
" Dad, I'm sorry Erina..."
Erina knelt before her father with tears streaming down.
" Wakeup...!" bagas's Order.
Erina looked up at the father's face that looked puffy. Erina stood up hesitantly then moved closer to her father.
" I'm sorry, Son..."
Bagas hugged his son tightly. The longing he had so far soaked up on the day he would see his son the last time he set foot in the house.
" I'm sorry, son, I can't be a good parent to you. I can't take care of you so this is all happening. It's all my fault, son." said Dad in tears.
" Why are you talking like that...?"
" I've been unfair to you, I should have paid more attention to you as your real son. But because of the pressure from your mother, I've spoiled your brother too much..."
" You don't have to apologize, this is all the fate that Erin has to live..."
" Be honest with you, who's the one who did this to you...?"
" Erina didn't know him Well, that time Erina_..."
Erina told her father everything that night. She cried again in her father's arms.
" We need to get there, Rin, she has to take responsibility for everything she did to you..."
" No Dad, Erina was afraid she wouldn't acknowledge this child..."
" After all, he's the father of the child in your womb, son...!"
" Erina will be looking for the person herself Well, I don't want Dad to fuss with Mom for defending Erina..."
" Yes, but I'm sorry, Son, from now on I can't let you stay here anymore. You know for yourself what your mother and sister are like. I can't see them hurting you or your granddaughter..."
" Erina has to go where Well, no one wants to take Erina..."
" This accept, get out of this town if the man doesn't want to be responsible for you..."
Bagas handed her an envelope with money for Erina's life for several months.
" But Yah_..."
" Erin, please go for your own good..."
" Erina has to go where...?"
" I believe you're a strong woman like your mother, go son! I'm sure you'll be happy out there..."
Erina again sobbed in the father's arms. Maybe this is the first and last hug for them. Since childhood Erina never get affection except from the bik Ina, the servant who took care of her since birth.
After saying goodbye to her father, Erina dragged her suitcase out of the house she had been in since birth. For a moment he stopped, staring at the house where he had been all this time. A sense of sadness pervaded his entire soul as Bik Ina hugged him while crying.
" Bik, please take care of me. Erina could no longer return to this house. I'm sorry that Erina has disappointed my aunt..."
" No Non, allow the aunt to come with Non Erina..."
" Bik Ina doesn't have to worry, Erina can take care of herself..."
Erina immediately put her suitcase into the taxi that had been ordered earlier. He had no direction and purpose, only the mother's tomb could make his heart feel calm.
" Sir, we go to the funeral first huh...?" Erina.
" Good Non.." replied the taxi driver.
Arriving at the funeral, Erina told the taxi driver to wait for her for a while. Erina entered the burial area herself. When he arrived in front of the mother's navel, Erina's body immediately collapsed in her mother's tomb. Only a faint cry could she reveal this time. There are no words that can be said from his mouth.
An apology that only came out of his heart made his stuffing like an incision. Anyone who saw her would definitely not be able to hold back her tears.
" Mom, forgive Erin... Erin can't keep our family's good name. Erin is dirty, can no longer continue the mind - mind Erin Bu. What should Erin do now...?"
Erina poured out her entire heart in front of her mother's belly button. Her cries were bitter and stifling her chest. He almost fainted if the taxi driver hadn't come.
" Miss, what happened...? You okay...?" ask the driver to panic.
" I'm fine sir." replied Erina quietly.
" Yes sir, I have to see someone..."
The taxi driver grabbed Erina's weak body through several graves and finally reached the car.
" Miss, do we need to go to the hospital...?"
" No sir, take me to this address..."
" Good Miss..."
Erina kept crying throughout her journey. Half an hour later, he arrived at a luxurious apartment.
" Miss, we've arrived. Do I need to go upstairs...?"
" No sir, I can do it myself. Thanks for the help..."
Erina gives a taxi fare and then gets off and drags her suitcase towards the elevator. The deepest regret of him was remembering this place. This luxury apartment was like hell to him. When pressing the number button on the top floor, his chest was so tight. There are doubts about doing all that. Various bad thoughts were lodged in his mind. What if the man does not confess his actions? What will happen to his life with his son without a father?
Up on the top floor, Erina dragged her suitcase towards a door with the number 150 clearly plastered in front of her. With hesitation, Erina pressed the bell repeatedly.
Erina was getting more agitated when the door in front of her did not open. His heart grew even more unsettled when the man did not come out of his room. Tired, Erina sat leaning against the door and fell asleep because her body was so weak.
" Miss...get up...!" someone shook Erina's body slowly.
Erina blinked her eyes a few times to neutralize her vision. His body ached all because he fell asleep for too long while sitting. He glanced at his watch, it was already six in the afternoon.
" I'm sorry sir, I fell asleep here..."
It turned out that a security came up to him and woke him up from his sleep.
" Why are you here, Miss? You're not a resident of this apartment..."
" I'm sorry sir, I'm waiting for someone..."
" Who are you waiting for...?"
" I. I am waiting for the occupants of this room..."
" Huft..it looks like you came at the wrong time Miss..."
Looking at the shabby clothes Erina was wearing, the security felt suspicious of the woman. But when his face is swollen, that person so not bear.
" What father means...?"
" I'm sorry Miss, the occupants of this room haven't been home since three weeks ago..."
" Don't you lie? Where'd he go, sir...?"
" I don't know Miss, it looks like she's abroad..."
Erina's body fell back to the floor. Now he has no hope anymore. No one cares about him. Erina felt like she was wasted trash and no one would ever pick her up again. Only the crying returned to him could do. Curse his fate is so bad and also have to bear the fetus in his womb alone.
" Thank you sir, if you'll excuse me..."
" Please Miss, let me bring your suitcase all the way down." said the security offered help.
" Thank you sir, sorry to bother you..."
Up below, Erina walked down the highway by dragging her suitcase slowly. His strength was drained because from noon he had not eaten anything. With a stagger he walked without direction until he accidentally walked up to the middle of the road.
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" Yahakhhhh...!!!"
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