He's my Lecturer
19. in the arms of Arkana

I daydreamed and steadied my feelings of not being complacent with my lecturer - I had to bury my feelings..

I sighed and realized when someone called my name.

"Anna..."

"he? arkana sir, yes sir" I wave. Why can Arkana sir be in front of me? why am I not conscious? since when did he exist? I turned to look at my friend and blinked his eyes giving me a code.

"are you daydreaming again? you sick?" said Arkana sir

"that's okay, sir, I'm fine"

"you want to sit in front with me??"

"huh?? no sir, I'm here with other friends" - Anna don't be nervous Anna. You shouldn't be off guard

"have fun yah" he said then rubbed my head and passed away to sit in a chair side by side with his woman.My feelings were uncertain.how could he do that while his woman there was the same place.

"Anna!!!" kayla hit me and I was shocked and sick

"kaayy! sick lohh" I said grimacing

"Na, didn't you see Arkana coming? I shook your hand but you didn't realize" Kayla said

"are you sick Na?" connect Rania

"no, I don't know how to" I said weakly.

I let out a long sigh not knowing what happened to me. the bus began to drive down the city of Denpasar. according to the instructions of the lecturer he said we are going to Tanah Lot. about 1 hour drive we arrived.we entered the area.a lot of souvenir sellers before entering there.me and my best friend ran around when he saw the mountain like an island in the middle of the water. we play water on the edge.then we go up to the place.the view from up there is very beautiful and soothing looking at the sea that is not there edge.we take pictures with the bule. even asked the bule to take pictures of us. we met many people here.some are from India, some are from China doing prewedding photoshoots.

after being satisfied with the beach, we decided to find food..

"there is no food here anyway" said Rania

"there in front of it, there yuk" asked Rania

"i ask for a treaty? have mercy on me who is hit by maximum turmoil, but my money is a lot, I also have a blackcard. hahhahaha" I said compassionately and made my two friends laugh out loud.

we walked back to the front for food.we passed the Arkana sir and the beautiful woman with the entourage of directors.

"Anna..?" arkana sir suddenly pulled my hand.

"i'm sorry sir" I was so nervous and so scared Arkana was holding my hand in the middle of a lot of people and the most frightening woman who was with Mr. Arkana was looking at me sharply. even the lecturers and directors stopped seeing me and Mr. Arkana.

"where are you going?" she still holds my hand

"sorry sir, my friend and I want to buy something outside" my throat felt dry and choked

"you be careful, don't go far, and why don't you put your shoes on?"

"sorry sir, I'm me.." I was so nervous all of a sudden the director spoke.

"Where, you scared him" , then Arkana sir let go of my hand. I don't know how I want to run but I'm afraid but one side I want to disappear immediately. kayla opens her voice and apologizes.

"sorry sir, we're sorry sir, we'll rest on the bus. excuse me sir" Kayla pulled my hand but I felt my legs were very limp and I couldn't stand. but as much as possible I walked away from Pak Arkana. after a bit far, I also drowned directly and sat in the tour chair.

"Anna, are you okay??"

"kay, I'm so limp, I feel like I want to faint"

"Anna, you're pale Na," said Rania frantically

"fuck you Arkana"

"we're going to the bus, Anna, you can walk right? we go to the bus well" persuaded Rania. I can only nod. My heart feels like exploding. considering that Pak Arkana holds my hand in front of the lecturer, the woman is especially in front of our director. I also got on the bus. Rania went to buy some food. Now it's just me and Kayla.

"Kay, I've got something wrong, right?"

"i want to lay Kay,"

"you take a break, don't think macem-macem".

I lay down and fell asleep but maybe I fainted. I realized when I heard the commotion.I opened my eyes and woke up from my sleep. I sat down and saw the commotion turned out that my friends were already on the bus, the sign of the next trip will begin.

"Anna. are you okay?"

"yes Ran"

"you drink first, want to eat bread?" Rania gave me food and I ate it.

"you slept well Na" said Kayla

"time anyway? just a little while"

"so cool over Anna" Rania pinched my cheek.

"in your sleep you didn't dream anything, did you??" ask kayla

"dreams? I don't dream of anything" I shook my head

"sir Arkana came to see you. She's sorry for what she did, I said that what you did was almost to make Anna pass out. She keeps apologizing. yes Ran.he's a very sincere cake like you Na." kayla explained at length.

"gener Na, I also saw the sincerity of the Arkana sir earlier, really" continued Rania

"already Ran, kay. I don't want to discuss it. there later I even hit the inner pressure. I'm aware and sane now" I smiled and steadied my heart not to be careless and complacent, whatever the situation and conditions.

the bus drove through the city in the hot sun.I saw Mr. Arkana sitting in front.with his woman.I don't want to care and be jealous anymore.I don't want my heart to hurt anymore. the bus arrived at a restaurant. We got down and started to enter the restaurant.The waiter directed us to the back because there is where our lecturer booked a place.

"kay, accompany me to pee for a moment" said Rania

"Anna, you go first well, I'm with Kayla for a while" me and my best friend parted ways. I walked to the back suddenly someone pulled my hand. I was surprised not playing, I was surprised, mr. Arkana pulled me away from the party.I was afraid he would take me where.

"Anna.."

"sorry sir, this is why sir" Arkana continued to pull me, entering a small shop in the restaurant.I stood leaning against the wall and in front of me was Arkana's sir looking at me seriously.

"Anna, I'm sorry about what I did back at the hotel and what I'm doing right now.I'm really sorry"

"but why sir what does that mean? I'm I'm really scared and panicked sir.really" my eyes are teary but I hold back.

"i love you Anna" Arkana said with a serious expression

"i'm sorry sir I can't, this isn't real sir" I walked out from his presence but pulled my hand in his arms. I was shocked and in disbelief, I was comfortable and peaceful, my tears were dripping. I don't know why. I was afraid. Pak Arkana took off his arms and wiped my tears..

'"don't avoid me well, I love you Na" I'm speechless and I don't know if I should shake my head or nod.

"sorry sir, can I go now? my best friend will be worried" I raised my head and looked into Arkana's eyes.

"yes, sorry well baby, I scared you. I really love you Anna" he said rubbing my head.Then the woman with you how sir? what will happen sir? what's gonna happen to me? what am I doing?-

"i'm leaving now sir, I'll assume never to hear anything from you, excuse me sir" I ran a little away from Arkana sir.

I went into the restaurant and found my best friend.

suddenly the woman pulled my hand.

i'm frantic...

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#to be continued