HEART OF REGIONAL CHILDREN
16. FEAR OF LOSING

Happiness now turns to sadness because today is Riri's farewell day with her co-workers. Smiles, jokes and laughter that were created yesterday are now replaced with tears ushering in separation even Alan is only able to watch through his cellphone.

“Riri's. I thought you left without saying goodbye, said a female employee.

“Come in a good way then it is mandatory to go home with the same”ucapnya while embracing the like.

“The office will be bland because we can not wash our eyes again”ucap a male employee.

“Riri's. Say thank you to everyone including Mr. Bian and my Bestie Cika. Without you my work here would not be completed. And I'm sorry if we rarely spend time together. I Love you All”ucapnya make sobs back heard.

“It's time to go back to work”ucap Bian made all wipe the tears and passed despite repeatedly looking as if he did not want to part with the Woman who is now standing next to Bian with a fake smile face.

“Bian. Boss still sleeping?”ask because he did not see his superiors.

“If you dare to enter his master room then why are you hesitant to enter his private room. At least say goodbye before returning to Samarinda”ucap Bian passed making Riri worried but still stepped into the room for six months Riri inhabit.

“Assalamu’alaikum”ucapnya repeatedly but no answer made him decide to open the door.

“Bos”had hesitated to make Alan open his eyes but still in a blanket.

“Bos. Sorry if all this time Riri often makes the Boss angry and always follow wherever the Boss goes. Excuse me. Thank you for treating me so well. Riri pamit's. Take care of the good Boss well”papnya make Alan Tears unstoppable again.

“Go and be happy with him. The pearl of Ririani Fatimah Ayubi” said he looked at the door that had just closed.

“Bos. Riri always wishes you all the best. May God soon bring the Boss together with your true love his inner” stepped away from ILA for good.

Rooms that are usually always filled with books are now not filled even if only one reason returned to their original place.

“Riri's. I'll miss you”he said hugging tightly.

“If you miss Cika to Samarinda with Bian”ucapnya Riri while glancing at the man who had witnessed the drama of the farewell friend.

“Cika can go alone”his answer made Riri laugh.

“If you don't want to be with Bian. Remember there is still my Uncle”he said made Cika cry again and hugged Riri.

“Riri can't you move here with the prospective Imammu”papnya still sobbing.

“Cika. Flying hours are coming soon. If you miss we can equally visit Riri”pucapnya make a hug end.

“Cika don't believe me. Php Sir. Yuk Riri we leave”ucapnya directly pull Riri just like that.

“Her Bian”ins cause for the first time to drag two suitcases at once.

 “Riri's. I want behind”tapnya directly in the passenger seat.

 “Cika seems to be able to schedule her inner PMS”.

“I wait for your invitation”tapnya while giving the last hug.

“Cika must come”his answer made Cika smile.

“Bian. I'm picking bestie ku”tapnya.

“Definitely. Didn't all point your boss wrong ex-Bosmu”

“Riri trusts you Bian. Riri pamit's. Take good care of yourself well”he said entered the room.

“Don't forget to contact me if it's up to” shouted Cika making it a center of attention.

The airline had spread its wings in the air making Cika back sobbing even Bian was only able to thrust countless tissue again even his car like a garbage can.

“It's true the woman was miraculous briefly laughs a minute longer cry”Batin Bian.

“Where is it?”ask over long distances

“At Home”answeresort.

“At Home. Sis not taking Kak Riri home?”his tanyakannya make Alan just silent

“Astagfirullah Brother. Daddy and Mommy let you stay because they asked to take her home. It is true Bian said . Sis weak in love affairs”his words made Alan end the call unilaterally

“Try if not my only brother I have made his sate”umpat make his parents wonder

“Your sister made another”was Mommy

“Kak didn't drop off Riri's sister. Mala stay at home”

“Truely Naughty Child does not know to forgive time”papnya while contacting Riri but is out of reach.

“Maybe Riri's brother has left. I feel like I want to speed up time to next month to pick up Alan”'s ear.

“Let the Recalcitrant do as they please. Daddy won't make it anymore” he replied making Mommy disagree.

“Daddy if we don't help him who else” replied Mommy.

Time has run so fast the invitation has spread throughout the country, the yard and house have been decorated beautifully and even the wedding dress has been displayed beautifully .Waiting for tomorrow to be her happy day.

“Starting tomorrow Nak can see the original as much as possible. So stand up to miss Nak”ucap Mom when she sees her son smile at his own while looking at photos of college

"Mothers. Hidayat had waited almost four years so one day was not a heavy thing, he replied with a face that turned sad.

“Keep what do I worry about?ask

“Hidayat was just afraid of making her cry” he said.

“Every household will be faced in the condition of love and sorrow that is important not because of double let alone play hands”answerksannya make the look of Hidayah's face more sad

“Hidayat is afraid to leave himself in a state of grief”his reply.

“Nak..Pray that Allah will bless and conduct tomorrow”

“Aamiin”ucapnya.

At the residence of Ayubi Riri sat while being given advice to housekeeping by his family even Umma to the point of not being able to hold back tears.

“Sayang. Tomorrow is your wedding day. Tomorrow your status will turn into a wife. Your paradise is in your husband..Remember unfortunately the task of a wife is not only about inner and physical needs but how a wife is able to keep Aib husband. Wife's clothes are husband's wear and vice versa . So one dirty clothes the other clothes will come dirty”papnya full of advice.

“Sayang Umma loves you so much” he continued with sobs in the arms of his son.

“Sayang. As a man we are not only concerned with how it looks but how to respect the husband. When happy becomes a reminder to stay grateful and when suffering is hit become a lesson to be patient. Appa, Umma and uncle love you very much but we do not have the right to interfere in your household matters anymore dear.”ucap Appa then switched to looking at men who had just become spectators.

“Candi” called him after Riri and Umma passed making Candi aware in his mind

“Uncle is always there for you Bee even though later Hidayat said goodbye.Remember uncle will always love you”he said seriously

“Uncle..Riri is also very fond of Uncle.Thank you for taking care of me all this time his”pap turned to the embrace of uncle who slowly rubbed his head covered with a veil.

“Candy..Riri is our son but everyone knows dear is very close to you. From childhood to adulthood, you are always with him. Sister just hope Candi remains a protector for Riri even though sister is no longer there”

“Kak. Riri is getting married tomorrow. The temple can't be like it used to be to him anymore. My job will be to switch to her husband”

“Kakak don't know.but we don't know what the future will look like. Blood is thicker than air”

“Kak.I'm afraid of losing”papnya with a face can not be guessed.