
"Let's go Gean, eat" said Khea.
Gean looked at Khea, while Khea gave a nod of her head.
They eat in silence. Ken smiled, feeling happy they could eat one dining table though stiff and no talk at all.
"You two aren't going anywhere, are you?"
"Of course we're going nowhere."
Ken turned his head, looking at Khea who was enjoying her morning breakfast.
"I have to work, and any Gean might be far away from me."
Ken smiled, at least the two of them are not out of the country anymore. Ken then stood up, preparing another meal for Khea and Gean. This time he made a more complete menu. There are vegetables and roast meat. He also cooked red rice.
The smell of cooking is so tempting. Gean goes into his room to go take a shower, while Khea prepares her briefcase. It's been enough for one week that he's been resting at home with Gean.
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Khea thought of many things, especially Gean. About his son's future. Gean looked at the face that was serious with his laptop, whether busy what was being done.
Khea positioned how if he became Gean, in order to know what the right step, he had to do.
What if I became Gean?
What if I became Gean? What do I want? What am I gonna do?
"Mom's? Mommy?"
"Yes? Yes Honey?"
"Why is mommy daydreaming? What did mommy think?"
"Nothing."
"Why did mommy lie to Gean? We're soulmates."
Khea laughed at Gean's words. His son was always able to change his mood that had been bad mood or restless, to be entertained.
Khea sighed. Gean will always be like that. Will always find out what makes Khea fret.
"Mommy shouldn't have a lot of thoughts, it'll hurt."
Khea's smile returned. How could she not be happy to have such a smart child.
Yes ... There is always wisdom behind everything. Because of that tragedy, I could have Gean, my most precious treasure. A future that wasn't on my dream list, but God gave it to me. Gean is a gift, not a disaster. I want to give my best for him, like Gean who always tries to give me his best, make me laugh and always cover his own sadness.
Khea then resumed her work.
Gean was the same, he was again busy with his laptop. His hands moved agilely, while his eyes moved left right up bottom.
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Vara breathed a heavy sigh. He looked up at the night sky from the balcony of his room. His hands clenched tightly, with tears flowing.
All of this taught him many things, that in this world no one could be truly trusted, even oneself could cheat.
Like Ken who lied to himself, whether consciously or not.
Like Rissa who lied to herself in the most painful way.
Either which is more painful, being lied to by Rissa, or Ken. How many times did Vara sigh, still his heart did not feel relieved. The girl patted his chest. The longer it gets tighter.soak the cry is getting louder. Her tears are getting bigger.
Not relieved either.
It doesn't feel roomy either.
The groaning is getting worse.
It hurts, it hurts so much!
No one's listening. No one rubbed his head, stretched out his hand, even saying, "You can, you are strong. It's okay, everything will pass well. All will pass, and return to normal."
Don't expect more, because Khea felt it. No family would do that for him.
Vana ... Vana ....