HAIKYUU X READER~ ONESHOTS
[TENDOU SATORI]

Heyyoo!! kangen no, right? It's okay.

...Let's end this: Tendou x Reader....

That day, that night, was the moment most avoided by (Name). However, as much as he avoided it, he had to avoid it again and again.

Because since tonight, it's not the same.

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(Name) strengthened, took a deep breath until his chest tightened, then exhaled slowly. Then take another breath, and so on while hooking his fingers to drive away the cold of the night.

The unraveling girl (H/C) was staring at the clock attached to the canopy stop.

At 23.45.

Time at midnight. She should be in the room right now, and sleeping to forget everything and acting like everything was fine.

He had already waited for thirty minutes, and there were still fifteen more minutes until the time he had promised. Forty-five minutes spent alone in the middle of this lonely night, enduring drowsiness and coldness.

Suddenly the sound of the car horn and the light of the car lights startled him. (Name) turned towards the light source. A black sedan drove slowly towards him, then stopped in front of the stop. The car's glass is lowered, featuring a disheveled red-spirited man with a haggard, sleepy face.

"Hey. Good night," he said, waving awkwardly. A bit of pain pierced the heart (Name), but he ignored it. "Pardon me, I fell asleep earlier...Have you been waiting a long time?"

"It doesn't matter to me, though,

"There are still fifteen minutes of our appointment time," (Name) tried to refrain from smiling. If he did that then his feelings would only get more and more shattered.

"really?" The man checked the clock on the dashboard of his car. Smile stupidly when reading the time. At 11:45 PM.

"Geez, I didn't check the clock" he rubbed his nape with a small laugh. "Sorry to keep you waiting. Wanna enter?"

(Name) didn't take long to answer.

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The roar of the car engine sounded soft, the cold night wind blew combined with the silence that hit. Along the way they fell silent, no one was interested in starting a conversation.

The man was busy driving and focused on the road in front of him, while (Name) looked at the window, watching how the object outside seemed to run away as the car moved. The street lights are dim, but at least give them enough illumination. The black trees and shrubs look a little creepy.

The man continued to carry cars around the city, passing through various places and spots, against the desire to stop by and enter there. Not for the moment. They often do it first, and for now and beyond, they both know they won't be able to do it again.

Minutes in silence, finally (Name) opened his voice.

"Stop," he said. The girl touched the arm of the man holding the wheel. Then as if realizing his actions, (Name) retracted his hand reluctantly.

The man realized the deed (Name) and subconsciously smiled. "Alright," he replied, slowly stopping the car and parking the car on the side of the road.

Both are silent again. (Name) felt his two eyes heating up again, this silence tormented him.

"Tendou, I still love you, love you, very, very, very love you--"

"So..."The man facing (Name) who lowered his head. This hanging silence made him almost crazy.

"We really can't continue this?"he continued with a grievous smile. (Name) raised his head and looked at the man. Tears spilled on her cheeks, and she had no intention of wiping them off.

"No, what a pity," replied (Name) in a resolutely forced voice. "Our relationship is not going to work out. Then let's end this."

"This blessing, like a thorn. Letting go sooner or later is equally painful and leaves a mark."

"I see," the man replied resignedly. He smiled and tried to laugh. Laughter echoes in the car until tears are spilled on the cheeks. (Name) herself was already sobbing silently in her chair, deeply hurt at the man's reply.

"Then, (Name), accept this," The man took a piece of shabby paper from his jacket pocket, folded it and gave it to (Name). The girl rubbed her face and accepted it.

"Don't open it now. Open when...we are separated," The smile forced on the man's lips made (Name) heart even more broken.

(Name) nodded and kept the folds of the paper. He turned back to face the man, trying, bracing himself to look at his two amber irises. Both of his eyes displayed a scarred look that was so deep, his red mane drooping over his forehead. (Name) wanted, wanted to, touched the red strand, rubbed it, and felt it once again between his fingers, but he knew it was impossible.

Our hearts are bleeding here and there and full of thorns. It's destroyed without form....

"Tendou," Finally (Name) called out the man's name. "May I hold you, for the last time?"

It's a risky request. (Name) knew that he might not be able to let go. However, from the beginning it was already very painful, so why not all of you?

Tendou smiled and spread out her hands. "Come here."

And (Name), once again, melted in Tendou's arms. A man who was very, very loved. Tendou hugged him tightly. (Name) couldn't hold back her tears anymore, buried her face on Tendou's shoulder and cried.

"Hm? Your body takes care of, (Name), what's up?" tendou asked, stroking his back. "Have you been eating less lately? Are you too busy? Remember, if you don't eat much, your stomach will recur...."

"You alone?" Reply (Name), refusing to let go. I told you, he couldn't let go of this hug. "Are you eating hard, Tendou? Who cooked for you?"

"I cooked by myself, thanks to your teaching..."

"That's it...."

"Heard you were going to Los Angeles to pursue your career? That's good.you deserve it..."

"You're going to Australia too, aren't you? The engineer invited you...."

"So, we're really going our separate ways, huh?"

"...."

"...."

"....."

"....."

"I love you so much, you know?"

"me too. I love you very, very much."

Tendou took off their embrace. Their conversation just now widened an already big wound from the start, so closing it would not be easy. It took a long time. He stared at the two irises (E/C) of the girl who were swollen and full of tears. He rubbed the girl's cheek gently and kissed her.

"Don't forget to be happy, okay?"Finally Tendou said the sentence. It feels so painful. "Remember, you must be happy."

(Name) does not answer or respond to that one question. Not want. He no longer had the strength to do so.

Because his happiness had been gone since the beginning they sat together in the car a moment ago.

When Tendou kissed her lips for the last time, (Name) became paralyzed. His mind was instantly blank, and he felt peaceful somehow.

Wh why? he thought, clenching both hands. Why aren't we meant to be together? We love each other, we didn't do anything wrong, did we? Why are we different? What is the standard for someone to be meant to be together?

The kiss came off a few moments later. Just a regular kiss, clinging to each other's lips, which felt warm and painful.

"Goodbye," whispered Tendou lirih. He smiled sincerely. (Name) caught sight of him. It was the most beautiful smile, a very beautiful smile that Tendou had ever shown. And she watched it as she ended their relationship.

Suddenly Tendou opened the door behind him, and pushed him until he fell out of the car. Then, all of that passed so quickly. A large truck came from behind, unable to control its speed, and crashed into the Tendou black sedan and made it roll into the ravine on the side of the road. The sound of collisions and broken glass, the sound of iron hitting the rocks filled the silence of the night.

And (Name) watching it all......

"The driver of the sedan died instantly."

"Yes, he was thrown out of his car and his body hit the rocks."

"It's tragic, but she's still long."

(Name) blinked his eyes, trying to adjust to the glare from above. He found himself in the hospital, with several nurses back and forth nearby. When he realized he was conscious, the nurses hurriedly approached him.

"(Name)-san, are you okay?"

"Do you feel bad?"

"There's a painful part, (Name)-san?"

(Name) touched his suddenly dizzy head. "I'm. I'm fine. It's just, my head is dizzy. What...happened to me?"

The nurses looked at each other.

"Give Shirabu-sensei."

"Good."

(Name) knew the man, a doctor came to him.

"Shirabu, what happened to me? Why am I here?"

The doctor nodded, looking sad. "I turned the question over to you, (Name)-san. What were you doing last night?"

"Yesterday...?"

A shadow enters the mind (Name). Hugs, kisses, Tendou's beautiful smile....

"Tendou?!"(Name) turned towards Shirabu and put on a panicked face. "Tendou... Tendou....I gotta...."

"(Name)-san, calm yourself down," Shirabu tried to calm the girl who was trying to rebel.

"I remember, Shirabu... Tendou, Tendou's car was hit by a truck and went into the ravine..."The girl's tears spread again, her body drooping.

"(Name)-san, Tendou-san is gone," Shirabu tried to smile, though sadness was clearly visible on his face. After all, Shirabu was a person close to Tendou. "He died instantly when his car rolled into the ravine."

So that's why Tendou pushed him out of his car. To save him.

Recalling the small fold of paper that Tendou had given him, the girl slowly grabbed him. With trembling hands he tried to open it. A second later her crying broke again. He sobbed, crying loudly while calling out the name Tendou. Although, Tendou will not return to him....

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Whitout your love, I would die.

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Hehe hello long time no see, yes even though I never met you guys anyway. Btw almost 1 year ya gagurus this book. Sorry to wait so long. Bye.