Housewife
Gestation

After everything developed, the good deeds one by one approached, the people who had been ignoring came one by one until finally Sisi was introduced by her husband to her husband's college friend, Ria his name, Ria, with all the sweet words of her husband's best friend, Sisi was persuaded to follow all the business offered by Ria, and Ria fled somewhere to leave Sisi with all the problems that exist.

Sisi who at that time was pregnant with a third child, pacing back and forth to the police station coupled with pressure after pressure came to change, both from social sanctions, and from social sanctions, her personal life was disturbed and she was always alone only accompanied by her children to the police station, her husband seemed to leave his hands without doing anything.

Cry after cry she experienced with sadness, this is a great tragedy in her life, everyone blames her, only the prayer of mama Sisi lha who always makes Sisi excited, she said, her husband who is always indifferent and does not care about her is increasingly indifferent, the condition of Sisi who is pregnant does not make her husband flinch, her husband's mouth is getting dirty and many times evict Sisi, Sisi, The side faces a very severe dilemma.

Day after day he went through praying and trying, only his son needed him now.

"I have to be strong" her inner voice said

the food prepared by her as untouched by her husband, even her husband deliberately bought a pack of rice and after work ate the rice alone, it did for days months or even years.

until one day, when at night, her husband came home, as usual because he could not hit Sisi, her husband venting on their son, Sisi's son was strangled to a cough, Sisi's son was strangled, the women were beaten so much, and finally Sisi gave up on the state of their household.

Sisi also wanted to ventured to tell his family, but before that Sisi came to his father's tomb alone and screamed and cried at the navel of his late father.

" Papa, pick up Sisi Pa" cried his inner voice at that moment

when he saw his mother crying, both Sisi Qira and Zou always pat Sisi on the back and caress him, the two children always do so when they see his mother crying, while stroking the child in the stomach, Sisi began to smile while looking at his son...

" We must be happy, son, can definitely be happy, brother and sister continued mother and mother "

"mom, we live foursome yok, sister can not stand the same father" while continuing to cry in front of the navel of the deceased father side they embrace tightly, hugging, at once Sisi saw his father's belly button and realized that he had to do something for the sake of his son.

"ayo, we are eager to live a happy life, we must find a way yes brother, brother and brother are patient yes"

The adek was born with full drama, 2 days waiting for the opening after the opening felt very heavy, until finally the doctor decided to do surgery...

while in the PK room, while enduring the pain of contraction after contraction, Sisi was approached by her husband, who seemed to be waiting but did not want to wait, indifferent and as if he did not care, she said

"let's give birth, later the room ration is abis, so the number is not covered by insurance anymore "

Sisi also cried bitterly, his heart was sick and very depressed, the doctor and the nurse heard this, a nurse came to Sisi strengthen and join in crying with Sisi.

Then Sisi's mother came and saw the state of her son, and the doctor also required Sisi to perform a cesarean section, at once her husband was confused not to give an answer, and the doctor also required Sisi to do a cesarean section, and finally mama Sisi also gave an answer with the cost will be borne entirely by mama Sisi.

the saddest thing is when the in-laws play cat kelingan not for a second see Sisi hospital even play hide and seek to pick up the brother and brother in front of the mosque only.

However, due to these events, Sisi's heart became vengeful and hardened, during the operation, his mind floated and asked for forgiveness to Allah SWT, until finally the baby's cry broke his dream, Sisi was sobbing, happy cries but accompanied with tears of sorrow spill all her pain all this time.