GEAS
can't hold it anymore

"no!I want to be here with you" Gea said loudly and sat next to the mother's gurney.

Qanaya said nothing, she just kept quiet by looking the other way.

Gea also just silence by accompanying the mother there is enough, it feels like he hugged the mother but he had to be patient because his mother has not lost to him, he will be patient.

"mom wants fruit?I'll cut it for mom" she said, taking an apple from the fruit basket she had brought.

"don't you better just go!, you're just making me sicker and dizzy here!"qanaya said so easily.

Gea stopped her hand and put back the fruit, her red eyes holding back the cry despite being used to the words but somehow hearing that Now made her so sick, so much so,though he did anything to make the mother healthy including selling her kidneys, is it up to that mother also will not give face to her?

mizzen.

"go!!!do not show your tears in front of me!!", said Qanaya again even though he did not see Gea's face he knew that Gea had dripped his tears.

amidst the silence and Susana clutching Windi suddenly entered

"Sir Gea's mother" he said to approach the two men.

"Windi take me out!I'd like to take a walk around" said Qanaya so differently to Windi and Gea.

Windi nodded and took a wheelchair, then helped his mother get out of bed after sitting her down.

Gea was silent like a statue there with tears flowing from his eyes looking at all that.

"my brother will take mom out" Windi told Gea then pushed the wheelchair.

Gea claustrophobic in her heart, but her tears kept flowing she clenched her hands firmly controlling her emotional so as to make the stitches in her stomach almost come off.

"Why do you hate me so much, Mom?"isak Gea with a body shaking violently and tears that do not stop.

Windi stopped pushing her because she thought Gea wanted to talk to her mother.

"Windi quickly take me out" regardless of Gea Qanaya's question asked Windi to keep pushing her out.

"what because I was the son of your fault?.Then why didn't you abort me at that time?why did you give birth to me and torture me like this?"gea asked sobbing and even her eyes blurred from tears.

"You're torturing me like this are you satisfied to be able to vent your past frustrations?"

"Shut up!!!"shouting Qanaya.

"i don't know anything but you've been torturing me since I was a kid!!l'm tired?yes of course!but I didn't give up and did everything to attract your attention but what?you don't even care about that!!"

"i made my own money for my tuition fees and got a scholarship at the best university, have you ever been proud?no!!"

"i'm also like an ordinary child who wants the affection of parents!who is proud to see his son perform!!but you're not."

"you be my maid in the house I do everything, have I ever complained?never was!!"

"i'll be harassed by people do you believe my words?nay!!you only believe it after seeing it for yourself!!"the weeping Gea broke.

"you treat me like a stepson!! even more than stepchildren!!you rather treat as a slave to animals"tangis Gea could no longer hold everything in his heart.

"for 18 years Ma!I did it all, I persevered because I believed that one day you'd melt down and love me like I love and love you!"

Gea collapsed on the floor with a sobbing cry, she could not bear the burden of her life all this time really she was really tired.

Windi couldn't help but cry As Gea spoke, she felt so guilty for not treating Gea so well, she approached Gea to help her stand up but Gea immediately brushed her off.

"I'm alone Mom!!!!!I feel alone in this world!!!i'm tired!I can't stand that I only need your armpits for once but you never care about me!!"all over Gea's body trembled her cries continued to break.

the test....

qanaya's long-held tears were flowing incessantly now.

Windi was so shocked when he saw Gea's clothes were soaked in blood, "Sir Gea are you bleeding?"he said so scared to see it.

Gea held her stomach and saw her bloody hands were indeed her clothes already soaked in blood, yet she smiled cynically and mockingly even after selling her kidneys she did not consider.

he tried to get up on his own, and walked slowly through the wheelchair of the loyal Qanaya turned his back on him from earlier, but he was very surprised when Gea passed in front of him with all his clothes bleeding.

"why are you bleeding?"ask her with a voice that seemed to be holding something back.

"what do you care ma'am!!!!!!"gea shouted back to look at her mother who had a wet face because she was crying to hear all Gea's heart-wrenching words.

"you want to end the child's relationship with me!!I already agreed!that wasn't what you wanted!!I agree now!! even if you don't want to see me!I will go as far as possible until you never see me again!!"he said with trembling lips and ran straight out.

but he was a little surprised when he saw Jihan who turned out to be at the door and cried sobbing, but he did not care anything else he ran as hard as his strength with blood that was not stopping to come out.

He got into the elevator to go upstairs where he had to meet with the doctor who handled it.

the pain in his abdomen due to his open stitches was not felt at all with the pain in his heart, after the elevator stopped and opened he immediately came out and ran quickly.

"forgive me Mom!I'm not strong anymore!I tried to hold on all this time but today you made me really give up!"he said in his heart by continuing to run do not forget to hold his stomach which continues to bleed.

but because he was bleeding a lot he almost lost his consciousness and could not see clearly but he was still running so he hit someone.

with a bit of awareness he saw who he hit and was very surprised to see that he hit was a man he feared.

not only Gea, the man was just as shocked as he was even clearly visible on his face he was so distrustful of something at the moment.

Gea with a little awareness broke away from the man but he fell back into the chest of one's field until unconsciousness.

seriate.....