
''Ningrum..! will you be my lover?'' diky asked hoping that Ningrum would accept his current expression of love.
Ningrum was still silent, he did not know what to answer, after a long silence, he said.
''Diky, I love you so much, but I'm sorry, my love for you is not like a couple, because from the beginning I considered you a brother, no longer a friend.''
''I consider you a brother, because of the treatment and affection you gave me, making me feel I have an older brother who always wants to keep and protect me.''
''Once again forgive me, I cannot accept your current feelings.''
''Wouldn't we be brothers? we will always stay together, there is no such thing as a former brother, because the bond of brotherhood will never break even as bad as it happens.''
''So I beg Diky, after you hear all my explanations, you promised never to intend to stay away from me, because I don't want that to happen.''
''Really, believe me I love you very much Dik.!'' ningrum said with his heartfelt gaze, looking at Diky who was silently staring listening to all his explanations.
Diky was so filled, he actually felt a very deep disappointment at this moment, his joints felt so weakly supporting his already disembodied body accepting the fact that, in the present moment, his joints felt so weak as to support his already defenseless body, he was rejected by the people he loved and loved long ago.
How not, a feeling that he had long since suppressed, until he rejected all the women who approached him, just because he wanted to get Ningrum's heart, but after being felt the right moment for him to express his feelings to Ningrum, he said, he had to accept the harsh reality that his love only clapped one hand, for a classic reason.
he already did not know what to do, it felt like his life spirit was gone, he looked into Ningrum's eyes deeply, then he ran from there without saying a word to Ningrum.
''Diky...!!!'' yelled Ningrum who was also trying to run to chase after him.
''Diky....!!! don't be angry, don't stay away, I don't want to lose you!'' yelled Ningrum who was already crying sobbing.
But his efforts were only in vain, Diky who was already disappointed, did not turn his head at all towards him, instead he added away running so that Ningrum could not meet him.
Ningrum who was tired of chasing Diky, just sat down crying to see his best friend's departure, he was really afraid of losing a friend like Diky.
But how else, he must be honest, because if he accepts Diky without any love, it will hurt Diky more than this.
Sukma and Heru who saw Ningrum crying like, approached Ningrum to comfort him.
While Surya who accepts the fact that his best friend likes the same woman as him, chose to go straight home without telling his other best friend.
Sukma hugged Ningrum tightly, he understood very well how Ningrum was feeling at the moment, and he also understood very well how devastated Diky was feeling, too, because all this time Diky always confided about her feelings that love Ningrum to her.
''Sukma, Ningrum, let's go home..! let me deliver, said Heru who was also very sad to see the chaos that occurred between his friends.
After Sukma managed to persuade Ningrum to get into Heru's car, they sat quietly, they were busy with their respective thoughts.
First Heru drove Ningrum to his house, after they separated, did not forget Heru delivered Sukma first before he went home.
Heru who had become Sukma's girlfriend at the time, had often left and returned home together, because their home was one way, making it easier for them to always be together.
Heru and Sukma have been dating since they started college in the fourth semester, Heru expressed his feelings for Sukma, when he had been fond of Sukma since Diky introduced them. Until finally Heru continues to try to get Sukma's heart until Sukma also reciprocates his love.
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After Heru drove her home, Ningrum walked into her room and passed into the bathroom. A few minutes later he came out in his nightgown, his head so dizzy that he intended to just lock himself up in his room for the day.
He lay down his body on the bed, then he took his phone and sent a short message to Diky, but Diky did not reply at all, even he tried to call Diky, but all his efforts were in vain, instead of picking up the phone from Ningrum he refused it.
*
This morning Ningrum woke up from his sleep with a face that was not passionate and not excited, he was going to the campus to pick up his graduation supplies later.
After arriving at the campus, Ningrum met Sukma, they walked towards the campus hall, as the supplies for graduation this week were distributed there.
Sukma saw Ningrum's uninspired face immediately reprimanding him, he felt sorry to see his best friend.
''Ning, how is your business with Diky?'' ask Sukma to know.
Ningrum simply shook his head and exhaled his breath violently.
Sukma was silent, confused about what to help Ningrum, because he knew for sure that Diky was very disappointed, even Sukma who sent a message to Diky, also did not get a reply from Diky.
After they entered the hall that was already seen crowded with other friends, they went straight to the table of the event committee to pick up their graduation supplies.
It turned out that Heru and Surya had come first than they had. Ningrum who did not see Diky's whereabouts, spontaneously asked Heru and Surya.
While those who did not see Diky earlier only shook their heads because they did not know where Diky is now.
Ningrum grew sad, it felt like he had no energy to walk because he thought of Diky who was really angry and wanted to stay away from him.
*
After all the graduation equipment had been distributed, Ningrum stepped foot towards the campus gate, he would go straight home because he felt dizzy and unwell.
As he was walking, he was surprised by someone pulling his hand gently, he looked back, and to his surprise he saw the man standing in front of him right now.
The man smiled and stared at his eyes intensely, making his heart beat fast.
''You want to go home? I'm taking ya!'' give the man to himself.
''Thank you Surya, I went home alone, '' Ningrum replied nervously and he tried to let go of Surya's hand.
''But I want to take you home!'' smith again.
Ningrum just fell silent in response to Surya's offer, he couldn't just be alone with Surya, it would always make him a heart spot and be misbehaving.
''Sorry Surya, I just want to go home by myself, '' reject Ningrum again carefully.
''Alright, if you do not want me to drive home, allow me to speak first this time alone, said Surya with a sad look staring into Ningrum's face.
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