
Little Alex slowly opened his eyes to see around him a lot of white clothes who were busy caring for patients, he looked to the right there was his mother who was lying there, not yet seen conscious because of the results of sleeping pills, his mother was still asleep there, he let out a long sigh, he said, the incident felt very heavy even he hoped that this was all just a dream and woke up suddenly everything became normal
His father is now dead, he did not understand why his father so desperate to drink poison and had to end his life like that, what a heavy burden befell his father until his father easily gave up with life, and he was so desperate, Little Alex really doesn't understand and doesn't understand
Alex also asked in his heart why he should bear the burden, not why he had to live a difficult life, not why if he had to live a difficult life but as long as he could be with his father and mother, he said, for him it was enough for him, because he thought together with his parents was the most special treasure, and now one of the treasures had left them both, leaving them alone, Little Alex thought about whether his father was no longer dear to him and to his mother did not his own father always tell him and his mother that he loved his family very much loved his mother and himself
Arriving at the corner of his eyes came a clear liquid that dripped, really diabid not want to cry, he had to be strong, he had to be strong because now only he can take care of his mother and take care of his mother, he really did not want to cry, only he should make and see his mother happy, on his shoulders the burden was handed over
"Are you awake, son?" asked RT sir to Alex who was silent and confused, Alex looked at the face of Mr. RT with a blank look
"Are you awake?" ask the RT one more time
Alex just nodded his head in silence
"Father bring breakfast for you, let's eat it" said Mr. RT while giving a piece of bread to Alex
"Thank you sir, but I'm sorry I didn't have breakfast this morning" Alex said in a flat voice, without a smile on his face that always adorned his lips
Alex is a handsome boy, and also smart, he is always friendly to everyone including many friends who love him and love him, he said, moreover, he was a child who was very happy to help if anyone needed him, he always smiled if someone greeted him, but this time to smile It seems he was reluctant and unwilling, he said, the look on his face was now in great sadness
"Son, you have to eat a little, your stomach is empty from last night" said RT's sir, persuading Alex to eat breakfast, but Alex was silent not budging
Mr. RT was not stopping to persuade Alex to breakfast, but finally Alex was devastated too, he took a piece of bread and chewed slowly, slowly, the bread was tasteless in his mouth but he was forced to swallow it too
"I'm full sir, thank you" said Alex politely as he pushed the hand of the RT sir from his presence, finally by succumbing to the RT pack put the bread beside the table
"Father put it here first yes, later if you are hungry you can eat again this bread" said Mr. RT
"Yes sir, thank you very much, sorry for the moment I am not hungry yet" Alex replied in a flat voice
"Oh yes, maybe later the police will come to question you, you do not worry later the father who will accompany you both" said RT sir while informing Alex' Alex is just silent
"I want to meet my father" Alex said in a soft voice, RT immediately speechless to hear Alex say that, somehow his heart felt so sad and sad to see a little boy who did not know what now had to bear the burden on his shoulders, The RT man could only sigh deeply still staring at the handsome boy's face
"I want to see if Dad can?" alex asked while looking at the old face of RT iu with a compassionate look
"You have patience, yes, later I will try to ask permission from the police officer for you to see your father's face for the last time" replied RT sir while stroking the child's hair
Little Alex just a bus nodded resignedly, before long little Alex was approached by a guard doctor and accompanied by the police
"Good morning son, how are you this morning?" the policeman asked with a friendly smile towards Alex, but Alex just kept quiet and did not answer the police question
"I checked you firstwell, your mother has not woken up from her sleep" said a doctor who had been standing next to the police
"I'm sorry maybe you can step aside first, because we want to do the examination first" the doctor told police and RT sir, and they both took a few steps back to make room for the doctor and the nurse to examine Alex
The doctor immediately took action, he was helped by a nurse examining Alex's body
"What do you feel right now?" ask the guard doctor to Alex with a curious look
Alex just kept quiet and stuck
"Fear" replied the boy, and Alex kept silent, and Alex turned his head to the doctor with a pleading gaze
"Can I see my father's face?" alex asked with a pleading look while he was waiting for the doctor
"Later you and your mother will be allowed to see your father's body" the doctor replied in a soft and firm voice
"Please doc, allow me to see it, I want to say something to my father" Alex said, pleading with the doctor
"Doctor Anita should be allowed this child to see his father's body, but first ask permission with the police next to him the old man" whispered the sister to Anita's doctor
It appears that Dr. Anita is thinking and considering Alex's request
"In the meantime, I'll have to ask the police first, because to my knowledge, your father's body is in autopsy first" Dr. Anita told Alex and Alex just nodded his head
Doctor Anita went straight to the police who were busy talking to RT sir
"I'm sorry to interrupt the time for a while" Anita's doctor politely told police
"What's wrong, Doc?" asked the police before staring at the face of doctor Anita
"The boy asked permission to see his father's body is it allowed?" ask Dr. Anita to a cop named Rian
The police officer named Rian immediately fell silent as if he wanted to weigh something
"Alright if the child wants to see the body of his father, let's deliver" replied the police officer named Rian, doctor Anita immediately nodded in satisfaction
Doctor Anita again approached Alex who was accompanied by a nurse who was guard, they both immediately saw the doctor Anita who was smiling at the child
"Wish you succeed, let's see your father's body first" Dr. Anita told Alex
Alex got off the bed in the hospital bed, he was wearing his sandals
"I'm ready" he told Anita's doctor
"Look follow us, and I ask for help to monitor the condition of her mother" said Dr. Anita who then gave orders to her sister
"Alright doc" the nurse replied aloud
Alex turned to look at his mother who was still not awake from her sleep condition, with a long sigh he immediately approached the doctor Anita
"I'm ready" he told Anita's doctor
"Well come with us" asked Dr. Anita while holding Alex's hand
"Pak Rian ayok" said Doctor Anita to the police named Rian
"I want to say that I will come back later, because I still have my own business" replied the RT sir
"Well then, I stay for a while" the police replied in a firm voice with a nod of the head answered by the RT sir
After Alex's entourage went to the place where his father's body was buried, the RT sir immediately passed away leaving the emergency room and stayed Mrs Laksmi alone there with her eyes still closed
Alex and Anita's doctor and Ryan's cop head to the place where his father's body is, they pass through the aisle of the hospital, the atmosphere is gloomy and a little dark
Arriving at the morgue, a doctor and a police officer perform an autopsy on his father's body, Alex who saw it trying to toughen up he tried not to cry must his heart feel very hard to see the body of the father who is being examined
"You wait here for a moment, I will ask my officers for permission first" said the policeman named Ryan in a firm voice, Alex nodded his head, after that the officer named Ryan immediately met his coworkers, after a brief discussion with the autopsy doctor, Alex was allowed to approach
He was accompanied by doctor Anita approached the body of his father who was lying stiff on the bed, Alex looked at his father's face without a smile, Alex wishes his father's eyes would open and says it was all a dream and his father takes him home with their mother
Alex approached his father's body slowly he approached his father, then he held his father's cold hands in his small hands, again he shed his tears without any sound of crying there, he said, he continued to hold his father's hand without any sound and words, he only wanted to ask but why did his tongue feel so faint
May he say to his father, if his father was so evil and selfish to have left him and his mother alone, may he say that today he hates him so much
Alex was still silent, he was still staring at his father's pale face, he wanted to convince his heart that his father really did not want to wake up again, did not want to open his eyes again just to see him, he was not willing to open his eyes again, with a sense of carelessness and sadness he let go of his father's hand and turned to face the doctor Anita
Now her heart must be forced to come back strong, to go back outside and he hopes this is the last thing that can make him broken and then there will be no more that can break his heart because that heart has been broken by a reality that is really bitter
" Thank you for allowing me to see my father one last time" he said in a soft voice to Dr. Anita
Doctor Anita was pityed and sad to see a child her age had to accept a bitter reality, doctor Anita could not say what she just nodded her head with a smile, it felt like she was hugging the child but Doctor Anita was sure the child would not like her at all
Meanwhile, Ryan, who was talking to his fellow police officers, approached Alex and Doctor Anita, seeing that Alex was ready to return to his room
"Are you done?" ryan asked the police in a sympathetic voice to Alex
Alex just nodded his head
"I'm ready" he said in a firm and slightly cold voice
"Well we go back to the ward right now, and let them work" said police officer Ryan trying to smile but not to be responded to by Alex, Alex immediately walked ahead of the police accompanied by doctor Anita next to him while holding the child's shoulder
Upon their return from the mortuary autopsy room, Madam Laksmi had woken up from her bed she saw her son walking towards the bed right next to her
"Where did you come from, son, was I looking for you, you didn't exist?" madam Laksmi asked in her soft voice, Alex immediately approached her mother and grasped her mother's hand now it was only her mother who had it
"So mom didn't wake up yet, I went to Mom's dad's place" Alex answered honestly as she looked at her mother affectionately
His mother was immediately speechless to hear his son's answer, her mother looked up at the sky of the hospital with a blank and pushy look
"Why did your father have the heart, son, to leave us?" mrs Laksmi asked still looking at the sky of the hospital room, which involuntarily melted tears on her cheeks
Little Alex clasped his mother's hand trying to strengthen his mother through her tiny hands, she who gets such questions by her mother is also the same, she does not understand and will never understand
"Mom, calm down I will take care of you, and I will also make you laugh" said Alex, trying to convince his mother's heart that she should not worry, although his heart felt unsure whether he could make his mother laugh or take care of his mother, so that her mother would no longer grieve
Madam Laksmi leaned towards her and hugged her child tightly and lovingly
Doctor Anita who knows that Madame Laksmi has woken up from her sleep came to them both
"Good morning by noon ma'am, how's he sleeping this time?" doctor Anita asked Mrs Laksmi kindly
"Good ma'am but not as good as usual" Madam Laksmi replied as she let go of her embrace to Alex
"Have you had breakfast today?" doctor Anita asked Madam Laksmi in her soft voice
"Not docks" replied Mrs Laksmi glanced at the breakfast beside the table that has been provided by the hospital
Doctor Anita was silent at once seeing Mrs Laksmi not eating the food that had been provided by the hospital, not because Mrs Laksmi has no appetite but who can eat when her loved ones arrive and leave without a last word or message, whose heart is not shocked and surprised when the person he loves disappears arrives and without ever returning again, he has felt something like that
Doctor Anita let out a long sigh
"Whether the mother eats, the month for whom but for the sake of the mother's own health, eat even if it is not tasty on the mother's own tongue" advises Dr. Anita wisely
"Thank you doctor for his advice, but how can I lust after eating if I have to see the tragedy that lies before me arrive, arrived, how can I lust for food if I have to accept the bitter reality where my beloved husband goes missing without a message" replied Mrs Laksmi in a sad tone of voice and felt very heartbreaking
Doctor Anita was speechless hearing Mrs Laksmi's reply
"But at least think of those who love mothers, there is a mother's child who is always next to the mother, who hopes that she will be healthy and cheerful again" replied Dr. Anita in a firm voice
Madam Laksmi looked at Doctor Anita blankly and blankly, while Alex, who heard Anita's doctor say that she really felt overwhelmed, Doctor Anita is right her mother needs food intake after all night she does not get food intake from anything, now is the time she has to persuade her mother to eat even if only a mouthful
Alex took his mother's food and approached her mother with a smile to her mother who was sitting on the bed
"Mom eat even if only a mouthful" said Alex while spooning the porridge that has been prepared by the hospital
Her mother looks down at Alex with a sad look, she is sad to see her now-abandoned father without a father while she is stranded without a husband
"Eat Mom, Alex wants to see a healthy and cheerful mother, Alex wants to see a strong mother as usual" said Alex as he fed a spoon of porridge to the mother's mouth
Looking at his son who hopes his mother to want to eat through his eyes, until he feels pity, until finally Madam Laksmi succumbed to her son Alex to want to eat porridge that he had spouted to his mother's mouth and slowly Alex prepared a spoonful of porridge to the mouth of his mother until the porridge it's almost finished
Alex smiles in satisfaction towards his mother Madam Laksmi
"Have you eaten yourself?" ask Mrs Laksmi to Alex
"Had eaten the bread given by Mr. RT" Alex answered a little lie to his mother
"Alex forgive your father and mother who are unable to give happiness to you" said Mrs Laksmi to Alex
"You know what, Alex's happiness is with the two of you, and you're a precious treasure to Alex, and if you're happy Alex will be happy too" alex answered while hugging his mother with a sincere smile