He's Mine, not yours
Chapter 45 What Happened to Kevin?

KEVIN POV

Half this year I feel the body is not always fit! sometimes even just after the basketball wet clothes do not immediately replace the direct colds.

Living alone in a country of people without parents forces me to be more independent. I include people who are picky eaters while living in a country that is different culture weather culture how can I survive without my favorite rendang?

So inget Rendangnya Mother Keysha. immediately Kevin's stomach feels hungry just by remembering Rendang made by Mother Keysha.

Rebelling Papih's wishes is tantamount to suicide. For Papih all his decisions are absolutely uncontested.

If only I could choose like the others!

Two semesters have been so heavy. But I don't know what happened to my own body that I feel a little different than before.

But I never think about it more adapted to the weather that is different from the country itself or because of the rigors I learned to give the best yanng according to the demands of papih until you rarely sleep bahrak forget to eat.

again I feel weaker in the last 3 months. nose often drizzle. head pain is immeasurable. Even yesterday had fainted when I was so holding back my emotions facing the Nira.

But once I feel happy and happy after a long stay in Germany I never could smile with relief.

When I met my two best friends who at that time we had a misunderstanding I was the wrong one. Tai when they came in front of the apartment door I think it was a mistake because my misunderstanding was suddenly lost. let alone see Keysha when it was so wanted me to directly hug him.

Hugging the figure that I missed for one year.I see her sweet smile makes her even more beautiful in my eyes. But that smile gone changed with a bitter cry when I introduced Ifa as my fiancee.

I don't know what demon whispered to me to admit Ifa was my fiance. Keysha's wailing as it sliced through my heart slowly couldn't bear to see it. Moreover, Kiano who was hugging gave his chest for the comfort of Keysha comforted him.

Ki, should be the one in your position should be me! But what is the power of desire is only in my heart. I don't dare give Keysha any hope I feel like I'm just going to burden him.

It all happened a week ago when I had a nosebleed and a headache attack that attacked me. And it feels like every.sense of his attack is getting louder and stronger.

In one article I read that headaches were an indication there was one of the organs that hurt the more I looked for and I read to a conclusion that I was suffering from a deadly pain.

I don't want to talk about what.is the disease.I myself goosebumps hearing it but it's the disease that is more and more in me that biki I'm getting paranoid more and more.

I'm afraid of death, but everyone will die.What is it and what is it because of this disease that I die? I was frustrated and locked up in my room not going out or just eating until Ifa slammed into my room and fed. But sometimes the food is untouched.

akh Ifas? he's not my fiancee next chapter let othor know who he is.

Farewell at the airport for me maybe it will be the last time I meet and see Keysha. That's why I always think that way. That's why I ask permission for this once just hug him to be a pleasure for me. My best memories are with Keysha.

Some hugs with Keysha since you are friends we often do. for example when we finish the test and we are doing our best. or when our rapotr reading supports each other for the achievements we achieved. ataw is just entertaining when we face problems.

But this hug is another, a hug with a warm, deep feeling of embrace.

I felt reluctant to let go. Keysha was reluctant to end the embrace.I said the last words I wanted to convey to Keysha, I felt wet on my breast clothes.

I'll make sure it's Keysha's tears. Yes keysh weeping in my arms.I admit how cruel my talk to him. But I want Keysha to be happy and unhappily and to keep waiting for me.

But I finally got a hug, even though I was reluctant, and I tried to look at her net, and then I smiled, Keysha smiled.

That was the last smile Keysha I saw and will remember forever.

Thanks Sha lo is most beautiful for me. I hope you are happy even though my mother makes you happy.

Orange😉