From TK to KUA
32. Honest

**Two** the first minute the two women just looked at each other, Wulan who tried to compose a word with Selena whose feelings were not good.

"I'm sorry if there's something wrong with you Lan." Selena said sincerely.

"I don't really know what to say about Cells. But actually I'm happy to finally meet you in person." Pause. "That's hypocritical if I'm jealous of you."

"I didn't know before that God already has Lan's wife, I'm sorry to hurt you. For God's sake I never thought of hurting another woman."

"Nasi has become porridge, I want to prohibit you from decetin Mas Dewa what can?"

Selena surprised. "meaning?"

"For our marriage, we're both women of course I know you like my husband, I just want to secure what I can save."

"You misunderstood Lan, I don't mind at all for God far away even I've thought, just why do you ask permission for me far away God? That's your right to defend marriage."

Wulan only smiled in response, there was no way she would reveal to the people who were about to seize hers if their marriage was not based on love even so far the sacred word has not been spoken.

"You just calm down, I won't disturb your relationship." Selena showed off her fingers wrapped around the ring. "I'm tied up."

The shock of holding Wulan until finally relief was sticking out as if the burden that was shouldered just disappeared.

"Well, congratulations to the cell."

Selena smiled sincerely. "Do'ain ya Lan may last as you guys."

"certain."

The two women who threw smiles at each other looked at each other for up to three seconds then broke the laughter even Selena to the point of patting Wulan's shoulder because it felt so limp.

"I'm actually a real gerogi in front of you crazy." Selena was honest.

"I just like that, it's really weird to act like this."

"Believe in? It's the first time I've talked me-you to a woman other than an older person."

Wulan thought for a moment before nodding. "So meet me make the personality change drastically huh?"

Selena took in oxygen before stopping the laughter to focus on staring at Wulan. "Thank you Lan, I'm glad to meet someone like you."

"I am too."

"I'm far away from God doesn't mean you have to stay away from you, does it?" ask Selena. "Honestly I feel comfortable, when I just met, I want us to be friends or friends?"

"Of course."

"Can you hug?"

Whether what the universe is doomed from the friendship that the two are trying to build, in their minds there is only sincere prayer that will not disturb anything and may God assure.

Finished with Selena's affairs, Wulan who had put Nolan to sleep looked at the God who had noticed every move that his body created.

"Something's been talked about?"

God breathed, so much burden on his heart and mind. "You know that better."

"I don't make trouble with Selena if that's what you're worried about."

"I'm afraid you're not someone else."

Wulan knew she could not run forever, now there was Nolan and if there was any estrangement between her and her husband would greatly affect the child, for the sake of the whole house for Nolan, he said, Wulan put aside the ego and the pain she felt for a change of relationship.

"Do you love me?"

Said Wulan surprised the Gods, he was confused about what kind of unimaginable question it was.

Unwilling to get a reply the breath sounded softly from Wulan's mouth. "Stupid, I asked that? We marry because of arranged marriages, we also have sexual relations because of lust whether or not there is love."

"Don't lie to yourself Wa, the truth is it is but." Looking back at exactly where Nolan fell asleep while commenting on a bitter smile. "I don't want to destroy Nolan's house."

The god did the same with Wulan before she finally rested on Wulan's lap with trembling shoulders that signified crying.

"I'm sorry Lan, I admit I love Selena."

There should be no pain because Wulan already knew everything but she really could not control her heart to slice.

"But I don't want to lose you, I don't want to leave you and our child for just a moment's ego." The god looked at his wife with glazed eyes. "Whatever I've not been thinking in that direction, I always remember you."

Wulan rubbed her eyes. "What the hell, I understand your attitude Wa, we started from an arranged marriage and it's hard for us to adapt let alone fall in love but can I ask for something?"

"Anything."

"I want us to start doing intense things again, start spending a lot of time together and try to love each other. We really need a stronger foundation Wa."

"You're right, I'm sorry Lan can't be a good husband to you yet."

Boost. "I was also wrong, can we be honest with each other so that in the future we are easier because it is open?"

"certain."

"I want nanya."

"About what Lan?"

"What made you fall in love with Selena?" Surfing whatever the mouth said, no one knew how Wulan's hidden side might feel poignant.

Let your brain find the answer. "Maybe together, I don't really understand Lan either."

"What do you like most about Selena?"

"He's a very positive person."

"What do you like about me?"

The restless God did not like such trap questions, he did not want to hurt Wulan's feelings any deeper.

"Another question?"

Boost. "Please, I think we have to find a solution to our problem. Starting from here, I want to know what makes me less in your eyes Wa, later I can fix it for us."

"Then can I ask you the same question?" asked the God who caused Wulan's inertness for a while before finally nodding. "I'll be honest, so will you."

"For us."

Their four beads linked together to convince each other.

"I sometimes feel like you can't appreciate me Lan, I always feel like here I'm trying to love you but you're reluctant to do the same, you know, you're very cold and though you don't say I know you're actually depressed. I wanted to get you out but seeing the rejection I felt like I was screwed up, I was stupid because I saw Selena who could always understand and always run to her instead of fixing it with you."

"Your ego, but you're right I'm wrong for indirectly ditching the hope you're trying to build, I'm sorry Wa."

Wulan cried, she hugged her husband so tightly as to realize his under-appreciative attitude was causing trouble that made her tired herself.

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I don't think it turns out there are some who wait, I think this story is just a dust flake that will not be glimpsed, I am not a professional writer because there are still many ngaretnya, I think, writing style and story ideas that might be boring besides, I also do a lot of work in real life let alone old dates so I apologize for that maybe sprain.

But, thanks for stopping by on this hilarious story. May every word that I write comfort you:)

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