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"Sorry Dek, I promise I'll take care of you properly this time. Give me a second chance..!" Arya looked at Arin expectantly.

"It's not that easy, Mom, if you're serious. Then do it right! Prove it first, then I can believe again," replied Arin.

"All right, thanks Dek. Mas promise will not waste you, this opportunity is so meaningful for Mas," said Arya. The man stood up, approached Arin and hugged her gently.

Two days passed, Arin's state had started to improve. But her world collapsed as doctors told her that her child was now in decline.

The doctor immediately took action, the baby girl's heartbeat was getting weaker.

"Mas, how's Shayna doing?" Arin asked with a panicked look.

"Mas doesn't know Rin yet, you should be here waiting for news from the doctor. Let the mother look into the baby room..!' arya.

Arya does not want Arin even more shaken, until finally Arya chose to accompany his wife. While Nadia was in front of her grandson's room, seeing the doctors were doing help.

"Hold on..! Grandmother's granddaughter must be strong," said Nadia while trying to hold back her tears.

But unfortunately a thousand dear, the tiny baby Shayna is more loved by the creator. The baby breathed his last breath, the doctor could no longer do anything.

Nadia was really sad, she was not able to give this news to her daughter-in-law who had just improved. The woman walked towards her daughter-in-law's room, looking at Arin who hugged her husband strongly with a cry that had not yet subsided. The worry and feeling of a mother makes her cry unstoppably.

Arya stared at the arrival of her mother, Nadia shook her head. He tried to tell his son that Shayna was no more, unhelpful and wished they could take it.

Arya who understood the gesture, she hugged Arin tighter and tighter, her guilt now weighing more on her heart. If it wasn't for my selfish attitude, Shayna would still be fine in her mother's belly, Arya's inner self.

Arin who had just realized the arrival of her mother-in-law, of course she immediately asked about the state of her son. But Nadia was silent, it showed sad news that Arin could understand.

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In the end Arin finds out the truth, he limps and faints. Arya was not able to hold the body of his wife who collapsed because she was not okay.

Not long after, came Diani and Ujang. They helped Arya to take care of everything. Funeral of their 3-day-old nephew. Diani was so eager to strengthen Arin, she chose to stay at her sister-in-law's house.

Arin was like a dazed person. His gaze was empty, he did not say much. Just nod and shake when asked. Arya was confused about how to treat Arin so that he was excited again. It is undeniable that he also feels sad, but he feels more guilty because he is the cause of all this happening.

"Dek, forgive Mas..," said Arya.

There was no response from his wife, Arin was ready heart not to eat after the departure of the baby. He only drank a few glasses of warm sweet tea, a few bites of bread in the morning and at night. Arya was so sad to see the situation of his wife who was down.

Arin got up from the chair, she walked slowly towards her room followed by Arya. The woman opened the door of the room, walked towards the bed. He lay down and hugged the baby roll he had bought before Shayna's birth. Then Arin cried while hugging Shayna's belongings. 

Arya can now sit on the bed, stroking his wife's head covered in hijab. The head covering was not even properly attached, slightly tilted as Arin did not pay much attention to his appearance.

"I'm sorry, Dek..," said Arya. The man repeated those words because of his guilt.

Amel and Diani knock on the room door, they bring lunch to Arin. Their arrival was welcomed by Arin, the woman smiled at the two women who were in front of her. It was different when Arya was beside him, his wife was silent without a word.

It seemed that disappointment had turned to hate. I don't deserve to get sorry from Arin, Inner Arya.

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