
The night was getting late but Sania still closed her eyes without wanting to open it even if only for a moment, the Mother was now in a state of worry because her daughter never opened her eyes.
With a very forced Bu Wati swayed slowly the body of his daughter, she said, in order for the princess to wake up just for dinner and after that sleep again is also not what the Mother who paced back and forth is unclear.
Ms. Wati tried once again to wake the princess by stroking her white cheeks to have her sleep disturbed. Sania who gets such treatment also feels amused and her sleep is disturbed by the behavior of the Mother.
''Mother,'' said Sania when she opened her eyes slightly, he rubbed his eyes slowly to make it clearer to see the Mother who he had not met for several days because Sania who solved her problems at her branch office.
''Mommy...? why do you disturb sleep Sania sich?'' rengek Sania then confirmed his position to be seated.
''After all, you want to nakutin Mommy like that, '' Bu Wati replied sitting next to her little princess.
Sania frowned because she did not understand what she meant. ''What does Mother mean?'' her question was confused, but she just woke up and her Mother said that she scared her.
''You slept from this afternoon, and until eight o'clock in the evening you didn't wake up? cook you don't realize your mistake baby sich?'' keluh Bu Wati made Sania chuckle amused with her Mother's speech.
''Where is someone who is sleeping realizing his mistake sich Mother? This Mother is strange just dech, said Sania opening her hijab in front of the Mother.
Bu Wati stared at her random princess hair, because Sania deliberately did not comb her. ''Your hair why messy githu sich dear? don't tell me you're lazy sisiran, '' asked Bu Wati to feel the top of Sania's head, and how surprised when Bu Wati held the princess's hair, ''Darling your hair why it fell out like this,'' asked Bu Wati with her worried tone.
''Mommy don't worry huh, this is the effect of yesterday's chemotherapy?'' terang Sania made Bu Wati's heart melt with her daughter's words. ''Eating yesterday Sania did not want to do chemotherapy, because it will be like this, added Sania showed her hair that came on her fingers, her hand, when her finger was plastered on her head.
Bu Wati is no longer strong to see her daughter like this in front of her, in her thin body. And hope that her little princess can find a cure for her illness. ''Forgive my dear Mother? Mother did not mean to make you like this now, but the Mother at that time was only your healing, nothing more, he said with tears.
''Mother, do not offend Mother yes, this is not the fault of Mother why?'' sahut Sania wiped away her mother's tears with the thumb of her hand.
''Ach Sania wants to eat! hungry??'' sania said she hoped that Mother would no longer be sad.
Bu Wati immediately chuckled at the words of her daughter who said she was hungry, then Bu Wati brought her daughter to the dining table that was ready to be on the dining table, but who will have dinner is still cool with his dreams, ''Mother Panasin used to be his side dish?'' said Bu Wati who was immediately prevented by Sania.
Bu Wati also obeyed the words of her daughter and chose to sit beside Sania, Bu Wati served Sania worthy of her little children who want to eat. In the heart of Bu Wati crying over her princess who pretended to be tough in front of her, whereas when behind her Mother Sania often shed her sad tears.
''Mother?'' greet Sania in the middle of her first chew.
''Why sweetheart?'' reply Bu Wati gently.
''Mommy? does Sania deserve to be happy with Sania's current state?'' tanya Sania made Bu Wati widened with her daughter's question.
''Why are you asking like that, son? is there anything that makes you unhappy all this time, asked Bu Wati, Sania's mother.
''Is it not so Mother? with Sania's disease now, is there still love for Sania in the future? given the age of Sania which is only a moment, Sania's light makes the breath of the Mother seem to stop for a moment to hear the princess's words.
Bu Wati poured into the arms of her daughter who was eating, again Bu Wati shed her tears seeing the sadness experienced by her daughter at this time. ''You will recover dear, Mother and sister you will find a cure for your recovery, you must not be pessimistic about your illness now, there are still many people who love you as well as you want?'' his words were stuck for a few seconds. ''You also have to remember? there is still Allah SWT who will faithfully grant the request of his servant, so do not let you despair of your disease now, continued Bu Wati staring fixedly at Sania. There was no sadness in her eyes, only disappointment was now left in her pretty eyes.
''Yes Mother?'' sania replied with her soft tone.
'I have to be strong through all these trials, yet there are still many who are not as lucky as me, many there who suffer from diseases like me? but they never complain at all, but me? I always complain and whine just because I don't get love from someone, ' Sania's inner being continues to feed the rest of her rice into her mouth.
''Yes already if that Sania back to Mother's room, want to rest too, '' muttered Sania who had finished her meal.
''Alright, don't forget the medicinal dinkinum huh dear?'' the message of Bu Wati, who was taken by Sania.
'Actually I am tired of all this, every day having to take her endless medicine, ' Sania lamented in her heart, and she also stepped away to go to her room just to avoid her Mother, because she had no heart to see the sadness of the Mother who often shed her tears.
''Forgive Sania Mother, '' Sania said softly laying her body on her bed. ''It was once safe here, '' his murmur sunk his head into the pillow that had been in his room for a very long time.
Sania grabs a laptop and works on her unfinished office. Sania is busy with her laptop keyboard to the point of ignoring her phone ringing? even this has been the umpteenth time it rings, but not a sign Sania wanted to reach her phone limited to nightstand, dian is still busy with her current work.