
"Your choice is only two, Cakra or Kama."
Not yet over his anxiety, Ameera was suddenly faced with a choice that she could not avoid at all. If asked who, between the two names, it is clear that his heart is steadily choosing Cakra. Unfortunately, to convey that Ameera has doubts of course.
Doubtful if his feelings are indeed clapping one hand, how embarrassed he is because he clearly broke the agreement he created himself. As a woman, it was obvious that she was considered to be licking her own spit because defeat and ending up involving feelings.
Nevertheless, Ameera's dishonesty to the father left her with no other choice, the only way was to contact Cakra. Not without real reason, besides about the heart he is also reluctant if he must be united with Kama in marriage.
"There's nothing wrong with calling first, Ameera .. let's call what's the trouble!!" annoyed Ameera to herself, she seemed frustrated while staring at the cellphone screen because it was at war with her heart.
After that night Cakra did not contact at all, even just to reply to his status though, whereas Ameera uploaded everything just for a Cakra. The sensitivity of the chakras that completely disappear is very natural to make Ameera sure that Cakra does not have the same feelings.
For a long time he was at war with his ego, until Ameera actually solidified the intention to contact Cakra. His face looked tense, as if he were going to speak four eyes, his nervousness was indeed the same. Until, the tension and nervousness changed with confusion and the look of his face like swallowing disappointment.
The sentence that Ameera had prepared a while ago was presumably useless. I don't know where Ameera until unconscious from yesterday, only he knows this second if Cakra's mobile number can no longer be contacted. Not only out of reach, but it is no longer listed.
The question of where and why continues to fill Ameera's mind. Various allegations invaded until the woman was even difficult to conclude. Not willing to be contacted or something is happening so that it cannot be contacted as if fighting in his mind.
Not finished there, Ameera confirmed Cakra through his social media account. However, what he witnessed was the same there was not even any activity in Cakra's account since some time ago, precisely when they were still together.
The man's last post was still the same, a photo of the two after Cakra missed in joking. Still Ameera remembered very well the reason for uploading the photo, an apology complete with a description too sweet that made Ameera could not sleep well because it was carried away with feelings only by the sentence "Even in a state of anger, my beauty is still just as gleeful."
If yesterday Ameera smiled and misbehaved every time she read it, this time her chest just felt tight until tears unconsciously wet her cheeks. For the first time in Ameera's life, she cried when she was not being hurt, not betrayed and not because she was not appreciated.
"Muilk ...."
Since yesterday always held, the name finally escaped among the sobbing that is now completely broken. Ameera clasped her phone tightly before then again trying to contact Cakra in various ways, Ameera's hands shook and her gaze was even blocked by a puddle of tears.
Aware that his efforts would be in vain, Ameera chose the sure path. No matter how late it was, the woman got up and grabbed her jacket immediately. As usual, Ameera was in a hurry as if she did not care who she passed.
"Jeez, Ameera!! Keep your eyes on!!"
His mind was muddled, Ameera's view was not very clear either so how would he know if Zean wanted to climb the stairs by bringing warm water to the second floor. In fact, to help Zean who was lying on the floor he also did not have time, not too high anyway.
Ameera passed by in great haste, the main gatekeeper was even made to stroke the chest as he drove at high speed as if he was having a catastrophe. "Come on, hurry up a little bit."
Ameera had already been traveling at the highest speed she had ever tried, but the woman seemed to feel as if she had remained slow as well. The time of a few minutes seemed to be hours, even when he arrived at Cakra's apartment he also continued to run so fast.
Ameera's breathing seemed rushed, her chest rose and fell because the heart is now beating unruly. Arriving at Cakra's apartment unit, the woman immediately opens the main door considering she also knows the entrance access.
"The chakras!!"
Since the hunch was not okay, there was something strange and Ameera could not understand why. And at this moment, the situation inside seemed to be the answer to the question that bound Ameera's heart.
"You really left? No luck at all?" Ameera monologued in solitude while removing her rough tears.
He had been cheated on, even seeing Julio make love to a woman he also knew. However, not as sick as this, the pain left by Cakra felt different until he had lost his way.
At all he did not expect, if his valor Cakra was not an ordinary farewell, but actually left without Ameera knowing his purpose. Naturally before parting Cakra spent the best time with him, even had time to cut Ameera's nails on the grounds of not liking to see it.
"Aaaaarrrggghhh!!!"
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"Huh? Yes timing? A few days ago we still met, Brother .. We even know this time."
After last night he searched for the whereabouts of Cakra to the apartment, this morning Ameera desperately came to Cakra's host friend first. He had suspected if Cakra returned because he did not like the apartment he gave, but still the same, nil.
In fact, both Alan and Jovan were just as surprised upon hearing Ameera's question. Ameera's face grew lethargic, especially this morning Papa Mikhail again urged and expected the arrival of Cakra soon, otherwise Ameera would have to accept the risk.
"Do you have a family number or ...." Ameera closed her eyes, she forgot that Cakra had no relatives, nor did she tell her about her origins until Ameera was completely confused.
As expected, Cakra's two friends could not provide more information about Cakra. There is no other way, for now Ameera must still go home considering the new project that has been planned in advance will begin soon.
"Hows it? She's really gone, Miss?"
Ameera smiled wryly, she looked towards Mahendra who looked concerned looking at her. "Yes, I was left behind by a boy, Mahendra."
"Then how? Is Miss willing to marry Kama?"
Without consideration, Ameera shook her head slowly, until whenever she would not want to because for her Kama was only comfortable as a co-worker, not a partner. Although a little funny and may seem haphazard, he still hopes Cakra comes back to him to hear for himself what he is feeling.
"I'm late, I should've just confessed, right?"
There was nothing Mahendra could say to make Ameera a little calmer, but it was clear she would not be silent. "If I deliver you to Cakra how?" mahendra asked immediately made Ameera turn her head. "But .. I'm not sure you're capable of facing reality, Miss," continued Mahendra and this time Ameera's chest was hot instantly.
"Who-you mean?"
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- To Be Continued