Goddess of Destiny
Chapter 33: Calarina (Last)

    Calarina never once incarnated as well as that time when she met the girl at the last time.

"You still here? We meet again!" happily exclaimed, the girl's hair was short as a brown shoulder, her eyes brown shining with a bright smile at a glance she resembled someone Calarina was very familiar with.

"Yes we meet again Indi, how are you?" ask Calarina.

"I'm good how about you, Carl? It's been a few years, haha you know I've been to various places in the world!" the girl named Indi.

   Calarina only smiled at that moment that was when she found out that little bit of truth when she saw a little light on all her questions.

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"Carl do you know what death feels like?" asked Indi Lirih, while sitting relaxed as usual.

"No, why are you asking me that?" caller asked Calarina with a gentle smile.

"Because I want to feel it, do you know how old I am?" ask Indi.

"Aren't you about 20 or 40 years older than me" Calarina asked.

"Hehe you're wrong I live more than you can imagine. I had also met a girl who was very similar to you about 100 or several hundred centuries ago" Indi said with a small chuckle.

   Calarina's eyes widened in shock what did she mean the first time they met? Calarina thought the girl was a different girl but she was wrong. His age may be very old but the face of Indi still looks fresh as a teenage girl.

"How is Indi? You're kidding me" Calarina said as if to argue.

"No Carl I'm not kidding at all it's real, I can't die at the beginning, I'm like an immortal being" Indi said as he stroked Calarina's head, looking at her with an elusive look.

"I'm just a woman who doesn't know where my parents are, I grew up all by myself in a cold cave, I have that fire magic that makes everything feel easy for me, she said, I look for food in the forest using the plants around me, maybe this is what is written in my destiny" said Indi while staring at the star-filled sky.

"At that time, I was about a hundred years old but I was like a 10-year-old little girl, and I saw a glowing powder drifting towards me, the powder turned into a very beautiful woman, she was wounded and she was in pain, I treated her with things I knew from nature, until she was healed," indi smiled as if recalling that time.

"He taught me many things, from hunting, using weapons and controlling my powers, to making a beautiful home for us to live in, he taught me everything, the days with him were fun, he said, she was like a light of hope to me, she was so gentle, she said if I was a part of it then she helped me, I didn't understand her meaning and I could never understand her meaning," indi.

"Then what happened why aren't you with him?" ask Calarina.

"He disappeared suddenly then but once in a while I met him he was inside me, he led me so that I could see the wider and more beautiful outside world. I learned many things, but what I could not understand and I digest was death. I saw a dead man before he was suffering, is it really that sick?" indi wondered.

"Why do you want to know that? And why did you tell me? Why are you asking me?" ask Calarina a little trepidation.

"Hm...?" indi asked a bit confused and he smiled, "Because I've met you several times and I'm sure you've had a lot of death and then revived again right?"

"Why are you so sure that I'm the same person? I could be a different person, right?" ask Calarina.

"Hehe's not at all, you're still the same as the person I met, you're the same as Ari, you're the same as Cana, you're the same as Lana, you're the same as Rina and the others. The difference is you live in different times but you are the same, very rarely there are people who incarnate many times but I am sure you have unfinished business right? And you remember me, the second moment and the next time maybe it's our first meeting but it's not because in fact your smile is still the same, both are focused on me who used to be until I am now, right?" ask Indi while looking at Calarina.

   Slowly a set of tears came out of Calarina's eyes, it became swift accompanied by a sobbing to make Indi confused, if he was wrong to speak.

"Thank you, tee thank you, thank you," Calarina muttered many times while hugging Indi.

Indi was initially confused but he hugged Calarina back while gently rubbing Calarina's bronze.

'Thank you for filling that void again, you're the second one to fill it, ' - Calarina.

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     Calarina all remembered vividly in her memory, about Indi who had accompanied her, he gives Calarina a beautiful necklace as a memory and without Calarina realizing it was the last time they met.

   War, again war, many lives taken, the nation of their dark creatures that caused all this.

   All the kingdoms united to the front against an endless enemy, Calarina entered the war time and time again, he defeated the enemy to avenge the departure of Nindiga because of them.

    The army is dwindling, war at that time only made the loss of the other Gods and Goddesses who participated because at that time they could not defeat the enemy somehow when they were getting stronger and felt unable outmaneuvered.

    On the day of the war the troops were dwindling all severely wounded Calarin was so, the wound was very severe.

  At that time the decision that should have been taken was 'Retreat.'

   The right decision was made when Calarina was really in danger but everything was lost no more words to retreat when there was a big explosion that defeated thousands of enemies.

   From a distance saw someone who walked closer he used a hood, his hood was open when in the wind, his hair was long brown with brilliant eyes, his beautiful face looked sharp.

"Indi," one word that Calarina said at that time, the word spoken at the beginning was a surprised speech.

   The enemy troops were exhausted in his defeat, until before the enemy retreated thousands of arrows smoothly hit his heart, the arrows that attacked as if in accordance with the number of years.

"INDY!!!" it was the miserable and suffering cry that Calarina gave.

"Carl I feel it, death, it's not as painful as it is" Indi said, making Calarina shake her head.

"No Indi, don't leave me, no one leaves me again, don't be the second to leave me!" call Calarina crying.

"No Carl, it's time, I've lived too long, it's time, it's the right time at least you survived just that" Indi said as she stroked Calarina's cheek.

"No Indi I beg you not to leave me. I don't want anyone to leave anymore, you promise to always be by my side, you promise me that!" call Calarina does not accept.

"Yes but I'm not an immortal, I've never been immortal, you still remember the 'he' I told you about, right? I once begged him that when I died I disappeared at least turned into something useful" Indi said.

"Carl keep that necklace that I gave you well, it means a lot to me, 'he' gave it to me so please take good care of it," indi coughed with blood coming out of his mouth.

"Indi, no Indi you're still alive you'll live on!" calarina exclaims make Indi groan.

"No, don't do something like that. This is to my wish from the past is to die," said Indi.

"Hey Carl, may you succeed with what you seek. And if I remember from the beginning we met until the end I think about it, your name is similar to the name of the Goddess of Love and Love, your nature also reflects it," said Indi with a smile.

"I put it together, it shaped her name, Calarina yeah, Cal.ari.na."

   And that was also the last time Calarina heard Indi's voice was also the first and last time she heard Indi mention her name.

  The roar of Calarina dominated at that moment, at that moment Indi transformed into a beautiful colorful petal, there were three glittering lights visible on one of the petals.

   One flew somewhere following the other petals as well as the other blew in different directions and one was right in Calarina's vision.

   The light fused with the ground and there grew a flower immediately spread with petals of various colors, Indi flowers, flowers that could be anything, she said, flowers that step only those who certainly have an honest and courageous nature and not greedy have strong desire and love and great affection that can take the flower.

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  For years, centuries the Gods and Goddesses never reincarnated again, Calarina confined herself with her room filled with Indi petals, she was still fixated with it.

   Until the decision to re-incarnate again they never gave up looking for Nindiga, actually Calarina protected Nindiga he really missed it.

   They say if she is ready then she can come, but Calarina always feels ready, the Gods first and after the Goddesses.

   When Calarina stopped her decision to incarnate, she allowed herself to be in the last place, once again she made a scenario.

    He is not an incarnation but he went to his place first, where he and Indi often together, there he looked at the Indi Flower which began to spread but he was fixated when he felt the aura, but he felt it, the same aura as Nindiga but stronger many times over like displaying a different aura.

   At that moment Calarina secretly went to the origin of the aura, where Luanfa incarnated the kingdom of Half Witch, Iki qililnc. There was a little baby girl with long brown hair with indigo color at the ends.

  He makes Calarina miss two figures that mean to her, Calarina hides him, she feels peace as she used to feel.

"Nindiga yes it's you, it's Nindiga, you're really alive. I understand the meaning of Indi's story, he kept his promise. You really kept your word" said Calarina.

   Calarina put the baby in her place, when night fell she would go to visit the baby, repeatedly, and repeatedly, he told the baby a lot even though the baby might not understand what Calarina said.

   It's okay because just being around her and always being by her side makes Calarina happy.

"Hey, I have something for you, I hope you always wear it" Calarina said, giving the baby her necklace.

   Calarina smiled softly, the necklace looks suitable when the owner is wearing it, the necklace slowly disappeared for a moment it made Calarina chuckle.

"You're really him."

After that again Calarina made a scenario, he knew that the Qaranliq who controlled Iki qlinc, he made false memories in the baby who had grown up, he made a memory of her and the people around her rather the girl can be taken away to the human world, this is for the sake of the girl as well.

    And there Calarina re-created the scenario, they met through her parents and the girl's grandparents who did know. They are friends together always with Atta, the incarnate Ateya, Ateya does not remember him at that time but Calarina knows everything, during that time he just put on a plain mask as a little girl who knows nothing like the others.

  He only put on the mask he always helped the girl, even when the girl got the jewel shards before they returned to the magical world, Calarina was worried but she was also relieved at the same time, he said, everything seems real and getting closer, the necklace that was given once reappeared because the jewel was united.

   One thing that Calarina understood at that time the person Indi met was Nindiga and when Nindiga disappeared she met Indi.

   Calarina never found Indi's birth record, Indi like a mystery that may also be made by Nindiga, Indi and Nindiga, there is a secret behind them both.

    Calarina only hurt her like Indi was sure of her, like that he also told Nindiga one thing that he believed if Ara was Nindiga they were the same person with the same behavior and smile that was directed towards him.

  And for Indi which is a mystery only satuhal can ensure everything, one thing that can make tangled yarn neat and orderly, he said, all he had to do was protect Ara and would never let the girl escape his observation, not even if he never would and could not, that was the determination he did.

   Although Ara refused as much as she could but the fact that she was Nindiga and she could not just stay away like this.

"It gets more complicated when Michael gets stupid like this."

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