
Ramekan also ya gaes, my new novel. Loving a second cousin (Can't turn away).
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Never before had it crossed my mind, my cousin and I had a difficult feeling to explain, even after he had broken off one-sidedly from me, which I don't even know what the main reason would be to end our story that's even been intertwined five years. Angry, sad and disappointed that's how I felt, I began to feel myself wanting to know where my mistake was but everything was nil I couldn't find it.
I love him so much but he seemed reluctant to stay with me, I can't keep going like this I have to know the reason bang Rega decided me, it's hard for me to kill the feeling that's stirring in my heart is tantamount to obliterating half of my body. His name is Regantara Suhendi he is my first love love so sweet love, and gave color in my life, I am still bound brother, there is a kinship relationship with him he is the son of my mother's cousin, her grandfather and my grandmother were sister's same mother but another father.
I made up my mind and intention to meet him, hoping that there was something left of his love to want my relationship to continue and be saved, even though only two more semesters left I graduated college and planned to propose to him, let me say aggressive because I want to propose to the man of his dreams, after all he is my lover because the fact is that it is as deep as my love for him, but the plan was ruined a few weeks ago when Rega called me on my phone and cut us off, I was surprised but whatever I had to do I had to finish the exam first before I took my leave, indeed our relationship RDL I was in Switzerland to finish my education, we met only once every two months, the Regalah who came to me or when the semester break arrived I myself who approached him. as of now I ventured to come to him to clarify our relationship.
But when I arrived at Rudi's grandfather's house, the situation looked crowded like there was an event, what is known after my aunt said that the show was to announce a new relationship between mas Rega and a woman I still know, who was none other than the daughter of my mother's sister named Sarah, it was as if this heart-dagger was so sorely slashed, so meaningless to me in his eyes, that my heart was done to me, lost already the questions I prepared from earlier all have been answered clearly in front of me.
"Tell me if what Aunt Hana said was a lie!, you're not really in a relationship with Sarah, are you, how can you do this to me? ". mas Rega did not answer any of the questions I asked.
"How are you doing Dhira?" Those three ka can annihilate the doubt in this chest, it turns out this is not a dream, the man I love has had a new relationship with another woman.
"I've never felt this bad before". I replied cynically, while mas Rega just smiled forcibly and bowed his head.
All eyes looked at me as if laughing at me who looked like a fool who knew nothing.
In my heart I wonder since when the relationship between the two is established, could it be if mas Rega was in a relationship with mbak sarah when mas still tied to me, and precisely the biggest reason for breaking off with me was mba sarah, Ah it feels like my head is throbbing pain as sweet as my broken heart, I have to leave here immediately before I blow up the cry.
"You're the meanest man I've ever met". There's a reason why I say such a thing.
I drove the car with tears I could not hide the deepening wounds of the heart after hearing firsthand that Rega would marry Sarah's mother.
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When she arrived home, she approached me, "Dhira, why are you crying?".
It was not strong to hear my mother's question which reminded me of that man who I did not want to say his name in my prayer.
"Mas Rega will marry Sarah ma, what should Dhira do?, while my purpose in living to marry her, sick ma, really Dhira is not lying at all".
"Yes my mother knows how you feel, be patient time will heal all the wounds in your heart, she promises here that she will help you heal everything". I'm sure the foamy mama comforted me, but I also saw the same wound in her eyes or even a wider wound from a mother who played my part in bringing me into this world, but one thing that asked me why my mother was not surprised to hear this.
"Yes boy. Mama knows, that's why mom forbade you to come home some time ago mama didn't want to see you getting hurt".
In the embrace again the body of his beloved woman, amazingly sick can not be repaired relationship.
"Did Rega have a relationship behind my back, ma? ".
"it can't be Dhira, Rega used to love you so much that you know she was in a relationship with sarah after breaking up with you".
"do you know why Rega ended our relationship".
"Mama didn't know Dhira".
"mama Dhira go first I want to find the answer myself".
Nadhira leaves the residence of his parents his current destination is Rega's apartment, Dhira parked his car carelessly out in a hurry to throw his car keys to the parking attendant in the basmant.
Nadhira was stunned when he pressed the Rega apartment door button which was completely sanded that the man was not a fox, still remains the same that the date of his death is what all this is possible Rega also still loves him as much as he does, he said, he will soon find the answer.
Impatiently waiting for Rega's arrival, many times Dhira changed his sitting position to stand up and occasionally walk in an uncertain direction, anxious restless of course, clockwork seemed reluctant to move. Dhira refused to take his eyes off the door, hoping that the one waiting for him would return quickly.
After some time of waiting.
Ceklek, (door opens).
Featuring a smelly face and tired with a tangled shirt attached to his body, it was eager for Dhira to drop his body to hug the burly man he had always longed for.
"Mas Rega! " Nadhira was shrewd, barely audible.
Rega is shocked by the presence of her ex-boyfriend. "What are you doing here? "
"i'm looking for answers to all the questions that are lodged in my head, what is the reason you ended our relationship unilaterally? And about mas Rega has proposed mbak sarah, how can mas Rega do all this to me, say mas if this is only prank, my birthday has even been missed mas, I'm not, I beg you not to be like this". Rega cursed himself hating his behavior that hurt the woman before him.
"Our relationship is over". Rega said with a hoarse voice holding back tears as well as he was also injured with the situation.
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