For DiCuekin Husband
The Heart of Gani

Alex surprised..

 "Eh, it's nothing. Btw, you're still not sleepy?" ask Alex.

"No, Mas. I'm not sleepy yet. Wh why? You don't want me to call anymore."

"Well, who says you don't want to."

Fifian was raising his shirt. He wanted to see how far Alex could go. Alex's hands are still at home for a long time rubbing his thighs, even with his mischievous occasionally touching his sensitive triangle.

Actually, Fifian was not comfortable to touch her husband like this. So hateful. But for the sake of expelling Febi, Fifian thought he should do it. Fifian just kept quiet and let her husband do whatever he wanted.

"You should if you want this, say. Don't wear angry to go to Gani's room," Alex kissed his wife's cheek which is still in position from behind.

"Hello, Mas Alex." Febi was upset to hear Alex say to Fifian

"Yes, Febi" Alex muttered unfocused, as now Alex's entire focus was on his wife.

"Ahh, Mas," Fifian deliberately sighed to be heard by Febi, he was enjoying something..

"Mas Alex let me sleep how if Mas sing me again."

"Songs? What song?"

Alex put the phone on the table and fell asleep behind his wife and kissed the back of her neck.Just wanted to pretend to sigh, but her husband's touch really made her sigh. How much he said hate, his heart and body could not lie.

Fifian still loves her husband and still wants her. As hateful or as disgusting as anything, the touch of her husband can still make her passionate.

Fifian hated her like this, her frail self every near her husband.You are very fragrant," Alex muttered as he slid his lips around his wife's neck and occasionally bit his earlobe.

"MAS DARIO!" Febi yelling.

Alex immediately flinched and withdrew.

"Hello, Febi. Wh why? Why yell?"

"I suddenly miss Gina, can I see Gina's face before I go to sleep?"

"Did you mean videocall?"

"Yes. Please, Mas. This time it's."

Fifian then closed his eyes while gripping the side of the pillow. She tilted her body more and more so that her face was invisible to her husband. As strong as Fifian looks fine, his eyes won't lie, that he's hurt so much. And Fifian didn't want the husband he hated the most to see his wounds.

"Just a minute. Later you continue it again the same Fifian.."

Alex breathed a rough sigh. Though he was tense, but failed because of Febi, even so Alex still obey the wishes of his dearest ex-wife.

"Yaudah, but it went straight to sleep."

"Yes, Mom, I'll go straight to bed, thanks."

Alex ended the call first, then looked at his wife who was still on her back.

Fifian just kept quiet, didn't protest or forbid it. And Fifian's silence just makes Alex feel bad.

"I won't be long."

There is no lawfulness.

"Fifian, I'm talking to you again."

Fifian was silent.

"Fifian answered!"

"Yes" replied Fifian slowly.

His voice hinted at how tired he was now. Not even her body could attract her husband's attention.

What else to do to get her husband to prioritize her.

"You don't think it's weird that I'm doing this not because I still love Febi, but because Febi needs me to get well now. After he recovers, I will always prioritize you."

"Yes," replied Fifian who was again brief.

Alex ruffled his hair violently. Really, it was better for Fifian to argue over it, rather than answer it so briefly.

"I'll be right back" Alex kissed his wife on the forehead and ran out of the room.

It was also when Fifian's cry broke."I don't cry, don't cry my eyes" Fifian said, rubbing his cheeks violently.

Fifian really didn't want to cry. Crying only made her look weak and helpless. Fifian must be strong to deal with his problems that are increasingly heavy.

"Sakiiiiitt, Lord, hysterics."

Not wanting to stop crying either, Fifian let her tears flow. There was no one here, no one would hear her cry and say she was weak.

But without Fifian knowing, Alex was still behind the door. He hasn't left though since his cell phone rang a call from Febi.

Fifian's cry was truly heart-straining. Alex still did not understand what made Fifian cry until sobbing. Alex has explained, Alex does not love Febi, he does this so that Febi can recover quickly, but why does Fifian still continue to feel hurt.

Alex does not end up going to Gina or Gani's room. He left his cell phone on the sofa upstairs and headed to the kitchen on the first floor.

There Alex keeps some refreshments..

Alex felt dizzy once and needed the drink to relieve a moment of dizziness.

"Daddy."

Not yet had Alex taken it, she was startled by her son.

"Gani, you haven't slept?" Gani.

"Gani is waiting for Mommy, Mommy said she wants to go to Gani's room.."

Had Alex said her Mommy was crying, Gani would have gone berserk. Gani loves Fifian so much, even Gani's affection is greater for Fifian than his affection for himself. How can Gani love Fifian that much when Fifian is only a stepmother?

"Why is Daddy here? Where's mommy?"

"Mommy's in the bedroom again."

"I'm going to Mommy's room."

"Mommy's tired, don't bother Mommy."

Gani looked again,

"Mommy's tired of Daddy?"

"What's Daddy doing until Mommy's tired?" Alex glared at his son. Gani is only seven years old, but this brat is always acting pretentious.

"Daddy makes Mommy sad." Alex was pinched by his son's talk, but he was too proud to admit it.

Alex still denies that he is the source of Fifian suffering. After all, Alex has always been responsible. Money, shelter, even inner living as well. But Fifian refused.

"Gani, you can't be pretentious about Mommy and Daddy. Children should not interfere in adult affairs. Better Gani study diligently, let pinter and be the successor to Daddy's company."

"Gani won't interfere if Daddy doesn't hurt Mommy." Alex snorts,

"From now on you keep accusing Daddy of hurting Mommy. When did Daddy hurt Mommy? Has Daddy ever snapped or hit Mommy? Never, right?"

"Daddy never hit Mommy, but Daddy hurt Mommy. Daddy's always hanging out with Mama Fabi.."

"Gani, Febi's mom is your real mother. You don't like your real dad to stick with your real mom?"

"No like. Because Mama Febi is no longer Daddy's wife. Gran pa said, the husband must protect and prioritize the wife, but all this time Daddy always prioritizes mama febi, even though Mama Febi is not the wife of Daddy anymore. Every Mama calls Daddy, Daddy comes right away, even when Daddy is with Mommy. Every Daddy goes with Mama, Mommy is sad.But Mommy does not want to look sad. Gani doesn't like to see Mommy sad."

Alex fell silent. The sentence after sentence that his son innocently spoke was like a knife that slammed into his chest. Until when he would deny that fact, the fact that his attitude did hurt Fifian

But stubbornness and selfishness, make him keep dark eyes and always feel himself not wrong.