Forced to Marry Young
Failed to Guard You

Andrew Pov

I was panting when I got to college, because my time to take business classes today was about to start, because according to my grandfather's wishes, I had to take care of some things in the company, he said, but college is also important for my future.

Sometimes I feel guilty for Zelia because of my busy life, I don't have time to pay attention to her, what else she is pregnant like now, surely as a woman she needs more attention than me.

Even on campus I rarely get to meet him because of our different class hours.

My footsteps were stopped by a girl who surprised me because I knew her.

"Why is he back?" my mind was confused when his eyes met mine.

"Hi Andrew," she said lightly with a smile, but it made me shudder in horror at her.

"Friilda?" I said I can't believe she still dared to stand in front of me after what she did to my little family, I hope this time she won't act again.

"Yes I'm Frielda, why do you seem so surprised?" askinya.

I was really surprised what else he would do here, I had to be careful of him.

"No, I have to get to class, I said avoiding him, but his hand suddenly grabbed my arm, forcing me to stop.

"I still want you Ndrew" he said without shame.

"Let go of my hand" I said coldly after hearing what he had just said.

Frielda started to let go of my hand but she still looked at me with a look that I didn't understand, this woman in front of me really made me illfeel.

I no longer cared about him, I immediately stepped into my class.

But my mind went awry in class, thinking about the worst thing if Frielda was still here, and Zelia found out.

My wife is currently pregnant with our child.

When my mind went everywhere someone slapped my shoulder hard enough to surprise me.

"What's Han?" I asked my college friend, he looked so panicked.

"That's Ndrew, that's-" he said, pointing to the outside.

I became more and more confused as to what he really wanted to say.

"That's what the hell?" I asked to panic.

"That's Zelia!" said me.

"Zelia why?" I just stood up as Han mentioned my wife's name.

"He fainted!" han said, panicking me even more, I ran to leave him to find where Zelia was.

Seeming a hundred meters away from where I was just now it looked like the sorority horde was circling someone, I rushed there, it might just be Zelia.

Sure enough after arriving among them, my eyes were made to disbelieve, Zelia was lying in the grass of the park.

As soon as my heart skipped a beat, fear enveloped me at this moment.

"Zelia!" I shouted to call his name.

As soon as I shook the crowd to give me a way, I hugged Zelia's body and shook her, hoping she would wake up.

"Zelia woke up, baby" I said with fear.

There was no response from him, I immediately lifted my wife's limp helpless body, I don't know what happened before to this woman.

Guilt haunts me, I as a husband can't take care of him.

Soon I took Zelia to the hospital, with the help of our family driver, it didn't take us long to get to the hospital.

In my heart I did not stop to beg God for Zelia to be okay.

After escorting Zelia to the emergency room, I looked at my blood-soaked right hand, I thought about whether I was hurt, but there was no pain.

My eyes glared not realizing something that my right hand had touched my wife's thigh, was this her blood?

God, I'm freaking out, my feet can't stop pacing at the door.

"Sir how's the lady?" ask my driver who just entered the hospital.

"It's still being handled, sir, please tell your grandfather and mama" I said without contacting them.

I'm too scared right now and somehow time seems to be ticking so slowly.

It felt so long waiting for Zelia to be handled, that grandfather and mother arrived at the hospital with panicked faces as well.

"Ndrew what happened?" ask mama.

"Andrew doesn't know ma" I said honestly.

Then the door of the room in front of me opened, a doctor in full clothes was walking towards me.

"Mr Andrew?" call him, I nodded.

"How's doc?" ask her.

"Sorry sir, your baby didn't survive" he said, instantly suffocating me, half my breath as if I couldn't get out.

"No, it can't be Doc, it's definitely not true, right?" I asked while shaking the doctor's shoulder.

"I'm sorry, it looks like your wife had a violent collision, making her miscarry the way she is today," she explained, leaving me even more helpless.

The doctor left after giving me some bad news, then how do I pass this on to Zelia.

Mommy and daddy just arrived, they looked panicked after hearing from my mom.

I was still sitting limp in the chair, while my mom was holding me while crying.

"How's Zelia doing?" ask mommy to panic.

I can't answer that, I still can't believe this is happening.

"Zelia lost her fetus" a grandfather's voice broke the silence between us, and mommy's voice continued hysterically in daddy's arms.

I know mommy must have lost a lot, and then what about Zelia.

Oh my God, what's our fault?

I immediately went to see Zelia, after getting permission from the doctor.

I looked at the tired face of my wife who was still lying on the bed, I wanted to cry, but not a single tear was able to flow.

I have to be strong, but it's too heavy.

Losing my son-in-law makes half my life useless, what can I really do, why can't I just take care of Zelia.

Is this a punishment for me?

One thing that came to my mind was who would dare to harm Zelia back then, who could bear witness to the events that befell my wife.

Zelia forgive me for not being able to take care of you well, my mind is really tormented because it is filled with guilt for Zelia and also our baby candidate.

I'm sorry your father couldn't take good care of you.