
"Who is he?"Lirih Rafael's.
Zia did not answer she was crying and kept crying, her heart really hurt, honestly she still loves Dani very much.
"I'm sorry, hikssss I'm sorry."Said Zia while firmly gripping the grass that was in front of her.
Rafael crouched down fumbling on Zia's shoulders, he could feel how bitter Zia's cries were at that moment.
"Stand up."Said Rafael helping Zia to stand up.
Little by little Rafael understood that the man who had met Zia was Zia's lover, because he had so clearly heard what Dani had said earlier.
Zia was still dissolved in her grief and guilt, she was crying as much as her body began to weaken.
"Find a chair to sit."Rafael told Zia.
Zia led Rafael to a chair in the city park not far from where they were standing.
After sitting down, Zia's tears increasingly broken she could not remember the face of Dani who was so disappointed to see him.
"I see, cry then you'll feel a little relieved."Said Rafael holding Zia's head which then resuscitated on his shoulders.
After a few minutes, Zia began to calm down and did not cry anymore, only her eyes were swollen and slightly swollen and her lips wet.
"Sorry."Those were the words that came out of Zia's mouth as she sat back in a non-leaning position on Rafael's shoulders again.
"I'm not forcing you to tell me, but at least you understand your position now."Rafael muttered as he held back jealousy.
"He's my first love, we promised to get married, but not by going out, just promising to get married."Zia answered staring blankly at his front.
"First love, are you turning me on in this?"Rafael murmured slowly suppressing the word first love at the beginning of his speech.
"Hmm, not so, fate is destiny no one can go against destiny."Zia looked at Rafael's face.
"Is he handsome?"Ask Rafael weirdly.
"Hm."Answer Zia briefly.
"He can see you?"Rafael's words are getting weird.
Zia was silent, she looked back at Rafael whose eyes were open but not blinking in the slightest.
"certain."Answer Zia slowly.
"You deserve to love her so much, she's perfect."Replied Rafael slightly displaying a bland smile on his lips.
"Love is not for physical or material reasons, sincere love comes from the heart not from the physical or anything else."Zia replied feeling that Rafael was trying to compare himself with Dani.
"But he's obviously more perfect than me, if you're with him you don't have to take care of blind men like me, do you?"Rafael.
At once Zia looked sadly at her husband's face, he was indeed a handsome man, had everything, but he did not have happiness because of his eyes, because of the accident.
"No love can go so fast from the heart of a woman like you."Rafael.
"Then?"Zia was confused.
"If you really love her, go."Said Rafael suddenly.
Deg .. Zia's heart felt like it wanted to be dislodged hearing Rafael's unreasonable speech.
"What do you mean?"Said Zia again.
"Don't pretend, if you love her, chase her live with her, wasn't this our family's fault from the beginning? And your foster family? Niko's right, you have nothing to do with them, it's not appropriate that you get this suffering along with me, you're just a delivery victim, go."Said Rafael withstanding his real heartache he had started to love and love Zia but could not say it yet.
"Don't be crazy, but hurry, we'd better go home, it's late."Zia said tightly to Rafael's hand.
Slowly Rafael released Zia's hand.
"I'll go home by myself."Rafael again.
"Did you throw me away? Don't you need me anymore?"Zia said furiously.
"I'm letting you be happy! Tingal is me! What do you expect from me! I can't even see your face!"Said Rafael standing up and yelling at Zia firmly.
Meanwhile, Zia was crying again, honestly she only wanted one marriage in her life, whoever her husband was destiny and she had no right to fight destiny, although his love for Dani is still there but slowly he has also started to love Rafael, but he also tried to bury deep in that feeling because he felt inappropriate and he was just a mediator not the real one.
"I'm not leaving, the marriage of my life can only be once, and I'm married to you, you're my husband, even though I know my position is only as a wife-in-law,if one day you find my wife too, then that's when I'll leave you, my job is to take care of you, let whatever someone says you're still my husband!"Said Zia the first time he spoke in a high tone in front of Rafael.
Raphael was silent at Zia's words, feeling guilty for what he had done to the good woman, harsh words, insults and insults.
"I know that whenever you won't love me, I'm a woman with no family, I'm also picked up from the orphanage by the Prasetya family ... ",A,
"Enough! Stop your words."Rafael told Zia.
"Why? Isn't that all true?"Said Zia while wiping her tears.
Suddenly Rafael fumbles in search of Zia's hand then pulls Zia into his arms.
Zia let herself be held captive by Rafael, she was now completely fragile, there was nowhere to lean, now she only had Rafael,mama and her adoptive father had never told or asked her news after the wedding.
"I hate this life I hate I'm sick of hikss, the world is really unfair I hate myself I hate!"Racau Zia as he slowly hit Rafael's arm.
"I can't say that I love you, because I don't want you to suffer with a blind man like me."Inner Raphael while holding Zia to calm her.
Zia felt so comfortable in Rafael's arms that no one had ever hugged her this warm.
"Let's go home."Whisper Rafael into Zia's ears as Zia has calmed down.
Zia let go of her embrace and looked at Rafael's face, why the comfort she got was so great when she was with Rafael.
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