Heart Word
5

Raindrops are able to disguise Laura's sobs, regrets that are now present are no longer useful, want to feel like turning the clock, want to feel like letting her father go bankrupt, maybe it will not be this way, luxury, luxury, a life of wealth, a respectful view of colleagues, seems to imply a life tinged with happiness. They never know, there's a screaming heart there. Invisible, but very real wounds.

Five years ago Laura felt that. At that time tucked a sense of happiness in Laura's heart, when she heard Alvin was getting married, because for two years she had been waiting for it, bored it feels to live a relationship without status. The wedding day was held, tired of waiting until nightfall, but no one picked her up there. Dissipate all hope, will he be wasted? Turns out no, at midnight Alvin visits his room, and sees Laura wearing a kebaya instead of the compliment he receives, as Alvin approaches, he ripped the kebaya and removed everything that was attached to Laura's body.

"Don't expect me to make you my legal wife, even though I've always vented my lust for you"

Only that sentence always crossed Laura's mind, cruel,,,,, that,,,,

Now that five years have passed, the situation has never changed, although since the wedding happened, Alvin has rarely visited him, but Laura can not run anywhere.

"Should I make myself pregnant? Didn't I just do it with Alvin? At least there's a child he needs to be accountable for. Wait, we always do it without safety, but why haven't I been pregnant yet? It's been five years!! There must be something to hide, I have to ask Alvin"

Tired of fighting with his mind, Laura decided to sleep, because it was late at night, at least today she did not have to wait for him, because Alvin was out of the country for a week

***

"Sir, one week after the hundredth anniversary of the great madam's death, do I need to invite Nafia?" ask Yoga to Alvin

"As far as you go, try to get the job done here before that day comes" Alvin replied

"Okay sir, excuse me"

"Wait, Yoga You can say his name, but why can't you ever say my name?"

"It was Nafia herself who asked for the master"

"Then, from now on call my name if it's just the two of us"

"Well,, Al, vin" Yogic nervously called Alvin's name because he got the murderous spotlight from Alvin's eyes

"I'll excuse you"

Yoga stepped out of Alvin's room and went to his room to rest, it had been three days they were there because their project was experiencing obstacles, luckily Yoga and Alvin are smart people who master the situation and are able to turn things around, so that the problem can be quickly resolved.

This is where Alvin is now, leaning against the balcony railing of his room, his gaze far out of nowhere, no matter what he has in mind now. He just wants to be alone.

***

"What do you want to order?" ask Fia to one of Aira's customers

"The same vegetable dish Sweet tea one meal here, keep two complete fried rice in the wrap" he replied

"Wait a minute now"

"Bu Aira where, tumben do not guard stalls?"

"Still to the market equally father, this is the same lontong mas tea, fried rice I made first"

"You what's his name?"

"Mas nafia"

It turns out this woman is always in the talk of mothers, but like never married, is she really a widow? he murmured in the heart

"My name is Albiansyah, call me Bian"

Because it was still very early in the morning, the stalls were still not too crowded, so they could talk freely.