Has Been Hanged
43. Morning Passion

Juanda's early morning prayer was not heard from the room in the manager's office. But the beautiful patient who was about to go last in control this morning, was awake and was pounding all wrong. In addition to the reason his big toe felt a bit more pain this morning, but the owner of the room was sleeping with the body that felt much closer than last night.

Not just close anymore, but it feels really claustrophobic. She slept very close to him. The roll that Ratria used to place beside the middle, was no longer there. Not knowing why, last night suddenly his heart just wanted to move the bolster to the side next door. Let between Shahdan and himself there is no more barrier.

Shahdan who usually sleeps safely without any wild movements, now feels squeezed himself. Although Shahdan did not touch, Ratria's shoulder arm had stuck to Shahdan's hard chest. And whether since when the Shahdan shifted docked, not at all felt.

Ratria continued to be silent with a thump, without daring to move or even shift. Afraid that Shahdan will feel and wake up. Then, then, will do more by drawing closer to him. And it is likely that Shahdan will do more recklessly,, perhaps, his chest pounding even more imagining.

But the heartbeat that is getting faster and faster is precisely what becomes troubling. Feeling of loud and noisy beats. It was afraid that Shahdan would secretly hear. Ratria would feel a great shame for it.

"Where are you going, Rat? It's not dawn."

The sudden voice of Shahdan beside his head was shocking. Ratria snuffed to shift aside.

And more surprised. Shahdan not only spoke and asked but also acted. Her plight had quickly stuck to Ratria's delicate sunken belly. Slowly moving stroking and now has hugged at the waist. Of course Shahdan has really docked him.

Ratria tried to take off Shahdan's hand and tried to stay away. But the Shahdan is like being strongly tied with his sturdy hands. Ratria recalled the similar treatment of Shahdan in the airport dorm room that night. Shahdan was returning to being a slightly wild and forced man. With her helpless self once again.

"Why are you awake? This has not been Adhan, Ratria," asked Shahdan again so closely. As ignored by the efforts of Ratria who refused.

"My feet are a bit sore all of a sudden, Mr. Shahdan. I'm afraid," said Ratria with great difficulty. But do not rebuke the actions of Shahdan on him. Ratria seemed to change willingly all of a sudden.

"Why is it like that? You don't take any more drugs? Or are you undisciplined on medication?" ask Syahdan.

"Ah, ticklish sir Shahdan,!" Ratria was screaming. Maybe Shahdan was surprised and worried. That wide palm while gently squeezing Ratria's small slender waist.

"Why, Rat? Why pain again?" reset Shahdan. His hands were still in place.

"Maybe the reason your herbs are exhausted," Ratria explained somewhat doubtfully and reluctantly. Worried if his confession gets a reprimand from the Shahdan.

"What, Rat? Since when? Why not say it quickly?" ask Shahdan surprised. Feeling guilty too. Not in control. Feeling that Ratria was able to take care of herself, the schedule of taking medicine had been thought of by Ratria himself.

"I think it's completely recovered. And I'm disinclined by you," replied Ratria in fact.

"Not like that anymore, Rat. I feel like I'm nobody to you. You realize that I am the one who has to bear your life. Why don't you understand?"

Shahdan was upset with Ratria. Back his hand clamped down on Ratria's waist. This time it was a bit strong because of his anger.

"Auwh, ah, Mr. Shahdan, I'm amused,!" Ratria again screeched and wanted to stay away. With a hand that pulled the burly arm from his waist and his little belly.

But it did not have the slightest effect on the great body of Shahdan. Shahdan actually turned anxious with the screams of Ratria which for him sounded very tempting this morning.

Not just hugging your waist and stomach. Now Shahdan has embraced Ratria with clamped feet and hands that have been fingered randomly everywhere. His huge body had rubbed the soft delicate body of Ratria in the dark. Ratria who occasionally still complains amused just like being teased his terrible morning desire this time.

Shahdan seemed to have forgotten all the promises to Ratria. Forget if Ratria is still a patient who must be treated as a patient. Forgot if the dawn prayer had just approached his room. More precisely, I don't want to care. Just remember if Ratria is the wife she is halal touching. Satisfied to embrace him gently but wildly, now Shahdan has overstretched Ratria's body under him.

"Already, Mr. Shahdan! It's already! Come down,, turn on the lights!! My feet hurt. Too much movement, my feet hurt..!! Hiccup..hik...hik...!"

"I'm scared,,! I'm afraid! Hicc.hik..hik...!"

Suddenly Ratria shouted a reprimand and ended with a faint cry of fear. Shahdan was also self-conscious at once. Immediately come down and sit over next to Ratria.

"Light the lights now?" ask Shahdan does not want to be wrong again.

"Just a second!" ratria sounded hoarse.

The bed feels motionless. Maybe Ratria is fixing her tattered sleep dress.

"Had it," said Ratria.

Shahdan slid to the button on the wall. The lights are on and the room is bright.

"Sorry, Rat. No. I'm forcing you again. Let's just say that I'm in a khilaf." said Shahdan while looking at Ratria on the bed. I also got up and sat down. Being lowered with shaggy hair. And it just looks fun.

"Rat, I'll bring some more herbs from Kalimantan. Stay here first. I don't want you to go home when you're sick" Shahdan spilled the problem on his head that was soaked all night. And now there's a reason to ban Ratria from returning to Blitar.

"Rat,," rebuked Shahdan. Approaching Ratria in bed. The beautiful face of the wake up turned to look at her.

"You mad?" ask Shahdan by sitting next to him. That pretty face shook.

"I don't know. But please don't repeat. I'm afraid," replied Ratria as is. Surprised by his heart. Not angry, but not willing.

"Yes, Rat. But you don't go home. How's it?" bujuk Shahdan.

"If I go home?" ask Ratria back, it was like fishing. The Shahdan seemed to be silent and thinking.

"Maybe my parents will be disappointed if you go home. They both really want me to take care of you" replied Shahdan just like that. Ratria turned his head again and nodded later.

"All right, Mr. Shahdan. If there's still something wrong with my big toe, I'll still go with you. But," explained Ratria who then stopped.

"But what, Rat?" Shahdan seemed to wait.

"I want to occupy another room," replied Ratria and lowered his head. Shahdan sighed by raising eyebrows together.

"All right," break up Shahdan. The man stood up and went out of the room. Leaving the seemingly confused Ratria alone with Shahdan's answer. It turned out to be very easy to allow himself to occupy another room.

The ringing of the cell phone stopped Shahdan's steps at the door.

"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. Yeah, hello, Dit..." Shahdan answered the call after grabbing the phone on the corner table. The call was using the office phone code at the airport.

"How long?" ask Shahdan to get attention.

Ratria glanced at Shahdan's conversation with the caller named Dit, and it must have been from Judith. Shahdan is enthusiastic about listening and focusing.

"Alright careful. Enough money?" ask Shahdan on mobile. Ratria immediately glanced at him back.

"okay... Yes, Dit. Wa'alaikumsalam," answered the Shahdan greeting ending the call.

The man hurriedly put down the phone. Walk quickly to the door and out of the room. No longer looked at Ratria who was sitting on the bed and looked up at her.