Forced to Become a Mother continued my Best Friend's Daughter
The Part 104
Arin sat quietly in his room. He stared at the ceiling of his room while hugging the dirga-given doll. He did not know which path he should choose. Whether he should continue to follow his initial goals, or choose to stop and open a new page with Dirga. Indeed, he still loves Dirga, not even a hint of his love is reduced for Dirga.
However, remembering all his memories of his life with Dirga made him afraid of choosing the wrong path. Honestly, he was still afraid that Dirga could not accept his presence and forget about Rania. Arin needs certainty, he needs a fight. He wanted to see if Dirga had realized his mistake, or just obeyed his mother's wishes.
Nasri who saw Arin could only look at his daughter. He knew that Arin was in a very big dilemma. He approaches Arin and tries to talk to her. As a mother, Ms. Nasri could see great regret from Dirga's eyes as she stared at Arin. He hopes that if he talks to Arin, Arin can make his choice well.
"Are you thinking about something?" tanya Bu Nasri sat on the edge of Arin's bed and gently stroked her daughter's long hair.
"I don't know where to go, Ma. I didn't know I had to stop or keep going" Arin said in tears.
"Son! if you can give me advice, you better forgive Dirga. Return to him. I could see the regret that was in his eyes. He has realized all his mistakes and wants to open a new page with you" said Nasri, smiling gently.
"Think of your baby, son. He also needed the figure of a father who was beside him. Mama can see that Dirga is a good father. He is also a responsible man, even when he was your husband he never neglected his responsibilities as a husband. It's just that he's always been in love with Rania. So that he can't accept your presence by his side. But didn't you know that from the beginning? You already know that Dirga loves Rania very much. But you still want to keep going even without any love from him," said Ms. Nasri back while looking fixed on Arin's face.
Hearing Bu Nasri's words, Arin immediately fell silent. What Ms. Nasri said is true. It used to be him who kept fighting to get Dirga's love. However, why now did he have to stop when he had gotten what he wanted.
"If you still tangent, go take ablution. Get down and ask for directions from him. Because only he knows what is best for each servant. Mama is sure after the exam you have been through there will be happiness that will wait for you," said Ms. Nasri smiling.
"Mama get out first. Don't you sniff your grief a dir, or busy roaring around. You'd better spill all your burdens on every bow. Say all the burdens that are in your heart to him. Mama is sure there will be the best way for you, son," said Ms. Nasri hugged Arin warmly and walked out of Arin's room.
Arin just quietly sleepy while staring at the departure of Bu Nasri. After seeing Bu Nasri come out of his room, Arin immediately looked at the neatly arranged face in his wardrobe. He took the face and put it on its length. He walked towards the bathroom and took ablution.
Arin prayed so solemnly. Not forgetting that he poured out all the sorrow he had in his prayer. He asked for directions for the path he should take next. He hopes that God can give the best guidance for him and Dirga.
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While Dirga sat pensively on the balcony of his room. He looked at the dark sky filled with stars with his blank look. He does not know what to do at this time, his longing for Arin has managed to haunt his mind. Especially after interacting with the prospective baby who is in the womb Arin. Makes her even more confident to keep fighting to get Arin back.
Bima who accidentally saw that, could only look at her son full of days. He walked up to Dirga and tried to accompany his son. Bima knows what is on Dirga's mind at this time. She believes that Dirga is missing Arin and their baby.
"What are you doing, son?" tanya Bima sat beside Dirga.
"Father! papa hasn't slept?" dirga asked as she wiped her tears that were welled up in the corner of her eyes.
"Papa can't sleep. Why aren't you sleeping too? are you thinking of something?"
Hearing Bima's question, Dirga only gave a small nod. He looked at the stars in the sky while imagining Arin's smile. A smile full of shade and passion for her. He did not know the meaning of that smile. However, now he had realized that Arin's smile was her spirit and strength.
"Dirga misses Arin, Pa! Dirga misses him a lot. Why yes, Pa? back when he was next to Dirga, Dirga had never appreciated him. Even Dirga thought of it as a barrier to my relationship with Rania. But now," said Dirga looking down sadly.
"Now he has left me. And at that moment I realized that I couldn't live without him. I realized she was a precious woman. I'm sorry! I'm sorry I hurt her, Pa," Dirga said in tears.
"Related people always arrive late, son. Now you better keep fighting. Go after Arin, show him if you've changed. Prove if you have indeed regretted all your actions," said Bima pat Dirga's back slowly.
"You're just fine. Papa will help you, papa will help you with all his might. Because for papa your happiness is everything for papa," said Bima again.
"Thank you, Pa! hopefully Dirga can bring your son-in-law and granddaughter back,"
"Aamijin! my prayers will always be with you,"
Seriate......