
After a few months of calm, another miracle happened in my life. Yep, miracle, because Rhea is contracting faster than she should. Not even nine months of gestational age, he has experienced contractions at midnight. Yeah, I thought it was good luck because I was happy, which meant I could more quickly figure out the real facts about the status of the child in Rhea's womb.
I know I'm selfish, I shouldn't think like that, because it's the same way I want that innocent baby to suffer from being born prematurely. The baby is innocent. But how else, I want to prove that it's not my son. Despite the Holy word he would not have disputed that at all. Even if the baby was my biological child, he said he would love the child as much as his own. And I believe it, but still, I wish that child wasn't my real son.
At midnight that night, almost twelve in the evening, Mama Rhesmi kept calling my phone number. However, since I was already asleep in my sleep, it was Holy that woke up and he answered the phone. Mama Rhesmi is in a state of panic and reports that Rhea is having contractions. Saints who panic too quickly wake me up.
"Why?" I panicked when I was still very sleepy. I thought something happened to the Saints. "Your stomach hurts?"
He shook his head quickly. "We have to go to the hospital now, ma'am."
"Geez, what's wrong with you?"
"Not me, but-"
"Keep what? Who?" cut me.
"Mbak Rhea's. Contractions. We'll get him now."
I was suddenly lazy. "Can't you catch up tomorrow morning?"
"Buck...." The saint had already come down from the bed. "Don't do that. Poor thing. It's already night. It is difficult to find a taxi. Let's get up..," he said long while tugging at me.
Inevitably I forced myself out of bed and took my jacket, put it on and grabbed my car keys and wallet. Similarly, Suci who just took a jacket, let her pajamas wrapped inside, then we immediately went to pick up Rhea and her mother, took her to the hospital.
"You're so happy, anyway?" holy Reprimand when I finish the hospital administration. Holy came with me because he couldn't believe that I was doing it alone. He was afraid that I would not do something that he thought was my duty as the person responsible for the baby.
I'm just smiling. Really, how could I not be happy if this moment finally came too. I even asked the hospital to check the blood type of the child as soon as he was born, and, also, did a DNA test between me and the baby.
I know Rhea's blood type. I hope I don't have to wait for the DNA test results to come out, just in case the child's blood type isn't the same as mine or Rhea's blood type, then the DNA test doesn't need to be done.
"Excuse me, Sir. Father's wife asked the Father to accompany her in the delivery room."
I want to shout it out loud. Why, after all, does he have to do that? It's too late to get my attention! So confident, is he with the love I had? Do you wish that love still existed? Will spring again? It will never!
"Sorry, Sister. But I am not her husband. If she does not want to give birth by herself, yes, no need to give birth. Let him be in pain."
The sister said nothing but excuse me, and then she left. Good, not his authority to convey anything as an inducement to me.
To be sure, everyone looked at me dumbfounded. Especially Mama Rhesmi. But really, I didn't mean to hurt her. But he said nothing, he went straight into the delivery room to advise his son.
"Mas..," said the Saint.
I know he wants to persuade me. "No, Yang. Whatever you say. The only woman I'm going to accompany in the delivery room is you. My wife's. Not another woman."
"But, Mom...."
"Sorry, but this time I won't obey you."
"Please, I don't want you to regret it later. Would help?"
"Whatever. Instead, I will regret later if you are not the only woman I accompanied during childbirth, especially not the first. You understand that?"
Sacred crying. Too soft of heart and feelings. "Can't you do that for his son? For son? I'm afraid she'll do anything, or her son...."
"Be quiet. As a mother, if she was affectionate and compassionate towards the child, she would give birth to him unconditionally. Don't rebuke me anymore!"
Sacred speechless.
"God! It's still a good thing I want to come here and take care of it! Fucking woman!"
He's put my mood back down.