GIVING BIRTH TO MY IDOL CHILD
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This time the darkness came again, I could not see anything, the cries of envy and envy kept on repeating my thoughts.

"Hm, what if you're not a whore? We did all this because we hated you! If you cry it will be better, because it is your cry that makes us comforted HAHAHAHAHAHA"

"WHO'RE YOU? UNTIE ME! I AM NOT A WHORE, GO YOU, GOIIIII" I cried out to the void that enveloped me, cold and heartless, where am I? I want to go back, Valarie must be crying, whoever help me, please.

Though all this time I endured the pain in my chest, I crushed all the ridicule, humiliation and suffering so that I could endure, care for and protect my daughter.

Butwhy?

Where did that rigidity go? Please come back, my longing is so great, don't stop me from meeting my little daughter, don't you try to take her and her happiness, please.

"Look, she pretends to be deaf, but she's self-centered, hypocritical, hahahahaha, shameless, disgusting whores let alone pregnant out of wedlock, what are you proud hahahahaha so funny"

"True, just tell me all you want, I want to go back, don't expect me to be eaten up again, enough is enough, go there"

The black fog disappeared somewhere, I kept walking to find the edge of this torture, my feet stepped on the broken glass that came out of nowhere, the pain was excruciatingly tormenting me.

I was stopped, my tears could not stand me anymore, a sad and desperate cry ruled me.

"Adrien, don't cry"

The voice of someone familiar, long time ago I did not hear that voice, I turned with a hunk of hope, maybe it was him.

I saw her, her lips smiling sweetly opened both her hands so that I could hug her warm body.

"Deon" Sahutku's.

I resurrected my body, though it was full of wounds I did not allow myself to stop pursuing the figure I had long since missed.

"DEON, WAIT FOR ME" I shouted again.

Strangely the more I chased, Deon even more away, I accelerated again my steps until it felt like my legs would be broken because of it but he slowly faded, becoming faint because of the glare light that was right behind him.

"Blessed is Adrienn, let me endure all your sorrow, go, take care of our son, make Valarie happy, say that I always hear his prayer, also say that his father loves him very much" as soon as he said his sentence.

Without guilt she left again leaving me for the second time.

"WAIT, DEON PLEASE WAIT, DON'T GO DEOOON-

"Mama? Mama awake?"

Adrienne turned her head, looking at her son who was sitting stiffly with eyes around his eyes.

"Valarie, why are you crying son?" tanyanya was worried, she immediately hugged the princess just like her.

"Mama's healed? Mama won't be sick anymore, will she? Valarie was scared" The whining of her daughter made Adrienne grow even more tight in her arms.

"Mommy's okay, don't cry my daughter, Deon's dad will be angry with you, does she scare you?" ask again.

Valarie nodded sadly, her tears dripping again.

"I thought you were going to leave me like Deon's father, I was so scared" she replied.

"Mom won't go, mama will always be next to Valarie, don't be afraid dear"

Tiara had just arrived, bringing food for Valarie to eat, seeing her Enne hugging her daughter without the slightest hint of being bothered by her arrival.

"Enne" Sapa Tiara hesitated.

Adrienne turned to him, an unstoppable sense of happiness when her best friend smiled to greet her back.

"Tiara" Sahut.

Without hesitation Tiara ran to embrace Enne, she was crying out, but when Adrienne was unconscious she strengthened her heart, never once shedding her tears.

But for some reason, right now it feels so sad, the fear enveloping him, what he would do if Enne really left him or if his best friend kept getting stuck in his pain.

"Thank you, I'm so grateful Enne, for being strong in your life all this time, thank you" Tiara said gratefully, she was still crying in the arms of her best friend.

Adrienne did not understand the reason Tiara was crying, it felt like she did nothing but her hands were always stroking her best friend's back, channeling an infinite sense of comfort.

"Calm down Tiara, I'm fine" he said in earnest.

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"How's doctor? Can you do it?" asked Louis expectantly.

The doctor smiled funny.

"You take it easy sir, of course you can as long as you follow my directions well" replied the doctor.

Without further ado, Louis goes into therapy and lets himself get carried away by his subconscious.

The doctor directed calmly as did Louis who listened obediently to his direction.

"If you find a door there, approach it and open it" lead him very carefully.

I saw that door.

My hand immediately pushed the white door open, while my eyes narrowed with a glare, taking a long time to see normally.

Suddenly the light around me became dim, it was quite difficult to see the surroundings, right, I was in the dorm room, it seemed like this was a forgotten memory.

Tok~

Tok~

I heard clearly the sound of the knock, someone came in, I couldn't quite see his face, the lighting in this room was minimal.

"Who are you" I asked.

He was surprised "Sa-I staff, I was told to bring this drink" he said trembling.

She was a woman, from her voice it was very clear that she was young.

Slowly he approached, his hand placed a drink on my desk carefully, I thought after that he would come out but instead he kept silent beside the chair I was sitting on, I looked at him cynically because I was disturbed.

"What else?" My atonement.

"Da-Darren said, I have to see my sister drink it" The girl explained, she seemed to be terrified.

I really didn't think about my junior, why he had the staff bring him a drink, why not just him.

But there was no point in me complaining about it to the girl who was trembling just because she was standing next to me.

"Hah, well I'll drink it" I said somewhat annoyed.

I gulped down the drink, it just didn't taste so special, I was confused as to why Darren wanted me to drink it.

"Already, now that you're out I want to be alone"

As soon as I said, the girl according to the beginning and then she pushed and locked the door.

Without any words or explanations that could make sense to me, he suddenly undid all his clothes leaving behind a pair of interiors that covered him.

I'm ashamed to see it.

I'm confused too.

But for some reason, my body felt hot, especially after the girl turned on the lights and clearly saw her body that caught my attention.

His face red with shame made me want to get closer to him, then unconsciously I was carried away, I pulled the girl's hand and threw it on the soft mattress.

"To-please slow down" he said.

Only then did I see her face, so beautiful and make my heart beat uncharacteristically, there was a strange feeling that came to my mind.

"Who are you? I've never seen a staff like you! Are you lying? What did you give that drink?" manya curious.

The girl did not answer, she just put her hand on my chest and looked at me embarrassedly.

"Please sleep with me"

Hearing that, I got hotter, my lips grinning, as if knowing what this naive girl wanted.

"Murahan" Umpatku's.

She was surprised to hear that and she cried but I didn't care, so soon I took the chance to fuck her.

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