Heart of a Woman
The Beginning of All Stories

arfa nik it's my name I live in the darkness my mother died of a heart attack and my brother committed suicide, again because of the third person, my brother left 3 children one boy 2 girls

I just turned 15 had to fight to take care of my three older siblings .

I had to work banging to eat my three older siblings and my school. arrived at this point where my boutique runs smoothly and my cafe is held by a nephew .

for my two nieces named Aqila and the image for my two nieces she is still Aqila school is still 3rd grade High School and the image of her 2nd year Junior High we live happily even though sometimes the image is often asking her dead mother as she is now she asked

".sister nik where mommy why long time no go home"

I understand that the image asks his mother because when his mother died he was a child and for Aqila and ZIKMA in already understand what has happened

therefore, when the image asks his mother, he asks me because both Aqila and ZIKMA are silent

they call me brother because they're used to it

since the death of his mother ZIKMA became a person who is cold and flat

want to be like any other I also feel pain as felt

how can I comfort him, I have my own trauma

where I see with my own eyes the people I love one by one leave me in the world .

this is my story with my three nephews.

" brother Aqila where brother ZIKMA "ask image .

"what's the question brother ziqma"

said Aqila.".

"i want to ask for permission tomorrow to work with a group here together with temen temen

" the word image ,

" sister hasn't come home yet he said he'll be home late" said aqila

^^^ Then the image began to enter the room and slammed the door while sobbing ^^^

^^^ "why everyone in this house is busy, not dear to the same image Again yes especially sister nik is now starting to rarely go home image kan kangen want spoiled "^^^

^^^Aqila who heard her brother's curses behind the door held back her tears so that her sister did not see him crying & she entered the room to give understanding to the image^^^

^^^" Deck why nangis nangis kak understand what you feel but we must understand that how kak nik struggles to support us". ^^^

^^^"maaf kak citra cuma kangen sama kak nik " itulah pembicaraan antara kak adik yg kesepian di rumah.^^^

^^^while in other places exactly in the boutique nik is busy with design that 2 more weeks want to be taken ^^^

^^^" fortunately finished" he walks by the window looking at the city at night, although his mind wanders in the past which makes him a cheerful person into a quiet and indifferent flash of old memory

^^^ which makes him unable to sleep with calm every close his eyes he always remembered with a flash of the past that incised wounds where he who was a teenager had to bear a heavy burden must look strong so as not to be seen as weak by others

^^^nik was so devastated nik who was devastated nik who lamented his fate now there is no living nik who was quiet and indifferent he used to be like that but he still had three people who were the reason so that in staying strong even though the heart feels broken to pieces ^^^^

^^^died his mother died, brother who committed suicide, lover who cheated already complete all suffering nik. ^^^

^^^ for the three nik's most quiet nephews is ZIKMA because he knows the most real problems and best understands how broken I was down I^^^

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^^^ ZIKMA will only be gentle if with his family if with others he will be otherwise^^^

^^^said Aqila"kak ziqma if angry serem and can not be controlled if there is no sister nik" because they know it^^^

^^^ either Aqila or the image does not dare to argue plus nik rarely go home if you go home can be counted with fingers ^^^

^^^.as at this time the image that had wanted permission to do group work at home Forgotten because of crying ^^^

^^^and now the theme is in front of the gate waiting for him^^^

^^^" sir please call our image the theme would like group work" ^^^

^^^ Wait for me to call "the word security^^^

after getting permission, they are allowed to enter

^^^.hari has started the night of friends image no one has returned home they are still cool in joking and also rusuh^^^

^^^^ You should go home and before going home clean your own garbage do not tell the maid because they are tired all day working" ^^

^^^^all the friends of the image also turned to the source of the sound of shock and fear that they saw the look on the face of his older brother was not pleasant to see as a result they began to want to say goodbye .^^^

^^^" then he passed into the room by slamming the door while muffling his rage so as not to snap at his sister's image, for the outside of the room either image or^^^

^^^ Aqila heard the sound of the goods being slammed until the state became silent the longer the sound the louder the sound then they headed towards the voice^^^

^^^ derived from their arrival in front of the room ^^^

then Aqila called her sister Nik

nik came and knocked on his nephew's bedroom door

" this is my brother opening the door"

after that the door opened and nik entered the room that was not shaped nik saw his nephew's feet exposed to broken glass and called Aqila to contact the doctor and rent it to occupy another room because her room will be cleaned up by the maid

after that Nik called the doctor to treat his nephew, he just kept quiet while looking at his nephew in the doctor's eye even though his mind wandered somewhere until the voice resuscitated him

" i will write a recipe that will be in the drink so that the wound will dry quickly"

said the doctor then the doctor was ready to go home nik just silent a lot that had his mind after that he told the maid to redeem the prescription of the drug

.and because it was night he told his nephew to rest to recover quickly and work again

because if he himself who handles the work will be overwhelmed now he is not alone anymore his son also needs attention

early in the morning he went to the cafe to check everything after that he went to the boutique because there were customers who wanted to meet him in person

now Nik has arrived at the boutique directly to meet people who want to meet him

they talked long enough to choose a suitable dress after it felt enough they also left

today was a tiring day after staying long enough he remembered about his nephew his mind was staring away from events like pieces of pieces that hurt him to remember

where his nephew slumped and destroyed because of the actions of an irresponsible person.