HEARTFELT
Wither Before Growing

"Well how about a Muslim woman, why not marry a non-Muslim, it's the rule of the State or the rule of the scriptures as well?" ask tin.

"It is not the rule of government but the rule of God as the supreme law for Muslims in the Qur'an" Panlanov explained.

As a student of the Faculty of Sociology Timah is very interested in the laws and rules that bind a social society.

"it's Interesting .. Can you name the article on your religion that regulates the marriage of Muslim women?" ask Tin.

"Vile women for vile men, and vile men for vile women, whereas women are good for good men and men are good for good women" Panlanov read the Qur'an letter an nur verse 26.

"This verse affirms that good women should not be married to bad men, or vice versa bad women should not be married to good men, even though they are the same as Muslims, let alone married to Muslim men" Panlanov explained.

"Who is in charge of judging and determining who is good and who is evil?" ask Tin.

Panlanov is shocked to get an unexpected question from the lead.

"The parents and guardians" Panlanov replied briefly.

"Hmmm that means there is very little chance that you Muslims will marry non-Muslim women, right?" ask Tin.

"It is very clear that it is impossible to qualify if the woman or man wants to convert" Panlanov said.

"Yes, in Russia it was so but they were obliged to convert to the orthodox cross" Tin remembered the state of his parents who separated because of differences in belief.

"Oh may god" lamented the lead in the heart.

It was a very hard time when he had to bury the hope that had just arisen, the very hope of living with Panlanov, he said, but it was a must for him to bury because if they were married the State and the Orthodox Church would force Panlanov, embrace orthodox Christianity or divorce Tin, he said, can Tin imagine if it happens then Panlanov will choose his religion Islam.

"Don't forget if you've reached me" Panlanov pinta.

"What." said Timah aware of his daydream.

"City .. You daydream" said Panlanov.

"What..? Giza?. my name is not Giza" said tin.

"I am sorry, I am too .. I look at you as if looking at someone, he has a similar face to you" Panlanov said nervously.

"Pa.. Who the hell is Giza? Is he Russian? would you tell it to Tinah" pinta Timah heart.

In Russia people are usually very uncomfortable if asked personal problems, not even rarely they will be offended if asked personal things.

"I can only tell it to someone who is a close friend. Will you be my friend" Pinta Panlanov.

"May, tin is willing to be your close friend" said tin.

"OKs.... Giza is my little friend, she is not Russian but she is Indonesian, just like me" Panlanov explained trying to avoid Timah's gaze.

Panlanov's eyes were red like there were tears reminiscing, fortunately they did not sit face to face so Timah could not see Panlanov's sad face.

"It turns out you are from Indonesia, continue to pan" commented Timah spirit.

"His face does look like you Tin, the difference is that giza's posture is not as high as tin, nor is her hair blonde" Panlanov said.

"My hair is blonde because in this shampoo, the original is also black kok Pan" commented Timah.

"No he is not a wife but a new wife" Panlanov explained.

"Ooooh" Timah's reaction was shocked to hear.

His mouth was gaping, his eyes were bulging, then his hands were covering his face with both hands.

"Fatimah Ibrahimova" arrived there was a voice of a speaker calling the name Timah.

"Let's call you" Panlanov said.

"It's time we parted ways" the tin booze was almost inaudible.

It feels like tin dreams really enjoy his togetherness with Panlanov, togetherness that is only a moment but has been very happy as if they have been together for many years.

The silent atmosphere suddenly turned busy, the noise and noise of passengers, who would continue the journey was seen in the crowd of Vnukovo International Airport. 

The cold air that had not been felt now felt pierced through the heart, freezing his heart that had melted, when the separation had come. Where there is a meeting, there must be a farewell. 

All passengers and families are in the entrance lobby of Vnukovo Airport, as in command of the unison stand, not least Tin and Panlanov.

Before check in departure, the kangen-kangen ritual of the family is done to release the departure of one of the families to Dubai.

The tin opened both his arms gesturing, so that Panlanov would embrace him. Panlanov responded by wrapping his hands around the waist Tin, the ritual of kissing the forehead, pasting the left cheek and sticking the right cheek was done.

"Ooo boy . I like you" whispered Timah.

"Me too" replied Panlanov.

"I hope we will meet again in the future" Panlanov continued.

"Yes the same hope" said lead after Panlanov released his embrace.

"Maybe Panlanov have the same feeling" thought the lead upon hearing Panlanov's longing statement.

Chek in departure round Tin began to step towards the plane, which is where the heart of Tin pounding fast. Because the farewell has come. Once the Tin turned their eyes back together, Panlanov's face was clearly visible with a view that hinted at a very deep burden of longing.

"Good way, don't forget to tell Panlanov when you get to the destination" Panlanov waved his hand.

"Goodbye pan, don't forget me" asked Timah.

The airport is one of the most beautiful and romantic places in the world. The airport offers a million flavors. Happy, sad, haru, disappointed all present into one.  Airports always bring the emotional side of everyone washed away with time.  Countless movies take the airport setting as one of the shooting locations, as well as video clips of several songs.

Likewise with Timah and Panlanov, who unexpectedly have a match, and tie each other's emotions at the airport, yes the airport always has an exotic corner for a scene of togetherness, separation, and mutual love, a loving meeting and a heart.

“Splitting is a sweet sadness, because I have to say goodbye until tomorrow comes,” Juliet told Romeo in a novel by William Shappare.

Along with his departure for the plane, Timah feels Panlanov's presence in his heart brings a joyful feeling but he must also erode the hope of being with Panlanov.

Tinah remembers the words of Marsa who has acted as a matchmaker as well as a special spiritual advisor on love affairs.

"THE MAN WE LOVE IS NOT NECESSARILY MARRIED, WHILE THE MAN WE MARRY WILL BE LOVED"

"Let his love for Panlanov luyu before it develops" a steady determination of lead - all his determination continues to step towards the plane.