Helena's Love Debt
95. Fear

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With a breath of gnawing Helena managed to grab Erfan's hand which made their steps stop, Helena smiled as Erfan turned to her.

"Sister Erfan, listen to my explanation first, I beg you!" pinta Helena really meant it.

"For what your explanation is, there's no connection whatsoever between us." Erfan replied releasing Helena's hand that held his hand.

"Please listen to me first, maybe this is one of the reasons I don't dare to accept you." Helena bowed, now she has to say everything to Erfan and also has to accept her decision later.

Erfan stopped his steps and turned to Helena who was still down.

"Okay, comein!" erfan replied, making Helena try to smile at him with haru. Helena got in the car, looking for a place to talk.

Erfan drove his car slowly, occasionally seeing the look on Helena's face was sad, what was really with the boy. Until finally Erfan stopped near the beach restaurant and they had lunch Erfan thought.

Erfan down first followed by Helena as well, the beach breeze hit his face as well as his hair that was blown by the wind to wave.

"Do you want lunch?" hag Erfan was immediately answered by Helena

"Not just me I'm waiting there." Helena walked first without waiting for her answer, Erfan followed Helena's steps

"He's your brother?" Helena nodded confirming Erfan's conjecture, sitting on a chair facing the sea that looked sparkling blue during the day.

"She had autism until she was in the hospital,"

"Why did he get autism?" erfan asked again to make Helena shrug her own shoulders because she did not understand the illness suffered by her sister.

"That's why many doctors have examined her but they can't give an accurate answer they suspect because my mother gave birth in old age, my mother is very selfish just thinking about herself." Helena smiled wryly looking in front of her eyes implying sadness.

"Why do you say that about your mother?"

"Because from the beginning the doctor had warned her the risk of giving birth at her age but, she still insisted on giving birth to Zaren." Helena held back her cries. "it was only to establish her position within uncle Tara's family."

"Don't tell your mom like that, maybe she has a reason to do all that."

"You don't know he did the same to me, he left me and my father just for his greed, look at my brother's victim of his greed as well." helena's heart felt so sore because it remembered all the realities of her life.

"Until my father died he didn't come back at all but I'm now an adult able to protect myself, then what about Zaren he's still a kid." Helena looked up unwilling to drop tears, but still came out quickly she wiped at the corner of her eyes

"Let's go I'm done, lunchtime's over."Helena smiled telling Erfan that she was fine.

Erfan who had been listening to her heartless, fragile body was holding so much weight in his life, Erfan pulled Helena's hand into his embrace"

"I'm sorry, because of me, you opened the wound in your heart again." Erfan's embrace was really his weakness, Helena bit her lips held back in tears.

"It's okay, I'm fine." Helena hugged him back.

"really? Do you accept me now?" seductive Erfan made Helena laugh. He released a hug and saw Erfan's face fixed.

"Don't worry Luna and I are with you, Luna's blessing is the most important of all."

"Really!" Helena seemed to not believe Erfan's expression just now.

"Of course let's get out of here you can catch a cold." Erfan took off his coat and put it on Helena who was still staring at him

"What's wrong?"

"Sir thanks!" Helena hugged him with relief, as she was not hated due to her gloomy background.

Thank you, brother, I am so happy because of you!

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Helena walked down the path they were treated to a very beautiful sea view with Erfan who continued to grip her hands.

Until he got into the car and returned to the office but Erfan did not release his hand and clasped tightly.

"Ehem why does my hand feel like something's stuck up?" seductive Helena felt like her hands were already sweating because from earlier grasped by her.

"Why don't you like me holding your hand?" reply Erfan suddenly looked annoyed

"No I didn't say that."Helena threw a glance out the window by hiding her smile

"I don't feel safe."

Cih what kind of reason is sister, you can't give up, stupid.

"Have you picked up Luna?"

"Anton picked her up." Throughout the journey Erfan did not stop holding Helena's hand until he reached the office he still did not release his hand.

"Sir, we're here." Helena wants out but Erfan's hand prevents her.

"I know!" answer him casually. "Give me a present first."

"Gift?" Helena confused herself what gift Erfan meant.

Erfan pulled Helena's hand until their faces were facing each other so closely. What the hell do you want to do, brother! plus Erfan pulled the bend Helena so that she could not dwell.

Erfan approached Helena's face and landed a kiss on her forehead for a long time which made Helena gawk for not expecting it.

Erfan stared fixedly at Helena's reddened face, Why does she look so cute if embarrassed like this? Erfan rubbed his cheek a few times.

"Here my brother goes first." Helena bowed in embarrassment and got out of the car with a little run. Erfan smiled at her so funny behavior