Forced to Marry a Paralyzed Young Boss
*Episode 54

Sarah has now come to her senses from her long sleep. He looked around the hospital room with a still blurry view. Next to him, Raditya was sitting watching Sarah who had just regained consciousness.

"Where am I?" sarah asked after her gaze clearly caught Raditya's face.

"In the hospital."

"Hospital?" sarah asked, holding her head.

"What's going on? How can I be here?" Sarah asked again.

"May you not lose your memory, Sarah. You were in an accident" Raditya said, answering Sarah's question.

"What!" Sarah tried to recall what happened before. Like playing a tape of vidio, that's how he remembers everything back.

"Where, Keke?" ask Sarah after remembering everything.

"He .... "

"On mama keke?" ask Sarah in a high voice.

"Keke is dead."

"What! Not likely. You don't mess with me, Pa. You don't joke" Sarah said, glazed over.

He tried to get up from his bed. However, he suddenly complained of not being able to move both of his legs.

"My feet .. What's wrong with my feet? Why can't I feel anything?" sarah asked, hitting her foot with both hands.

"What's this, Pa? Why can't I move this leg?" sarah asked with unbearable tears.

"Sarah, you're paralyzed."

"No. This is impossible. I can't be paralyzed. Keke! Mama wants to see Keke. Where is he" said Sarah.

"Ma."

"Bah, don't stop Mom. Mama wants to see Keke." He kept trying to lift his leg but still couldn't.

"Keke's gone a long way, Ma. You can't see him anymore."

"No! I can't believe she left my mom. Mama doesn't believe it, Pa."

"Ma, patience. Consider this a rebuke of the almighty for us. Keke left us forever, because of our mistake."

"Our mistake? Papa said it was our fault? It's all papa's fault. If you don't remarry, Keke won't be disappointed and do all this" Sarah said, rubbing a tear that fell on her cheek.

"Ma, try to correct yourself. If you're a good mother, it doesn't affect Keke. It's not gonna be like this."

"It's all your fault Raditya. Your fault. You're guilty, don't think about how Keke and I feel. You evil Raditya. Wicked!" Sarah spoke in a high tone with tears flowing down. He also hit Raditya in the chest.

"Ma, be patient."

"Patience? Ha ha ha .. You ask me to be patient? You loser! You liar!" Sarah suddenly laughed, but tears flowed.

"Yes, you're lying. You must be lying. You don't like to lie. Now, you must also be lying to me," Sarah said as she nodded her head.

"Ma."

"Yes yes yes, he lied. He must be lying to me. Where could Keke have died. He must be lying."

"Ma."

"Ma, I'm not lying. Keke no longer exists. Yesterday his funeral was held."

"No. You lied to Raditya. Tell me if you're lying to me. Tell Raditya! Say it!" Sarah now gripped Raditya's clothes firmly.

Sarah's loud voice invites the doctor and nurse to enter the room. They came to check on Sarah.

"What is this, Mr Radit?" ask the doctor when he sees Sarah clutching Raditya's shirt.

"Sarah can't accept that our son is no more."

"He lied to the doctor. He said Keke my son was dead. I know that Keke must be home right now."

"Mrs Sarah. You must be strong. This .... "

"Do you also want to say that Keke is gone? You're gonna lie to me, too, huh?"

"No. I don't want to lie to you, Miss Sarah. I just wanted to say that you should rest now. Your condition is still unstable. So .... "

"Ha ha ha ha .. This doctor exists only. I am already healthy. Wanna go home. I'm going to see my son. I'm afraid she's worried because I'm not coming home" Sarah said, laughing.

I don't know what's on Sarah's mind right now. He could not accept Keke's death. Raditya regretted what he had just done. He shouldn't have talked about Keke's departure to Sarah who just came to her senses from her coma.

"Doctor, how is this?" raditya asked who saw Sarah continue to laugh, however, his eyes still shed tears.

"We have no other way but to give Sarah's mistress a sedative."

"Suster, give her a sedative" the doctor told her nurse.

"All right, Doc."

The nurse did her job quickly. He injected sedatives into Sarah's infusion. Slowly, Sarah began to weaken and a few minutes later, she went back to sleep.

"If Lady Sarah realizes later, don't talk about her son again sir."

"Good doctor."

After the doctor left, Raditya held Sarah's hand gently. He looked at Sarah's face deeply.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. You're right, it's my fault" Raditya said, kissing Sarah's hand.

"I don't want to be a husband and dad. You all suffer because of me. I am the cause of all of you're suffering."

Finished saying that, Raditya left Sarah's room. He walked slowly bringing sadness in his heart. One by one, the mistakes he made, turned back in his mind.

'Chacha, forgive papa. Papa can't make you happy. Papa can't protect you, son.'

'Keke, may you be calm in nature. Papa apologizes for pulling you into a dark circle of disappointment and hatred.'

'Sarahs. I also apologize to you, for ruining our marriage. I was also the one who incited hatred in your heart all this time. For that, I'm sorry. May you be strong in facing all these trials.'

Raditya's footsteps stopped when he reached the roof of the tall hospital. He looked down. Many people passed by.

Slowly, he closed his eyes. In his heart he said, 'goodbye world. Good bye, my son. Good bye Sarah. Keke, papa came to see you, son.'