Forced to Accept Marriage
we are family's.

Tiara ran in Shasa's footsteps, her eyes circling the hallways but never seeing her cousin's whereabouts, the feeling she immediately ran after him but Shasa somehow ran in which direction, "Sha!" his lips occasionally called out that name but there was no answer, he could not let Shasa alone especially the woman must have been very badly hit with insults thrown by other school friends.

"Near!" Kenzo himself from earlier continued to follow Tiara's steps, whatever the will of his wife he followed, but now it has exceeded the limit, he said, he couldn't possibly let Tiara keep running around looking for Shasa's uncertain whereabouts somewhere, "He's gone and let it go." he said, embracing his wife's waist, his health has not been fully healed why must spend all his energy to find Shasa. "Just wait in class, he will also definitely enter the class!" invite him while pulling the wife to return, but his steps stopped because the woman refused him.

"Sorry Ken, I'm so sorry for her," Tiara touched Kenzo's chest, sorry if she always acted as she pleased, but for this time alone, she had to make sure of her cousin's condition, Shasa was running this way, he should be able to find her, "You can go to class first, I'll look for her for a while" she asked Kenzo to come back. She doesn't have to keep following him because she can find Shasa by herself, and she has to comfort her cousin.

Kenzo sighed, though unable to feel what Tiara was feeling but he knew that she was feeling sorry for Shasa, but not necessarily excessive, "You'll be exhausted if you keep looking for her."

"I'm okay, Ken. I promise I won't run anymore, please! in a minute, I'll have to look for him" he said again, asking for permission. Without hearing Kenzo's answer, he immediately tiptoed and kissed the man's cheek and walked away.

"Aesst." Kenzo came to be made head bobble, that is the Tiara he knew, will always care for people who are in trouble especially it is part of his family. He took his cell phone and accessed the school cctv. "I'll find it for you" he muttered as he walked in Tiara's footsteps who had already walked in front of him. Really if it was not for the wife he was lazy to bother looking for the existence of the woman.

Kenzo's foot continued to step while looking at the phone screen, continuing to see the cctv footage looking for Shasa's whereabouts to help his wife, instantly his eyes widened when the screen on his phone showed Shasa standing on the roof of the school building. "Aisst, he's not that stupid right." he said as he accelerated his steps toward Tiara.

"Tiara, he's on the roof" he said as he grabbed Tiara's hand and asked her to walk faster. Hopefully what he saw for just a moment, it is impossible for Shasa to stand on the roof of the building to jump down to end his life.

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...SHasa POV....

My foot rests on the roof of the school building, my mind is dark with dead-end hopes, my heart is broken, my eyes are staring blankly ahead. For the first time I felt regret, a feeling where I was in between feeling sorry for myself and hating myself, about my whole life.

"Why does everything have to be like this, is there no chance for me to change? Why has everything become so cruel." My tears keep falling. Life feels alone, when everyone no longer cares, it may not be appropriate for everyone to be with, but my little heart wishes the door of forgiveness opened, not to fall into a similar error. But everything was free, the hope to return was lost when everyone even hated me, everyone insulted me, made me hate myself.

"Well...." I screamed loudly withstanding the overflowing tightness in my chest, my eyes looked down once in a while, should I jump, I just end my life to end this misery, shame, pain, the humiliation, however, will also surely come to an end.

"Well, I'm sorry Shasa." I close my eyes, I breathe out slowly, along with my legs that I move forward.

"Shasa, stop!" Tiara shouted out loud, ran quickly and pulled Shasa's body straight away until the body stepped on the roof of the building. "Are you crazy." He did not finish thinking, just deserved Kenzo told him to walk quickly, apparently this is what his cousin wanted to do.

Kenzo himself sighed in relief, Tiara's instincts were really strong, fortunately his wife continued to whine for Shasa, late just a little, just a little, Shasa must've landed down there and probably just stayed the name. "If you want to kill yourself in the sea, do not go to school, defame the school alone." he said annoyed. Not long ago not now, the woman was usually just troubling his wife.

"Tiara, why did you stop me?" Shasa was like being swallowed by despair, his head bowed as the woman looked at him with uneasiness. She was ashamed, why Tiara, why the woman she used to hate so much, the woman she always hurt who cared about her, made her so hateful to herself, why can he be a depraved man who even hurt people who love him. "Why don't you just push my body, let me not have to live with the shame of all my faults!" with a cow.

Sontak Tiara immediately hugged the body and stroked her, "All problems will surely pass, Sah. Don't ever think this is the way out" he said trying to resuscitate Shasa. She could feel what Shasa was feeling, she must have been so devastated with regret and despair, but it would be foolish to think that she had to solve everything by ending her life.

Shasa's body trembled as the woman continued to hug and soothe her, even her heart rippling as the warm hand touched my head and stroked my hair so gently, "I'm too dirty to be pitied, Ra." She shrieked with tears that slowly fell on her own.

"Stop regretting the past because it has passed, the most important thing is the current state of affairs lest the mistake be repeated, and try to fix everything, Sha!"

"I did it, I tried it. I want to change, but you see for yourself. I was late in realizing that what I was doing was wrong, until everything went free, and people hated me." Shasa sobbed, really he was not protesting about the people who hated him, he was just upset at himself why it became a dirt, which is worth denigrating.

"Never feel like it's too late, Sha. Because all the things that come into our lives carry a piece of travel. All humans must have made mistakes. Depending on ourselves, will the mistake be a lesson; that it contains wisdom that can make us more mature and mature in thinking." Tiara slowly let go of her embrace, staring at Shasa's pale face, her hands now moving wiping away every tear that drenched her cheeks.

"Let's start from the beginning, apologize to everyone you've hurt, because that's the key to stepping into a better person." invite him with a big smile to try to divert Shasa's sadness, do not feel down, because there must be a way to make us rise again.

Shasa fell back down, "Wouldn't he be ashamed?" said doubt. Too many mistakes he's ever made, whether he'll get sorry from everyone.

"Never be ashamed if you walk in a favor, Sha." Tiara smiled again to give encouragement to her cousin, even if she did not get sorry, at least the woman had regretted her actions, and intended to change.

"You alone, why do you still care about me after what I did to you, Ra?" she was embarrassed, before someone else she should have apologized to Tiara but the woman had already forgiven her even so much.

"Because we are family, in family relationships there are no words of revenge or blame, in a family there is only mutual love and remind each other."