Heart Agreement
41

“You're right. We have no rights to each other.” Violet smiled wryly as she held something in her heart. Something was painful but he did not know what caused it.

Violet looked down and tried to eat the dishes in front of her even though some of the dishes she cooked were her favorite food but somehow Deren's words touched the corner of her heart and made her unappetizing to the food in front of him.

Deren who was aware of the change in Violet's expression only looked at his wife in silence because he did not know what to say so as not to hurt them both. Deren tries to understand Violet and tries to follow what the woman wants as she said last week even though what she did is against her heart's wishes that she may not want to get far from his wife.

Deren put the steak back in his mouth while his mind and logic went to war. She does not lie if all the food on this table is very delicious and suits her taste because Violet is a smart woman to cook, “Vio, eat it! Don't think about what I said.” Mumbled Deren wirih.

Violet raised her head and looked at Deren then smiled, “You also finish this meal, I cooked it for us.” Violet also said.

Deren smiled, “I'll spend it because I'm hungry too. You also eat, let's spend this meal together.” Deren said.

Violet simply nodded and after that there was no more conversation between them just the clang of spoons, forks and plates accompanying the two people broke the silence created. After they finished finishing the meal, Violet immediately cleaned up their leftovers and food scraps while Deren knew where she had gone.

After everything was done Violet immediately went to her room and cleaned up then immediately curled up on the bed with a blanket covering her entire body to the head. Not long after that Deren walked into the room and found Violet still covering her entire body with a blanket.

Deren only stared at the bed at a glance then he went into the bathroom to clean himself up before joining in to rest his body. After coming from the bathroom he immediately joined the side of the bed next to Violet and tried to close his eyes while turning his back to Violet until after about 30 minutes Deren heard the sound of sobbing that he believed was crying it came from someone next to him. It felt like Deren turned around and hugged the girl into his arms but he didn't because he was afraid that if he did that the girl would definitely get angry or hate him to the extent that he did you can just pretend to sleep.

While Violet has since entered the room she cried in the blanket, I don't know what made her cry. This was the first time she cried here just because she heard her husband's words but she also did not know why she had to cry over her husband's words when earlier this was what she wanted to do is not interfere with each other's affairs each other which means not having rights with each other but why the moment it came out of her husband's mouth it made her sad and sick.

Violet cried in silence until Deren entered she tried to hold back her sobs because she did not want her husband to know that she was crying until after about 30 minutes her husband slept or rather she believed she was sleeping she cried again when she realized her husband was on his back. I don't know why it became a problem for him and added to his sadness when before it was not a problem for him. Does Violet love her husband?

Long Violet cried while holding back her sobbing so as not to be too loud so as not to wake her husband, the man who had made her to cry for the first time in silence after marriage.

Deren was also the one who faithfully heard Violet's cries without turning around just silently while in his brain thinking what made the girl cry. Did he make a mistake until the girl cried or did he feel that this marriage only brought sadness for him. Should he let go of the girl? The girl who was-the-go

***

As usual Violet always wakes up early or maybe Deren always pretends to wake up last just to see his wife's activities while waking up. Violet immediately prayed and Deren quietly looked at his wife and he realized there were remnants of the sign the girl was crying there.

“Ahh am I wrong still binds him in this relationship?” mumbling Deren while doing push ups in the gym.

“What should I do?” deren muttered next in frustration.

***

After the exercise Deren immediately went down and sat down at the dinner table where there were already breakfast dishes prepared but Deren looked around looking for someone.

“Master, are you looking for mistress?” ask one of the maids who saw Deren like looking for someone.

Deren nodded, “Where is he? Did you guys see it?” ask Deren.

“The lady may be in the master's room already getting ready for school because it looks like today she has to attend a meeting with some teachers.” Answer the maid.

Deren nodded in understanding, “Emm but has he had breakfast?” ask Deren again.

“Mistress is not breakfast sir but she has asked Ratih to prepare provisions for her. Sir breakfast alone because all these dishes madam who made it.” Said the maid.

Deren smiled then looked at the breakfast dish which was again his favorite dish, “What's wrong with it? It's not like him?” muttered Deren still looking at the dish before him.

“Mbak Train!” call Deren who is the chairman of his servant is heading towards him with a supply place in his hand which he believes is the provision of his wife.

“Yes sir, do you need anything?” ask me about Ratih.

“Mbak I also have supplies ready, I have to go to the office immediately because Max just called me. I'll have breakfast at the office only.” pinta Deren lied. Because Max did not call him and there is nothing important that requires him to quickly go to the office today. But somehow he felt something was lacking at breakfast alone today even though today's breakfast dish was stirring his taste. For a week even though he and Violet were quiet at home but they still had breakfast together and that has made him used to this time he is not in the mood if breakfast alone.

After saying that Deren immediately left from there and ran towards the room to make Ratih wonder what really happened to the couple who were acting strange today but he still did what requested by both of his employers.