
Mayang woke up from his sleep, then mayang staring at the clock on his wall. The time had gone to four in the afternoon, hurrying mayang wash his face and tie his hair. Then perform the prayer.
Mayang walked towards the kitchen. Seen his son was sitting while watching tv his favorite show.
"Hafiz has a nap?? Or haven't slept, son??"tanya mayang while kissing her son's cheek.
"Hafiz just woke up bun?? It just finished praying".hafiz replied with a smile.
"Mother, cook first, son. Make our dinner".
"Yes mother."
Mayang stepped his feet towards the kitchen, then opened the refrigerator to start cooking activities.
After cooking. Mayang immediately cleaned all the tools. And put the cooked food on the table.
While waiting for adzan magrib. Mayang accompanied hafiz watching tv. While opening the green handle apk. There was already a message coming in from an unknown number. Mayang directly pressed him.
(Hay, is this really a mayang number. I melvin who just collided in the supermarket) asked from malvin's phone number after I read his message.
(Yes right, this is with the mayang itself. What did you contact me) reply me
(There's nothing mba, just to be sure. Please save my phone number.) accompanied by a smile emoticon.
(OK mas later I save)return me while pressing the add contact button. I saved that number.
There was the sound of Adzan mayang directly put his cellphone on the table. And invite his son to take ablution and perform congregational prayers.
Finish praying, mayang and hafiz towards the dining room. To start their dinner. After eating hafiz helps the mother to clean the dishes they have used. And maybe the part washing the dishes.
After drying his hands mayang made latte coffee in mixed ice and milk chocolate for hafiz. Then take her to the family room.
Hafiz is watching her favorite anime tv show. Then mayang put the two glasses that he brought to the table. And sit beside hafiz.
"Bun, hafiz can ask. But you don't get mad, do you??" Hafiz asked carefully while glancing at me.
"Hafiz wants to ask me what son" I'll take his hair.
Degs..
"Allah".my mind speaks. Things that have never been asked hafiz finally spoken from his lips. Either I have to lie or I have to be honest.
"Mother must be honest with hafiz!!. Mother once said that God does not like his people who lie."he said back while looking at my face.
"It's okay, son. Mommy hope you understand and understand the meaning of mother,"while taking a breath I tried to tell her all without me closing slowly, I know hafiz including a fairly agile child.
"Hafiz has a father, son. Your father's name is adam. We were married for five years. At that time, my grandmother hoped my father and mother would have children. God wants something else. Grandma always forced her. Until the end of her mother could not stand. And chose to part with your father.
Until the end of the day, we got divorced. And mother knows your presence after mother and father have chosen their own path. If hafiz asks me if I know the whereabouts of hafiz. Then the mother will answer No. Father does not know the existence of hafiz in the womb of the mother. Sorry mom, hafiz can be angry and hate mom. Single-minded mother. Because the mother has hidden the existence of hafiz from the father, I replied in a soft voice in iringin with a torrent of tears. Let my son hate me. I don't want hafiz to hate his father, because my fault is covering up the presence of hafiz from his father. I'm still keeping his father's good name from telling him the truth. Let hafiz know later after he grows up and better understand him.
"Then where's dad now?"hafiz asked as she wiped my tears with her small hands.
"Mother doesn't know son, because mother and father have never communicated after we separated, sorry mother son? Does hafiz hate mommy.?" I asked hafiz while looking into her teary eyes. I wiped her tears like hafiz did to me.
"No mother, hafiz does not hate mother. Bun, that means hafiz has a father, right??"ask hafiz
"Look, you still have a father. If one day you are more mature. You're definitely gonna meet your dad, son." I embrace my son's little body. Kiss her hair. And his body trembled from crying. "I'm sorry mom, son." I said shiver.
"Yes mother, hafiz dear mother". Said hafiz while hugging me tightly.
Because of crying. Hafiz fell asleep in my arms. I carried my son's body, and I took him to his room and I put hafiz on the bed. I blanket his body. And I kissed her headbutt while praying for her health
Mayang stepped his feet out of the hafiz room towards his room. And spilling all the pain that used to exist because of her ex-husband adam. And now the pain is coming back. It has been a long time to bury that pain. But now the child asks her to open the old wound that has been stored all this time. There is a little fear inside. His greatest fear was the loss of his son's joy and happiness.
Without realizing it, Hafiz woke up when the mayang came out of his room, and followed his mother from behind until the mother closed the door of his room. Hafiz wanted to go back into his room to be but the sound of the mother's crying was heard by her. Wailing, making hafiz also cry in front of the door mayang room.
"Sorry hafiz mother, sorry hafiz because hafiz has made you cry. Sorry hafiz.pardon hafiz mother."in a soft voice hafiz apologized while hearing the sound of mournful crying of her mother.
After inaudible crying from the mother's room, hafiz returned to her room and washed her face. And back to laying on the bed.
Many question marks in the mind of hafiz. That's what makes hafiz want to find out. Hafiz already did not want to hear the sound of crying from his mother. For hafiz, mayang is the source of his life. No one can hurt or hurt his life. Hafiz promised in his heart to take care and make the mother happy.