Genius Child For a Cold-hearted CEO
Chapter 49

... Feeling Scared...

Fear and anxiety naturally occur felt by humans. When an unwanted event happens in his life. And Irene too. During this time, he had never thought of having children at such a young age. Never thought of falling in love. Especially falling in love with a man who once impregnated her. When I was 12 to 20 years old, Irene only thought about how to survive. Looking for change for the sake of pennies to buy a handful of rice. His life was so hard when his dream of becoming an archery athlete also had to be buried deep.

Living with only High School massage really makes it so heavy. Even to find a decent life. Irene had to work part-time in three places at once. From the age of 12, she was abandoned in an orphanage by her own biological mother. Every second, Irene wanted to give up. Facing the weight of life. Yet again somehow he did not want to give up on life. The message of his late father was always embedded in him. The difficulties that face someone. Not making him weak. It just made his life stronger. Obstacles are not to make someone weak. But it just makes it survive.

In addition, Irene was also determined if one day she met her biological mother. He wanted to look up and hold his head up. Irene wanted, her mother saw that the daughter had been thrown away just like that. They can survive and have a good life. Stay on the right path. Although as difficult as any life in the test.

Now, Irene's life is getting better with the presence of her baby. The karateka genius Long An. Irene was looking at her photo album with Long An. Starting from the time Long An was a baby with his plump cheeks adorable. When Long An was first able to crawl and walk. There was only Irene who raised Long An.

Flashbacks

10 Years ago. When Irene found out she was pregnant without a husband. It made his heart so broken. It made him fall into the deepest abyss. Before getting pregnant, people were already putting her down. Especially after she became pregnant without having a husband. Of course caci maki became his daily food. Irene really doesn't know what life is like. There's no way to find the man who impregnated him, because he doesn't know who that man is. Make him suffer alone.

Not to mention, her high school friends consider her a soft woman. In the past, when he was in school. Achievement as a National Archery athlete. Many friends adore him. However, when he fell, no one wanted to get close to him. His fate was always unfortunate. He wanted to be angry, but didn't know who to be. To God? She who? the brave are angry at God. While Irene is just a creature of God that has been given life. Is that not embarrassing? Wishing God for his life?

Irene even tried to jump from the bridge. However, in that time of slump he again remembered his father's message. Never give up on life. Then he remembered how his pain was disposed of by his own mother. As a result, Irene was determined to raise her child. He did not want this innocent child to feel the pain and suffering he had felt. Although at risk Irene will get scorn and swearing. However, Irene persisted. Without him noticing that misfortune naturally forged his mind and heart to become a powerful human being. People who do not give up easily. There will be rainbows after the rain. There will be light after dark. There will be happiness after feeling sadness. So Irene still struggled to keep her child candidate.

“Im sorry mom Son. You have to be born to a woman like your mother. But, mama promised to make you happy.” said Irene at that time while stroking her stomach that had grown.

End Flashback

On the other hand, Irene was very grateful after the birth of Long An her life changed drastically. Long An had brought good luck to him. Now, he walked to Long An's room. Irene saw An was sound asleep. He stepped slowly and kissed his son. Fixing blankets. Then he looked at her with a full look. Looking at Long An, Irene recalled with Ravindra. If viewed carefully. Long An looked like Ravindra. Especially her hair and her eyes.

Flashbacks

“I can't say anything about what happened 10 years ago. But the feeling I feel for you. It's not the feeling of knowing I ever did that to you. But before I knew you were the girl I had slept with. I felt my heart warm. When I'm with you. With the woman who kicked me hard. Feeling the smell of bird shit. Hearing someone dare call me a porcupine hair guy. A woman who has a little son who looks so much like me. The little boy who was very genius and made me realize the importance of never letting go of caring. The little son and his mother really warmed my heart. Without me knowing.” said Rava in a soft tone.

Hearing Rava's words, Irene's heart rippled violently. Ravindra's sincerity came in and poured into his heart.

“Maybe something I once did to you has made you suffer alone. And I was preoccupied with my sepulchre. So that I didn't realize, there were two very important people going to be present in my life. Whatever made you suffer in the past. Allow me to cure it. Let our hearts warm to each other. Let my heart that has been frozen, feel the warmth of your heart and also Long An.” continued Rava.

Later, Ravindra gave a square box containing a lotus flower-roofed pendant. Put it in Irene's hands.

“I know, you need more time to think about this all. No matter how much time you need. I, Ravindra Damariswara, am a cold-hearted but handsome man. I will wait for the woman who warms my heart. Waiting for the woman I want to entrust my heart to you to look after. You may not want to meet me. But, never forbid me to meet Long An.” Ravindra said as she looked deeply at Irene. Rava is still narcissistic at times in serious discussions.

Irene could only be silent and looked at the man in front of her. Trying to dive into Ravindra's feelings and heart through the eyes of the man before her. Irene was in a dilemma. On the one hand, he felt that his heart was indeed tied to Ravindra. However, if Irene accepts Rava's heart. He felt afraid. Fear of being thrown away. Just like his mother threw herself away first.

End Flashback

Now, Irene just stood staring out the window. Look straight at the view in front of him.

How's proceeding? What would Irene choose? Can Long An bring his parents together? Look forward to the next chapter.