HATE BUT MISS

HATE BUT MISS
Hate But Miss


Episode 28's


In his room , Rizal emotion and rampage, do not believe if the papah is gone, a facet of his photo was the target of his tantrums .


"aaaaaaa...h is impossible !!!! Why pah... Why...! " Tripped


From the doorstep of Ora Tantri , Elena and Shera were stunned to see her room was a mess, as soon as Ora Tantri approached her and stopped her rampaging.


"Rizal already Rizal..already , oma please Rizal . Ima Tantri said to him while holding her one hand.


Because Rizal's heart was full of regret, he also sat down limp, and not infrequently he also raised his face while holding back his tears.


In Rizal's heart still can't believe that his papa is gone.


"oma why oma, please tell me the real oma, I beg. Grasping both hands of the Tantri oma and looking at her face, she said with tears in her eyes.


Oma Tantri who also could not hold back her tears also answered Rizal's question.


"Region ... Papah you were hit by , when I was going to meet Mr. Anton .- "he was right Rizal, papah was hit when I was going to meet Mr. Anton. From the doorway Alan who just came to cut the speech of Ora Tantri answered Rizal's question while walking closer to Rizal.


"Alan's.... The oma tantri


"Now you must know Rizal, your regret is no meaning, many papah sacrifices given to you including his departure. Alan said as he stood towards the window, turning his back to Rizal and Oma Tantri


Rizal was silent and did not answer Alan's words.


"you slama this slalu hate papah, but you don't know, papah slalu trying to make you happy , Car, job , company , even your life . Alan said


Rizal who did not understand the meaning of Alan's words immediately stood up and approached alan and asked what the meaning of his brother's words was.


"ka, what do you mean?


"yes ... This time I was silent, this slama car you use, it was papah who bought it, a job at the place where Shera's parents were papah who asked him to Mr. Handoko , the company that we have now is the result of honesty papah to aunt Risma's father, who said if papah has us, this slama you do not know papah and I was faced with a devil-hearted woman , and one more life now, it's also papah who donated heart for you, for your life... Alan said


Hearing Alan 's words, Rizal's body grew weaker and more helpless... A sense of wrongness became so in his heart, a sense of being hit and disbelief enveloped his heart.


While standing and leaning against the wall Rizal was not infrequently raised his face with tears, his heart full of regret that does not mean .


Then the oma stood up from her seat and approached Rizal, the oma tried hard to calm Rizal, the oma also held onto both shoulders and patted her softly by saying to be patient with Rizal.


"already yes.you are patient, you better rest. Oma Tantri said to Rizal "Alans is enough yes, do not say it again and now pay Rizal a rest in the next room . He went back to Alan


Then the oma tantri took Rizal to the next room so that he could rest.


While Shera followed him, arriving at the next room when Orma Tantri told Rizal to rest Shera told oma Tantri that she regretted telling Rizal.


"nome ... Call him who is standing behind the Tantri oma.


"yes Shera... Answer the oma tantri who still took a pillow for Rizal.


And before long Orma Tantri turned around and asked back to Shera .


"why Shera ?


"forgive me oma , my color of ignorance that he should not know yet , even he became know when it was not timely. Shera


"it's not papa Shera... Faster is better, than later . Answer the oma tantri


"alright kalao so oma , but may I speak to him for a moment oma . Say and ask Shera


"yes... I replied to Ora Tantri with a smile.


Shera guiltily approached Rizal who was sitting on the bed, saying with regret.


"Rizal .. "I'm sorry yes, and you're good both, you should be able to accept what's happened ... Oh yes I'm sorry I can't stay here long 'cause I have to go home soon... Well yes... Shera said and left.


While Rizal just silently answered nothing from Shera's words.


After all out of Rizal's room, he grabbed a photo of his mother and papa displayed on a small table , feeling disappointed in himself & looking at the photo he said


"mah , what reward is this punishment for me so that my feelings are so broken . He said and put the picture back


But seeing his own picture, he took it


"dumb kao ... Kao is too selfish, kao is too ambitious to have him until he hates him mercilessly, but he is also unconscious when he tries to come back to you, and willing to sacrifice anything for your sake , but your heart is blind . Rizal growled when he looked at his own photo and then forged it


From outside the door the room opened.


"Rizal... The sound of oma tantri calling from the doorway ,


"hemh.


"Region ... Wh why? As he walked closer to her the oma tantri spoke. "why don't you want to see the oma Rizal? Do you hate oma? Oma knows you are still sad and do not believe in your papah departure ... But oma please speak Rizal . He said again while sitting on the side of Rizal.


"where are you Alan oma ...? Without looking at the face of the oma Tantri Rizal asked.


"Alan leaves, she takes Elena and Shera because she can't pick him up.


*his love, he must have felt devastated at the passing of his papa, but whatever my day, I can't do much for my grandson... By turning his face in the heart oma tantri said.


"oma please tell me one more time, is it true what you said Alan was oma ? And did papah really sacrifice for me oma?. While looking at the Tantri oma who turned her face because she could not hold back tears, Rizal asked again.


"yes, right Rizal. Your father has sacrificed a lot for you, even for your life, your father donated his rations to you.


While wiping his tears, Oma Tantri with a heavy heart answered him again.


"mah pah , forgive your son this one , I know this house I say , but I don't know what to do. He who was sitting leaning on his bed again felt regret.


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Evening arrived .


In the dining room


Just a cup of coffee accompanies Rizal's night, while sitting dumbstruck and leaning on the dinner bench he enjoys his cigarettes... Not infrequently he also raised his face while blowing his cigarette smoke up.


Oma Tantri who saw it from the door of her room not far from the dining room just stroked the chest did not dare to reprimand her. Namu is different when the kaka, Alan , came home after dropping off Elena and Shera from the living room who can still look towards the dining room, see Rizal smoking. Instantly Alan rushed over to him and reminded him.


"Rizal....! Trickers


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