From Me Who Almost Surrender

From Me Who Almost Surrender
6.


...There are people who always blame,...


...And done by accident...


...However, when he was wrong...


...He is not to blame...


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I just wanted to take you to school for once. But always rejected raw by him. Who am I to ask for more. Teachers here also include favoritism, they focus too much on the smart. You know for yourself my brain's been in the process for a long time.


It was as if they were asking me. About what it was so that I wasn't saturated in class. I have a little friend who always accompanies me to school and also plays and teaches. I've always been envied by him, he's always been more than me. Both of his parents were complete always with him while I was only a grandfather I could rely on. He is smart in taking the heart of friends. I just looked at him from a distance. I'm afraid that if I approach the others I'll leave.


I always pull over and play by myself either a swing or a round of the ball. I always see others go by and buy snacks. While I was only once, sometimes the store owner gave me free snacks alias free. I who dine five hundred rupiahs get only one meal. Not another if I want ice or knick-knacks, and little toys.


All my wishes are endured. Grandfather who knows now add my pocket money two thousand. I'm very happy, but I don't want grandpa to be hard. I kept silent in an elephant-shaped plastic piggy bank. Yes, I tried to save even with a small nominal.


I am very interested in the necklace decoration of my other friend, I also want to have as worn by him. He suggested I buy some bracelets and give them to him. To be strung together into a necklace, maybe I'm too innocent. I agreed and bought four bracelets. One bracelet costs two thousand, far enough with my pocket money. But for the sake of a necklace that's not how I let it go.


I spread my gaze across the room. I keep wearing sandal shoes, because the house is still bare ground. He also invited me closer to a tool where his brother sewed. He also showed me some knick knacks that would be made just like him. It turned out that my other friends also ordered him. I was sure and hoped to wear it soon.


Weeks - weeks to months - months my toy necklace has not been so. He always switched and promised, making me want to be angry. After healthy gymnastics and jogging - joggers are allowed to rest before entering class. I approached him and asked him about my necklace.


He pretended as if he were imitatized, he cried. I just wanted to calm her down but instead she screamed - screaming that I had been mean to her. His mother ran towards us standing to find her son sobbing in his arms. Until one of the teachers sided with them and blamed me. And told the other students not to be friends with me because I'm a bad person.


One by one my friends stayed away from me, until I went to elementary school. I am not a person who easily memorizes and my thinking power is low. Many times I get bullies from my classmates and upperclassmen. I have my aunt's last mother's sister. He was four years older than me, he never defended me in the least. To him I was just a psalmist, he was indifferent.


With my stupidity over time I tried to get closer to him. Ask for help with Arabic and math problems. Without seeing me he threw me with a pretty thick dictionary. Told me to learn to look for myself, whereas she had entered junior high school. At least help me once.


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