
Aoi's at home, as long as Makoto's at home, she's not coming. Hikaru did not know, because Karin only said that Makoto was still working very busy as a lie. It was very impossible to give this sad news to Hikaru who was still a child and did not understand anything.
Aoi kept quiet in her room filled with memories. Some of Makoto's stuff still exists. From the photos, clothes, and the most important is Makoto's phone with wallpaper himself while in Bali.
Aoi's gaze was empty, her eyes could no longer cry. He's really tired. God gave this greatest trial, it is unexpected if the fate of his marriage ended in grief.
Tok tok tok tok
"Come in," said Aoi from the inside. Karin stepped into the room with a tray of lunch for Aoi.
Karin put the tray of food on the table. He approached Aoi who was sitting on the edge of the bed while holding a wedding photo album with a good collection.
"Son, you must be strong. God is testing you. Mama knew that your husband's departure was very unexpected. Even mama knew from the news," Karin looked at Aoi, her son not poking at her words. Stay focused looking at some of the photo portraits taken during the wedding.
"If time could be turned back, I'd rather eat at home than go to that restaurant ma," it was upset, unfair. Aoi had not had the slightest chance to speak to Makoto back then, and the last sound of gunfire.
"Don't grieve. You should eat too, take care of Aoi's health. Don't get sick, Hikaru will worry about you," Karin took the tray, this time she will feed Aoi. "Come eat now, will you? You ate nothing today. Don't leave your stomach empty, no good."
Aoi nodded. "Yes ma," Aoi happily accepted a bribe from the mother. Bribery and Makoto. Those memories, flashed a moment in his mind. Makoto has just returned from out of town and is gone again never to return.
***
Hikaru kept asking where Makoto was. He couldn't sleep at 9 o'clock. Aoi tries to divert Hikaru's mind by reciting a fairy tale about snow princess and cinderella.
Hikaru shook his head, closing the fairy tale book held by his mother. "I don't want to hear the fairy tale. It should be this daddy who took this. Why not go home? Where's dad? Same who? It was nine o'clock ma," Hikaru's worried and anxious strokes were also felt by Aoi.
Aoi forced her smile. "Darling, let's go to bed. You go to school tomorrow. Will the bad luck continue in the same law teacher? You want an hm?" Aoi tried to persuade Hikaru to go to sleep immediately. Because staying up late at night is not good for health, the cold that signals the soon entering of winter.
Hikaru nodded. "Yes ma. I don't want to be punished by teachers because of bad luck," his hand pulled the blanket wrapped around his body, feeling warm. Aoi hugged him. Finally slowly fall asleep.
***
"What do you want to order? Here the food is all good and suitable for you who are more lethargic," bargained Makoto asked Aoi, his hand holding the menu book very carefully. No need to worry about the expensive price, as long as the full is enough.
"It's up to you" Aoi smiled. The look on his face looked very happy because he could chat again with Makoto.
After a writer writes his order and waits a while until his food comes. Aoi did not want to eat, only hoping to be bribed by Makoto. But her husband was insensitive.
"Mas, bribe me dong. Let it be more romantic that way," Aoi's pinta whined spoiled. Makoto chuckled, finally willing too. Makoto painstakingly fed him until the food ran out.
Makoto also wondered why with Aoi who always smiled. Is it really fun to eat at a restaurant?
"Why do you keep smiling? Do you eat with me at a gini restaurant? I haven't dated for a long time either," at once the words made Aoi's cheeks blushing pink or blushing. His wife is being misbehaved, ah looks cute and adorable. Makoto's hands pinched Aoi's cheeks and nose. His wife nagged him because she felt pain.
Aoi nodded enthusiastically. "It's so sweet. Though we ate here yesterday that you didn't invite me" Aoi's words stopped when Makoto's main object disappeared. "Mass? Mas! You're going anyway? Mas! I'm not done talking! Mas-hiks hiks don't tell me that this is a dream," Aoi cried, it felt so sad when she met the most loved one again and left without saying goodbye. Why could Aoi believe this with a sleeping flower?
But Aoi found no way out of the dream. There is only a dark room with no corner. Aoi stood up, her steps feeling tired. If anyone wakes him up there.
***
"Mama, wake. Ma," Hikaru shook his mama's arm.
The scorching sun that pierced through the glass window showed the time of morning.
Feeling her body shake, Aoi opened her eyes. The dream is finally over. He hopes it's the last time that Meksipun still wants to see Makoto again.
"Well morning? Geez, it should be that mama cook even overslept," Aoi moved from her sleep, surely everything had been served on the dining table.
"Ma, don't take a shower? Mom to the dining room? Everything was ready," Hikaru stopped Aoi's steps, turned his head and smiled faintly.
"Yes, baby, forgot. You go there first, right?"
Hikaru nodded. "Yes ma."
At breakfast, the atmosphere of the meal was quiet. Only the clangs of forks and spoons clashed. Nobody wants to start a conversation.
In the past, Makoto and Omah Ema made the atmosphere crowded. Makoto with her spare change, and Omah Ema could not stop chatting freely with Hikaru.
Aoi's eyes were blank, just two mouthfuls of food. His mind floated about all the memories left behind.
Karin who realized that understood. It must have been very painful to lose the one you love the most and always be by Aoi's side.
"Mama, am I bribing you? Mama ate it not eagerly," Hikaru took over the spoon and fork from the mother's hand.
But Aoi turned her head, looking at Makoto's face instead of Hikaru's. Her husband smiled, Aoi is very happy. He knew it was just an illusion and then slowly disappeared.
Aoi's smile faded, which she found Hikaru's face.
'Mas, I miss. Everything wants you back, Aoi's mind is very sad, this is her destiny. The bitterness also lives alone without the presence of Makoto anymore.
***
Enjoy this book with 2 seasons.
Thank you for reading. Love you as a corn garden.
11:09 noon.
See you -, see,