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Behind the Door

Still in the same place, I occasionally enforce my body to reduce fatigue that never ends after filling the files.

While Bang Ray flipped through the form I had filled out and researched it.

"It's Non-milk."

The housekeeper gave me a glass of milk. Bang Ray while biting the pen and waving the eyes signal to immediately drink milk.

Finally, all files are completed. Bang Ray started to leave my room and get ready to deliver me to submit a registration form.

I hurried to prepare myself and left with Bang Ray.

Meanwhile Auntie has got a call from Om Alan. If Om is in the hospital.

Because, Om Alan is a native Japanese citizen to settle there and work in his country.

It looks like Om and Aunty met when Aunty was in college in Japan, until they got married.

However, Aunt when pregnant Bang Ray chose to go to Indonesia. With reason, if later giving birth close to the parents.

After giving birth to Bang Ray, Aunt returned to Japan to live with her husband. Meanwhile, Bang Ray lived in Indonesia and was entrusted to Grandma in Jakarta.

Aunty only returns to Indonesia, if there is an important need. Maybe, yesterday because Auntie wanted to take care of me to have to go back to Indonesia.

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Bang Ray had finally prepared himself with a fragrance that reflected his smell.

I also have worn the batik SD uniform from my home school, all file forms are already in the bag that I tenteng.

"Dek..ayo Dek, cepetan later also Brother there is lunch hour."

I heard Bang Ray's voice echo through the room.

while justifying the tie of my shoes that can not bind it. I answered.

"Yes Bang..., Bentar.this is hard Bang, Ochi can't be."

Hearing my spoiled whine Bang Ray approach and tie my shoelaces.

"This is Deck, Brother iketin."

With patience Bang Ray tied the shoelaces. I chewed on the candy of my mouth sounds.

Coughing until accidentally releasing natural gas.

("Brooot.")

"Ma.af Bang, I said softly."

Bang Ray raised his head and looked at me while scratching his forehead. I think Bang Ray will be angry. Apparently not, just laughing at me. Until I laughed too. Until Auntie came out of her room to hear our laughter.

"What are you guys laughing so hard?"

I bowed in embarrassment, while Bang Ray was still laughing flickered while holding his stomach.

"Eh, you're being asked why are you laughing again?"

I replied in a soft tone of shame.

"Ochi.fart Aunt."

My aunt laughed at me too. But the laughter stopped instantly, when the bidding Aunt wanted to go to Japan. Bang Ray looked sad-faced and so did I.

Aunty told Bang Ray to always take care and take care of all my needs.

I feel sad, afraid that Bang Ray will be burdened by me.

But just the opposite. Bang Ray gladly accepted Aunt's mandate, to take care of me and to be affectionate like his own sister.

That morning, Aunt booked an online taxi to the airport. And Bang Ray and I were driving Bang Ray's red car.

Along the way, I just fell silent and a sense of fear always arises, if later I have to meet new friends at school, not even one person I know.

Before long, we arrived at the superior Junior High.

It feels like the heartbeat is getting stronger. Bang Ray tried to calm me down.

"Dek down yuk, this has arrived. You should not be afraid let alone groggy, besides you are a smart child certainly can, Brother sure."

By holding my hand and occasionally justifying my slightly messy hair bangs.

"Yes Bang"

I took off my seat belt and got out of the car. I started to walk towards the registration room. Bang Ray kept holding my hand.

"Bao..I'm afraid Bang, I don't think I can beat those who seem to be more bitter than me?"

I felt inferior when I saw the other kids looking cool.

Bang Ray smiled and continued to convince me I could.

At 8:00, the new admissions test begins. I started to open the problem sheet and I researched it first before answering.

It turned out that it wasn't as hard as I imagined, I could easily work on the test questions quickly. So, you can collect the answer sheet first and immediately allowed to go home first.

At the door Bang Ray looked a proud smile. Even though I don't know the outcome yet. Because Bang Ray believes if I leave the test room early compared to others I can easily do it.

Bang Ray continues to encourage me.

"And next we go to the piano lessons, after that you want to take you home."

I put on a bt face. If later I am at home there is no activity, it will make me saturated and at home there is only a housekeeper.

I was about to shake my head with my whine.

"I don't want to go home Bang, I ran out of the piano lessons just want to come along brother to campus. Promise not to be naughty."

Brother Ray scratched his head and frowned.

"What are you not tired of? Brother till night, huh?"

I also showed my little finger to make a deal. In the end, Bang Ray let me go to college.

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After arriving at the college, Bang Ray took me to the front yard of the campus. There were empty seats that no one occupied.

Some students may have entered the classroom.

"Dek just wait here yeah, don't go anywhere. You want to buy drinks and food for you."

"Yes Bang."

I took off my backpack and also the files in my tenteng bag.

I put it on the table.

I felt tired and sleepy so I leaned my head against the table while looking around the park.

Some shady and shady trees complete the seating and tables. There are some beautiful flowers on the campus.

Shortly thereafter, Bang Ray arrived.

"This is the Deck of drinks, after this you enter the classroom first huh. That's my class, right turn from the edge of room no three."

"Yes Bang, don't be long."

"Not yet to enter the Deck, how the hell are you? He said nothing to wait for Abang?"

"Yes..Da... Deh Bang, I'll wait here until Bang Ray's done."

And finally Bang Ray started to step foot in and leave me on the campus lawn.

Meanwhile, I started opening drinks and some food that Bang Ray bought.

For a long time I feel bored and bete.

Sometimes I stand up and sit down again and chew my food. Until, it does not feel all the food I have spent.

My stomach hurts fullness, confused not because where should I look for a restroom.

This stomach feels more mules and confused to want to defecate. Bang Ray also told me that you can't go anywhere before Bang Ray leaves the classroom.

I'm not getting much stronger to hold it. Yes, I gave myself to follow the direction of Bang Ray earlier that Bang Ray class in that direction.

I ran tight while holding my stomach to hold my heartburn.

Finally we got to Bang Ray's classroom.

"Bao... Ray's...Bang Ray....!!"

It was as if my voice was echoing all over, and the entire Bang Ray class was heading towards me.

Even the lecturer who was in front of the class suddenly stopped and looked at me with a sharp gaze.

Meanwhile, I was still holding the doorknob of that room.

The lecturer approached me.

"He you who's the sweet boy, why are you here? This is not a college for kids to play."

"Yes.. You know, sir, but I'm going to miss sir."

The whole class laughed at me. The lecturer immediately called Bang Ray to take me to the restroom.

While running Bang Ray drove me.

"Heeem.eventually relieved to be Bang."

I feel relieved and I don't know what when I get to the house that Bang Ray will do for me.

I was afraid to see Bang Ray standing leaning against his body, crossing his legs and propping his hands together.

His eyes were sharp, not as usual. It seems like Bang Ray is mad at me.

I slowly approached Bang Ray.

"I'm sorry, I embarrassed you."

"Yes, now you're in class again, and don't be like that anymore. Don't go anywhere before Bang Ray leaves class."

This time it seemed like Bang Ray was furious, I continued walking towards the place where I was waiting for Bang Ray.