the calamity had come, what should I do now? Radit left me, with a myriad of efforts that he pioneered for our future. He really guaranteed my future, but now for what... Radit is no longer with me!" aulia's great-grandson with a blank look, in Kevin's arms.

Kevin paraded his body with Aulia, he wiped away the trace of tears on Aulia's cheek, "Who said Miss pesky carrier?" asked Kevin by playing his eyebrows.

Aulia pursed her lips, looking intently at Kevin, "Whose words? You still ask who said it? Says the people who know me and Radit. They say that I'm the unlucky carrier for Radit, for Radit's family. On the day that Radit and I should be happy, God took the lives of Radit, Mama Sita and Papa Wiko on the same day. Is it still less clear to them to say I'm a fucking carrier?" said Aulia with her chest up and down.

Kevin cupped Aulia's cheek, "Miss is not the unlucky lady, Miss diamond, the most precious treasure to Miss's two parents. Miss a priceless treasure for the late Radit as well as Radit's parents. Let someone else say what, as long as it doesn't hurt Miss physically. Radit and his two dead parents are living out their destiny.. God loves them more, so take them from Miss."

Aulia stared into the shady eyeballs that Kevin had, what was wrong with me, I was like bewitched just by looking into his eyes, I felt peaceful. Hearing her words, my heart calmed down. It was as if I lost control of my heart.

"Trust me Miss. God will not give a test, as long as his people are not able to pass through it. God gave Miss the exam to the goons of the future husband Miss, it means God is sure, if Miss can get through this." Kevin said again.

Aulia looked at Kevin's face with a probing look, "Who are you really? What is your relationship with Radit? Are you one of the people who took Radit from me?" accuse Aulia who brushed Kevin's hand off his cheek.

Seriate...

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