Hazimah and Aqlan
Disappointed by Zimah

"Feel aunty never changes, just like mother."

Zimah looked at her aunt who was sitting across the dining table with her.

"Alhamdulillah, then eat a lot of yes, son Aqlan as well." bik Dinda alternately looked at a couple in front of her.

Lia and Icha are focusing on their food.

"Yes bik" said Aqlan.

They again enjoyed the food cooked by Bik Dinda.

"Alhamdulillah satiated." Icha's voice distracts everyone in the dining room.

"Do'a used to cha" recalled Lia who was sitting next to him.

The master just grinned to show his teeth.

"Someone wants Zimah and Aqlan to talk."

Bik Dinda nodded.

"We're talking in the living room."

The middle-aged woman got up from her sitting, at the follow of her others.

"What are you talking about" asked Dinda after all sitting on the sofa.

"The same Zimah mas Aqlan came to Kalimantan to pick up Zimah's aunt and sisters, because umi and her abi mas Aqlan want to hold a Zimah walimahan event at the pesantren."

"Pesantren?, which pesantren?" bik Dinda looked at Aqlan and Zimah confused.

Zimah looked at her husband, asking for an explanation.

Aqlan smiled faintly

"Pesantren abi Aqlan bik."

"Son Aqlan kiyai's son?" bik Dinda looked shocked.

Aqlan nodded and smiled

"Yes bik."

"God, practice what you do son, son" aunty looked at Zimah haru.

"Zimah also does not know bik, Zimah just know that mas Aqlan kiyai children after we are married." Zimah looked at her husband with a twinkle of gratitude.

Aqlan who became the topic of conversation just silent with a thin smile, in his heart he many-many melafadz kan istighfar.

"Aqlan chose Zimah, because Aqlan was convinced, Zimah is a couple who can be invited together to get the can of Allah's Ridho." Aqlan looked at his loving wife.

Bik Dinda who saw his second gaze full of love, grateful, because the nephew who had been nurtured with affection, now gets a man who loves because of God.

Icha and Lia smile together to see her brother and sister-in-law happy.

"Later Icha want to find a bang like Aqlan aja deh, let's be romantic." Icha propped up her chin with both hands resting on both her thighs, while looking at a married couple with her pretentious smile full of delusion.

𝘗𝘭𝘢𝘬𝘬

Lia who was careless to see the behavior of her sister directly hit icha's shoulder slowly, but made the master grimace.

"Ssttt, what the hell is Lia's sister, sick tau." Icha snatched a look at her sister's nyalang, who in the face just put on a cute face.

Bik dinda who saw his youngest nephew sighed, like he used to hear the behavior of his nephew's bar-bars.

Jikah Aqlan chuckled and shook her head. Different things with Zimah who cengo because shocked to hear the spontaneous speech of his youngest brother.

Zimah looked at Dinda's biker who was poking her shoulders and shook her head in ignorance.

Looking over again asked with Lia through a gaze.

Lia scratched her head that was not itchy.

"Friends, Icha friends are all grown-ups, still small, but already know marriage." replied Lia but the gaze pointed at Icha

"But Icha don't like them." Icha defending herself, glancing at her older sister lia.

"Get along with Cha's good." Zimah advised

"Yes, sister" answered Icha resigned, but the eyes still manage to catch the guts lia.

"Have you told your uncle?"

Zimah silently heard her aunt's question.

Lia who knew where the direction of the conversation of her brother and aunt, immediately stood pulling Icha's hand.

"Ngapain tug-of-pull brother." asked Icha still upset with lia.

"Temenin' sister out"

Lia sighed with difficulty facing her insensitive, unstable sister, then she looked at her aunt.

Bik Dinda who understood even with the adult lia from Icha. immediately looked at Icha.

"Cha, Temenin kk Lia gih, you can not go out alone" said bik Dinda soft

It works!.

Icha stood up and walked ahead of her sister.

Bik Dinda looked back at Zimah who was watching her two sisters to be invisible.

"Will uncle come bik?, since uncle never respec the same us."

Bik Dinda was silent.

"Try first" suggested Aqlan.

Zimah nodded.

"Someone wants Zimah to ask aunty." Zimah straightened her body no longer leaning on the sofa, looking at her aunt in seriousness.

Aqlan looked at his wife confusedly.

While the bik Dinda nodded, like knowing what would be asked by his nephew.

"Is it true that Zain is not Zimah's brother?."

Bik Dinda was silent, although she had guessed if this question would come out of her nephew's mouth, looking at Zimah's bead that was like saying if this wasn't true.

Nodding from the bik Dinda made Zimah close her eyes tightly.

"Why has Zimah never known?, aunt never told Zimah, mother's father never told Zimah, why?" zimah's hoarse voice with her eyes still closed held back tears, signaling if she was disappointed.

Aqlan embraces his wife, next to the hand he uses to wipe the back of his wife.

I don't know how many times Dinda sighed to answer Zimah's question.

"Your father and mother do not want the happiness that you have felt so far will feel bland if you know Zain is not your brother."

"But this hurts Zain bik, Zain is not like he used to be if the same approach Zimah, he's like keeping his distance." Zimah looked up and held back her tears from falling.

"If Zimah had known first, Zimah would have found a way to get to Zain, unlike when it was told by his unethical uncle, uncle hurt Zain bik." zimah with all her might held back her cries, let alone shadow Zain who kept her distance from him.

"𝘡𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘬𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘬 𝘢𝘥𝘢 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘪𝘯 𝘡𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘯 𝘯𝘪𝘩, 𝘵𝘢𝘥𝘪 𝘬𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘬 𝘩𝘢𝘣𝘪𝘴 𝘫𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘯-𝘫𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘴 𝘈𝘲𝘭𝘢𝘯."

"𝘡𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘰𝘬 𝘬𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘬 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘬𝘦 𝘬𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘯, 𝘮𝘢𝘶 𝘣𝘢𝘸𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘣𝘪 𝘥𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘬-𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘬 𝘬𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘪, 𝘢𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘢 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘬𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘬."

𝘛𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘬 𝘴𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘪 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘯 𝘡𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘩, 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘪𝘢𝘴𝘢 𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘡𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭𝘶𝘢𝘳 𝘬𝘢𝘵𝘢-𝘬𝘢𝘵𝘢 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘢𝘯 𝘫𝘪𝘬𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘪 𝘡𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘩.

𝘡𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘺𝘶𝘮 𝘥𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘤𝘢𝘱 𝘬𝘢𝘯. "𝘛𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘩 𝘬𝘢𝘬"

𝘉𝘪𝘢𝘴𝘢 𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘡𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘸𝘦𝘵 𝘫𝘪𝘬𝘢 𝘡𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘩 𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘢𝘯 𝘬𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘱𝘶𝘯,

"𝘒𝘢𝘬 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘪𝘬𝘶𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘨" 𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘬 𝘡𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘪𝘢𝘴𝘢 𝘯𝘺𝘢, 𝘴𝘦𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘶𝘮 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘢𝘩𝘶𝘪 𝘫𝘪𝘬𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘬𝘢 𝘣𝘶𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘢𝘶𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘢 𝘬𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘶𝘯𝘨.

Zimah sighed, recalling her conversation with Zain.

"Didn't uncle think before he delivered the same Zain?, should his uncle tell Zimah first, let Zimah who delivered him, if necessary Zimah will close all of them." her tears decayed, her chest tight, remembering her brother's empty gaze.

"If aunty does not see what uncle until that time, Zimah's heart is sick, very sick, see the gaze of Zain who is not as happy as before, after the departure of father and mother, after the departure of father and mother, what Zimah is trying is the happiness of Zimah's sisters, Zimah does not want them to be sad. Because Zimah's heart will hurt." His chest is getting crowded, his tears are flowing profusely.

Although disappointed, Zimah still softens the sound of mrs.

Zimah stood up and her aunt and husband died, she immediately went into the room.

Bik Dinda stared at Zimah's departure until he was not seen again.

Aqlan looked at the concerned middle-aged woman who had been taking care of her wife sincerely.

"I'm sorry Aqlan's wife ya bik." although he's the new guy in his wife's life from the middle-aged woman in front of him, but this is his responsibility as a husband, for the fault of his wife.

Bik Dinda smiled.

"It's okay, Zimah is just emotional, only this time Zimah is disappointed with aunt."

Aqlan was quietly watching the middle-aged woman, who looked like a wrinkle on her face.

"From the first Zimah always prioritized to the part of his loved ones, until he braved himself to migrate to Kalimantan."

"His uncle, the younger brother of Zimah's father did not care about Zimah and his younger siblings, Zimah was always in disrepute, from his paternal family, and the people of the village here, Zimah was always in disrepute, only her one aunt Zimah's family from her mother's side, aunt understood, naturally Zimah was disappointed, because her purpose had been ruined by the person who had hated her all this time."

"Auntie doesn't know, what if Zimah meets his uncle."

Bik Dinda sighed, then looked at Aqlan.

"Please guide Zimah, it's not easy for her to survive this long, a family that she thought would embrace her after the departure of her two parents, she said, it turns out they're the ones who really destroyed the mental girl who used to be a little girl."

"The Bible is grown by circumstances."