
Mayang Sari woke up from her sleep with a body and head that felt very sick. A night of falling asleep crying makes it that way.
He wakes up feeling that he is not okay. His sadness is still felt. But he tried to get up and try to look ahead. He must be strong and strong.
Her impotent husband would not make her world collapse and crumble. He believes he still has a way to be happy.
After he cleaned himself in the bathroom he faced the ruler of the universe to pour out his heartache on the situation.
There are many things to be grateful for among the blessings that God has taken. He was healthy and also had a good family to him were many favors that he should be grateful for.
Reporting that everything that happened was his will he regained his composure. His heart was a little light and he felt better.
He left the room to meet his mother-in-law. He wanted to ask the middle-aged woman for permission to return to her village for a while.
Really, He wants to meet his mother while calming himself for the problems he is facing.
In front of the door, she met Arjuna Raka Sastrowardoyo, her husband. The man looked well-groomed in his work clothes. He is very handsome and also masculine.
"Assalamualaikum mas," Mayang greeted with a smile on her beautiful face.
"Mosur." Arjuna answered his wife's greeting in a soft, almost unheard voice. It soon passed from before the woman.
Really, he felt very embarrassed to meet his wife after last night.
"Mas" called her husband.
Arjuna stopped his steps but did not turn around.
"I'd like to ask your permission to stay at mom and dad's house for a few days" Mayang said.
Deg
Arjuna was shocked. Is it possible that she wanted to do what she said last night? Ask in the heart.
What if he doesn't come back?
What about his fate?
Oh no!
I'm going to be a man who's getting useless and suffering alone.
Questions popped up in his head. He was not willing if the woman really left him while he loved her very much.
"Mass? Can I go to mom and dad's house?" ask Mayang, repeating the question.
"No!" Arjuna replied firmly following with his hardened jaw.
"But why?"
"I said no yes no. I am your husband and you must obey me!" Arjuna replied firmly then left the place.
Mayang Sari was disappointed. The man is getting weird, cruel, and has no feelings.
Yesterday it was never like this. Is it because I forced it too much?
The woman felt her chest tight again. He came back sad. His eyes are also glazed.
He stepped into the kitchen and chose to cook so that he would be entertained by what had happened to him lately.
Dyah Pitaloka, the in-laws turned out to be in that place as well and was busy giving this and that order to the housekeeper.
"Assalamualaikum ma, good morning," he said in greeting.
"Waalaikumussalam," replied Dyah briefly without a smile that had always been on his shady face. At once Mayang felt a different aura to his mother-in-law.
"Can I help you with what?" tanyakanya. Dyah did not reply but instead looked at him with a cynical look.
Mayang Sari was getting uncomfortable. He was sure something was wrong with everyone in the house.
"Why are you?" the middle-aged woman asked as she began picking up groceries from inside the refrigerator.
"You cook ma," replied Mayang while showing some vegetables in his hand.
"Suami has gone to work and you just want to cook? What does the world say?!"
Deg
Mayang had never heard the voice and the words of her mother-in-law could be so sharp as that.
"I'm sorry ma. Then what can I help," said Mayang self-conscious. He put the food back in the refrigerator.
"Think for yourself!" reply the woman then left Mayang Sari in the kitchen with a very sick heart.
It felt like the happiness that got in that house was slowly leaving him. He feels alone and has nothing. He was like someone who was unwanted by everyone in the house. Her husband and especially with her in-laws.
Taking a deep breath, he left the kitchen to go to his room.
She could not go out because her husband forbade her to go out without the man's permission.
There was not much he could do but clean his room which he had been living in by himself. Her husband sleeps in another room and only meets the man if he himself comes, flirts, and seduces to be given an inner living.
But last night was the end of everything. The man admitted that he was impotent and could not be happy in bed.
Mayang Sari suddenly felt her tears falling melted on her smooth cheeks. Her chest tightened again considering how her husband treated her last night and this morning.
"What's my fault?"
"If you can't be like any other husband out there, that's fine with me. I am thankful for what you gave me. But you don't hate me, torment" he said with a cry.
After a long cry over his condition, he activated his phone to entertain himself. Some group chat in WhatsApp application he opened. And the most crowded is the group chat sosmed arisan complex.
Almost 200 conversations with the group and all of them talk about things that smell like bed and the details.
The mothers were indeed the neighbors of the complex who invited him to join the arisan. Each of their discussion is only about the world of hurrah, following special affairs that is the matter of the bed and their style of making out and making love with their husbands.
Sometimes he wanted to get out of the group because of his uneasiness but he was not happy because he was afraid of being labeled as an arrogant woman because he was suddenly rich.
And also for the good name of her husband who is quite respected in the complex, she survived. He was worried that he would get the title of a new rich man because he was married to Arjuna when he was just a kingpin who had a lot of debt.
That's why he remains in the group but only becomes a passive member unless someone pokes him then he talks.
And sure enough, there are those who look for it in the group, with words like this,
[Bu Juna hasn't been active all night? Again getting jammed, right? Hihihi is delicious the same time, Mr. Juna is very handsome and wow mighty it]
[If they are young, they are hot-hot again. Lose the same we - we who are already old] reply others accompanied by giggling emoticons.
He did not answer and instead threw his phone on the bed.
What's in the genjot, my husband's impotent man!
Huaaaa!
Finally she cried again.
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*Connected.