He's my Man of Choice
Right Now I Just Need to Understand
Today is the day that Sarah and Hendri should be married.Sarah deliberately went to Hendri's tomb to pilgrimage at once to say goodbye because Sarah wanted to go to the city of P for a while to calm her mind there
"Bang..how are you today, today is the day that we are supposed to perform our marriage.Bang Hen,but I woke up this morning and put on our wedding dress.Oh well bang how I look right now" Sarah asked so shakenly
"Bang..tomorrow I will go to the city of P, maybe I will be there long, pray for me so that I can live my days even without you by my side.Tomorrow early in the morning I will go to the city,maybe tomorrow I don't come here, so I beg you please advertise my departure to the city of P to try to rise from this slump" murmured Sarah while cleaning the gravestone in Hendri's grave
After spending approximately two hours at Hendri's grave, Sarah went home
Next day
"You be careful in the city, son, take good care of yourself, you can only give a deposit given by Hendri to you" said his Aunt Hendri while holding a box wrapped neatly
"You should open it after arriving in the city only.Aunti want your departure to the city not accompanied by sadness again.Hopefully in the city you find the best for your next life son.One you need to know, you need to know,you have been considered as our own biological child.After arriving in the city, immediately give us the news so that our hearts are calm son" continued the Aunt
"Thank you very much Aunt for all the family kindness so far to Sarah, may our lives be made easier and all the suffering we have experienced soon pass" Sarah said while hugging her Aunt Hendri
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That afternoon, after arriving at Meli's house, Sarah was greeted by Nizam, his future wife, Lilis and her co-workers Sarah while working in the warehouse first
"May you be strong and steadfast in all that has happened in your life Sar, I am sure that behind all the suffering that happened there will be joy that awaits you Sar"nizam said he was supporting Sarah
"Thank you Zam, oh well when your marriage will be carried out, I can't wait to wait and want to immediately have your nephew" Sarah told Nizam
"Quickly Sar, pray well so that everything will be smooth until the H day" said Nizam
After all of Sarah's family and friends came home from Meli's house, Sarah went straight into her room and opened the box Hendri had given her
"What it contains, it seems very special, the packaging was made very neat" murmured Sarah
"There's a letter Hendri bang wrote for me" Sarah said as she took a tissue to wipe away her tears.
"Sar..how are you at the moment, I hope your situation is very good at this time.When scraping the ink on this paper, I hope you will be very good,I just follow my heart.Finally lately I feel that my life is not long in this world.Actually I want to tell you this feeling, but somehow my little heart refuses to do so,so for that please forgive me Sar.Later when the wedding day arrives, I hope you do not cry anymore.Front start stepping and accept the person who really sincerely loves you that is Ali.But wait a minute, wait a minute,don't think I didn't love you all this time, I love you even more than myself.You must also be sure your name is the only thing engraved in this heart,name is the only name that adorns my every day for a dozen years.If anyone says I am a man b***h for waiting for someone uncertain,then I will challenge him all the opinions of someone.For me to wait and admire you is a blessing because I am sure one day my waiting will be answered.Sar,then I will also grieve at you.So please forget all this suffering and smile to look into your future.I pray that your relationship with Ali will improve again and the blessing that you have been fighting for will be in answer immediately by the Power.Alright....I end this letter first and accept the jewelry that I have been fond of buying.Do not refuse and please do not tell anyone about this except your husband who will replace my position later .Now that I've calmed down, if you wear it then I will also always be with you and will always pray for you from where I am today"
Two weeks passed, and,
That morning, Sarah had been getting ready to go to work at one of the city's supermarkets
"Bang Hendri.today is the first day for me to begin my work in this city, may good luck come to me in this city" murmured Sarah as she touched the pendant from the necklace Hendri had given her.
"Passion for you Sarah, start a new life and forget all the sorrow that has taken away your happiness" Sarah muttered as she stepped foot into her workplace
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Six months passed, Sarah worked well and chose to stay at a boarding house close to her job
That afternoon, after returning home from work, Sarah received a call from a new number on her phone
"Call...."
"Sar..how are you" asked Ali.
"Bang Ali, my news is fine, how is the family there bang" asked Sarah
"Good news Sar, oh well Sar Nizam says you are now in the city of P and have worked there" Ali said
"Well bang, I decided to leave the village and try to forget all the bad memories there.Abang called this afternoon, about whether there is something you want to talk about, if you hear your voice at this time, if you hear your voice,so I guess right now brother is not okay, but hopefully it's just my concern bang" said Sarah
"Sar..after I get home from work, I'll call you back" Ali said.
"Well bang" said Sarah
"Sar.entah how can you find out what I am feeling right now.If we can meet even in a moment, then,then I will tell you all the burdens I carry.Right now I just need to understand Sar.." muttered Ali while crying in his room.