Flavored Lanterns
Ten

...If today can not be maximized, tomorrow try again well do not immediately surrender without trying again....

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Go home from tarawih prayer and teach them not to go home but first stop by the snack and after that the tadarus to the mosque which is not far from the house of Zafira, Zafira, more precisely across the road with the house of Zafira.

Not infrequently when they are beradarus they get a shipment of snacks or drinks from residents whose homes are not far from the mosque.

This time Zafira got the first ration and followed by another friend. They tadarus long enough but if there is a school schedule they only tadarus until half eleven o'clock at night.

But if you are on holiday can be until 12 which will be replaced with the fathers. Why did it end once a night? Because njai ended up in 9 nights.

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With a distinctive tone and voice Zafira that sounds delicious to anyone who hears it and the fast way of measuring up makes them already khatam almost 2x.

The productive activities that Zafira did had good support and response from his mother, so he enjoyed it more because he did not get a stranglehold from the family.

Arriving in his room, he heard his mother talking to someone, because it was night Zafira never called his mother if he came home to teach or tadarus.

"Fira has already arrived at school, you do not have the cost of Yuni and her mother and her brothers who need to pay for it" said the man sounded heartbreaking Zafira

"sampean does not finance any mother still can, assisted Zafir so the father does not have to worry Zafir Zafira son of the father's mother does not need to take care of them, happy which according to the father is a priority to sampean" reply Bu Nisa who made Zafira shed tears

It turned out like it was his mother's struggle, this was the first time he heard his father ask his mother to stop his school. Because as Zafira remembered he never asked or demanded anything from his father.

The conversation of his father and mother still continued Zafira heard, he cried in silence. Thankfully, school is off tomorrow.

Where is the father figure who is always said to be the first love for his daughter? where is the protective male figure for his daughter? may Zafira feel all that, he is tired of wanting to ask and seduce God so that he is given the wholeness of the family like his friends.

Long enough to cry Zafira wiped away the rough tears, she would prove to her father that she could be successful with prayers and the help of her mother and brother.

''if you think Zafira is a stupid boy, I apologize Zafira will prove Zafira is not that weak, today you can ask your mother to stop the school of Zafira but the spinning wheel Mr. Zafira always pray for the health of his mother, father and mas Zafir, not to forget Zafira also prayed that God would ease the affairs of Zafira in any case special vabih in demanding knowledge, sorry if now Zafira began to sincerely whatever the deeds of the father''

Zafira had not slept, he remembered whether he had ever been embraced, kissed and given affection by his father. Zafira chuckles in small recollections of her life, too busy pitying others until she forgets that she is far more worthy of self-pity.

Now there are many hopes that are dashed from within Zafira, he tries to no longer expect excess to his father. Furthermore, let God alone manage it will enjoy the flow and process.

''thank you to me, can survive so far do not give up yes in here there is the spirit of mother and do not forget to be grateful out there a lot worse than this, many worse than this, Soo yuk forgive everyone's mistakes today we start again tomorrow sleepwell my self ''