Hate to Be Love
Chapter 7

Why Suga doesn't like me doing this for him. To be honest with you, it's like something's missing from my life.  And all the way home I could not stop thinking about Suga But ahhh*

Between me, Suga and Ratna…. Since my meeting, Suga and Ratna the three of us have become close and friendly. Suga and I met more and more.

And I know more and more who Suga and Ratna are. Suga turned out to be a very interesting, indifferent and apparently quite also his face when looked around.

Who's the girl at this school who doesn't know Suga. And Ratna besides being beautiful her demeanor was very gentle and feminine. The two of them seemed to be a matching couple, like Clark and Barbie. 

We often have meetings in a city park to simply jog or read books on a scattering bench. Like that afternoon, Suga and I were sitting together in a very orange afternoon atmosphere, after we had previously toured the park to just exercise. Ratna was unable to come because there were other needs.

Then I decided to go home because the night began to creep ready to change shif with twilight. On the way home Suga did not say much. He seemed to be thinking of something and a word came out of his lips…

“Alya, do you know.if my feelings for Ratna are ordinary. Instead I have other feelings for you Al, I am serious.I want to end my relationship with Ratna and want to be with you Al..” Suga said later.

My heart skipped a beat, none of this is certain Ratna would be very disappointed for the second time especially if I then completely snatched Suga.

I couldn't run in the crackling of the taste that drove me so hard on Suga. The thousands of Suga charms that have spread within me add to the depth of taste and have become opium in my heart :D .

There will be a heart that is hurt. I don't want to dance on the suffering of Ratna. I could feel the pain of being betrayed, if Ratna found out that Suga loved me too...

“Alya..look at my eyes Al, don't you see there's something there?” Suga looked at me while gently grasping both my hands.

And I couldn't return her eyes. Those eyes were staring at me sharply and increasingly piercing through the deepest recesses of my heart. The taste is increasingly binding through every inch of the beatings that dance to caress every corner in my heart. own..the arrow of his charms hit right on the chest :) hihihi.

“I don't know Suga,.I....,”and the bibirkupun like locked by thousands of padlocks.

“Alya, I just want to convince myself that you love me too Al.., I'm sure we have the same feeling, Alya. Please, open your heart Al..” said Suga tubi like a revolver.

“I'm sorry Suga, I can't answer it yet.Give me time,” I said while taking a step back then left Suga alone on my porch.

Not that selling is expensive but I am confused and have to think as clearly as possible.

That morning at school…. That day I went back to school. Suga's figure seems to have been attached to my brain nebula. I can't shake the shadow of his smile, his jaily demeanor while teasing me and his gentle hand grip when we're talking.