
In the afternoon, Diandra asked to go home because he felt more nauseous if he was in the hospital for too long. The hospital's distinctive smell makes him dizzy. Plus Erlan did not want to tell me all the things that she had chatted with Doctor Amira. "Darling, you need to be treated. Wait until you really have the energy to walk? We just got home," said Erlan, but Diandra shook her head.
In the end Diandra came home with many conditions from Doctor Amira. But the condition is also only Erlan who knows, while Diandra, Grandma and Mami Erlan do not know. Even Diandra persuaded the Grandma to tell him what Erlan was hiding, but the result was still nil because the Grandmother did not know anything.
Arriving at home, Diandra immediately fell on the bed. Erlan was so patient in serving his wife. There was absolutely no look of tiredness after a long flight from London. "Mas, you must be tired. Rest is also here," said Diandra patting the bed on her side. Erlan smiled and complied.
"If you need anything, don't hesitate?" said Erlan landed a short kiss on the forehead of Diandra then joined her body by hugging his wife.
"Yes, Mas. Oiya ... how do you work in the UK?" diandra asked who she really wanted to ask since the hospital.
"Udah is fine. No need to worry. Anyway for what you think it is, you better think of this husband of yours, dear," whispered Erlan as she tightened her arms. Diandra even chuckles to feel the promise of her husband.
"Against me?" diandra Goda. Instead of answering, Erlan hid her face around Diandra's neck and kissed her.
"It still can't be, honey," Erlan replied sounding very sad. Diandra was more and more curious about what Doctor Amira said. Diandra got up and sat down on the pillow. Erlan sat down too.
"Can't Doctor Amira be? Why can't you? You haven't touched me in a week, Mom," asked Diandra, feeling guilty. She certainly knows exactly how her husband wants it.
"Fear you're in pain, honey. We'll wait for the decision after the second control."
"But it's still a month away, Mom? Too long. I'm not pa-pa, Mas. You can slow down. I don't have the same heart as you if you have to wait that long." Erlan shook her head with a fleeting smile that looked sweet, but Diandra knew it was a fake sweet smile.
"No pa-pa, honey. I can use my hands if I can't stand it,"
"It can't be that, Mom. There will be me."
"Can kok. That you can't stop yourself until you're in pain. I'm sorry, Diandra darling. I'm sorry I've always forced my naps on you until you have to endure the pain."
The deg!
"How do you know, Mom?" Diandra was quite surprised. Erlan again landed her kiss on the forehead.
"You need to rest a lot. Bedrest is no problem either. There's ba-"
"Don't think. We're focusing on your health and that of our future child, hm?" Erlan again landed her kiss. But this time next to Diandra's cheek. "Sleep huh? I want to make coffee first there is a little work. After that I came straight here again. Later let Mami who nganter dinner same ready your medicine huh?"
Erlan moved and slowly pushed Diandra's body back to sleep. After pulling a blanket for his wife, Erlan went outside. "There's something strange about your attitude, Mom!" murmured Diandra who went slowly to follow Erlan.
Downstairs, Erlan meets Mami as well as her Grandma. From the hospital, both women wanted to ask and wanted to know how much happened to Diandra. "Explain!" mami said with an angry tone.
Erlan sighed heavily then looked up at the stairs to make sure that Diandra did not come out. But he too late realizes that Diandra is hiding to eavesdrop on her conversation with Grandma and Mami Erlan.
"Please keep this matter a secret from Diandra" Erlan said softly. But Diandra could still hear that clearly.
"Yes. Actually what happened. Why is your attitude strange since you consulted Dr Amira?" I asked Grandma very impatiently.
"Mom, slowly. Fearful Diandra heard," protested Erlan and her Grandma too let out a long sigh.
"Udah, Mom. We heard Erlan's explanation first," said Mami Hasna and Granny Harni resigned.
"Diandra has endometriosis" Erlan said, leaving Grandma and Mami shocked at the news. Diandra, who does not know about the disease, immediately went back into the room and found out through his cellphone.
Through google search, Diandra searched many articles that mentioned what endometriosis is. Diandra was surprised not to play while reading every paragraph he read. Feeling unable to continue reading, Diandra placed her phone back on the nightstand. Several times Diandra catch her breath and finally took her phone again to continue reading the unfinished article she had read.
Everything in the article states what Diandra's complaint has been. Menstruation that often hurts even after intercourse as well. There are several other factors and all of them are exactly what Diandra felt all along.
"Why is this ... why .. why when I .. no! not likely. It turns out ... it turns out that Mas Erlan has married the wrong woman. Mas Erlan had married a sick woman like me. It turns out ... I'm a useless woman who's so troublesome,"
Diandra had no power to read any further the information he was looking for earlier. Her phone fell out of her hand and was lying on the floor. Diandra hugged his legs and drowned his head between the legs. Her tears flowed profusely as if they did not accept the fate she had to face at this moment.
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