
Jihan felt something strange about her. His view of men is like branching. Moreover, lately the attitude shown by Rendy, Mario and Reyhan seems to have exceeded the limit.
“Rethink my words Jihan.” Rendy.
“Soal?” Ask Jihan.
“To be clear I'm not comfortable that you're on my division. Here there are many other divisions that you can learn.” Rendy Bright.
“Freely you said it to the frothy Rendy. I stay in my stance. I don't want to leave this division.” Said Jihan.
“Don't want to leave the marketing division or something else bothers you.?” Ask Rendy.
“I can't answer it.” Answer Jihan.
“No answer or shame to answer.” Rendy's asking intimidates.
“Privacy. It is privacy.” Answer Jihan.
“Does it have anything to do with the company? Or emotionally momentarily in person?’’ Rendy Cecar.
“What is important to you. Too far you ask.” Said Jihan.
“Already suspected?’’ said Rendy
“About?’’ Said Jihan.
“A woman is too long-winded to give a definite answer. I'm just asking you to move divisions. Surely you easily occupy the position of Director if you want to play around.” Rendy.
“You think I'm a person who's not good at fighting the tide?” Said Jihan attacking.
“Someone can be said to be clever or not everything based on the result is not the process.” Rendy.
“What is the importance of a result if the way we use does not match expectations.” Reply Jihan.
The conversation gets more intense and begins to heat up the two of them do not want to budge each other.
“What is the importance of a process. As much as anything as hard as any effort in the process if the results can not be proud for what. It's a waste of time. Exhausting.”
“That's precisely the art in the struggle.” Reply Jihan.
“Arts? No need for art in a struggle.” Reply Rendy.
“Males are always logical without caring about art or taste at all. Selfish once so human.” Reply Jihan.
“What is the importance of using feelings. Every fall while struggling when experiencing a failure or foot tripping stone problems that can be done is just a tear.” Reply Rendy.
“At least such a thing will make the atmosphere in a better state than before. No taste is held. Everything can be shed through tears and the emotional side of human nature itself.” Reply Jihan.
“Rather than wasting time, energy and also thought will be more useful we use that time to keep moving forward. Don't selfish. We also need to think about the future. It is better not to ignore the thorns that stick. Focus forward to achieve success.’’ Reply Rendy.
“No one blames if we choose to treat the pain first. If it has improved we can continue it again.” Reply Jihan who started thinking hard to beat the argument that came out of Rendy's lips.
“I've heard the phrase ‘Time Is Money’ from someone. It's so much better than we squander time just for the pain of nothing than success, success and a pride in yourself that is waiting for us at the end of the finish a struggle.” Reply Rendy.
“A process is still a process. What is the point if we get success, success and pride if the process we go through is on the wrong path.” Reply Jihan started to squeeze.
“False or true all based on the point of view of each individual who describes it.” Reply Rendy calmly against Jihan's resistance.
“You pressed me?’’ Ask Jihan.
“No. Just a little opening up your thoughts that I noticed are not the same as before.” Rendy.
“Hah? How far do you know me? We were only a few months together. That's not enough as a judgment.” Reply Jihan.
“You want me to know you longer?” Rendy asked with sharper eyes but how sharp the eyelights would not be able to penetrate the mind of Jihan who was still passionate.
Rendy got up from her seat and walked over to Jihan. Rendy sat at Jihan's desk. While continuing to stare fixedly at Jihan without turning her eyes to any corner.
“You want it?’’ Ask Rendy.
“I told you to just focus on the point. No need to be this tight.” Said Jihan starting to get annoyed with Rendy's already hot attitude.
“You want to move another division?’’ Ask Rendy again.
“You already know the answer.” Reply Jihan.
“I've guessed. (again). You still hide your feelings.’’ Rendy.
“Hah? Wh who? Me? Hide feelings?” Ask Jihan.
Rendy just nodded in response.
“Are you my uncle? My papa? My brother? My lpar? My granddaddy? My husband's? My kid? My boyfriend?’’ Asked Jihan whose eyes began to show reluctant tears coming out of her nest.
“Yang last.” Reply Rendy.
“Do not make up.” Said Jihan throwing her face off with her regret.
“Eight day again. I hope you win against all your enemies including yourself. Then I can freely breathe the air in my room without having to share it with you.” Said Rendy accompanied by her footsteps towards her desk again.
“You? What exactly is your conscience made of? The rocks? Ice? So you never think about your opponent.” Said Jihan helplessly as she dropped her already very wet tears. His eye space could no longer hold the rebellious droplets of water wanting to wet Jihan's cheeks.
“Do not cry. Since my father's departure I have most disliked seeing women crying in front of me.” Rendy.
Jihan is surprised that Rendy finds herself crying. Tubia. How to know if he is crying.
“I've told you repeatedly Rendy Sudibjo. I am a person who appreciates a process. I am currently taking a break. Please let me sweep away the trash that has filled my heart space. I want my heart to be clean from the dust that perch and make my chest feel tight.” Said Jihan.
Unable to stand the tweet coming out of Jihan's tiny lips, Rendypun turned around and approached Jihan.
“You know I'm holding myself back at the moment not to hug you.” Rendy said with her heavy voice and her trembling body.
In the midst of his despair Jihan was immediately aghast at Rendy's words. With tears still soaking his cheeks with a rush Jihan continued to look at Rendy.
“You held it?’’ Ask Jihan.
Rendy nodded back as a sign of reply. Both hands clenched.
“What is hard?’’ Ask Jihan back.
“Not easy and very difficult.” Answer Rendy.
“You feel it? (a blend of love, affection, longing, fear of loss, anxiety)” Ask Jihan.
“Since the first time we met.” Rendy.
“You're a reliable con man.” Said Jihan still in disbelief.
“I've told you I hate women the most crying in front of me. As if I were a very silly man.” Rendy.
“You still upload your arrogance. Even in front of me.” Said Jihan.
Rendy was silent for a moment. He turned his body back. Now Rendy's really sitting at her desk. He stared at the computer screen in front of him. Without meeting back with Jihan and seem to ignore the situation of Jihan.