How To Marry You ?
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Yesterday Sandra had just picked up her only child Rapot at school, she was grateful Xander got the first rank in her class.

Plans for a vacation to Italy are postponed, Alex apologizes to Sandra and their only son, he regrets it.

Benedict, who had initially granted permission for the holiday, asked Alex to cancel it, arguing that there was work to be done in America.

I don't know what kind of job, which is obviously not just Alex invited, Fernando and Robert as well.

Sandra and her son can only provide understanding, but Benedict compensated for a vacation package to one of his private islands with Natasha.

That afternoon Sandra and her son visited Natasha's house to discuss their vacation plans.

"Sha, would you like to accept Benedict's offer of a vacation to his private island?"sandra asked when she had just walked into her best friend's house.

Natasha invited him to sit first on the living room sofa, "if what do you think?"askalanya.

Sandra looked at her son, as if asking for an opinion, "it's up to you, Xander goes where you go," the teenager said.

"sha Lo has never been on a vacation to Ben's private island, about exciting?"ask Sandra.

Natasha was silent for a moment, she was thinking, then looked at the woman with one child, "if it makes the honeymoon exciting, but if for us-we who do not like culinary delights,"

The three were silent with their respective minds, until Xander spoke up first, "aunty, how about we go around the island of Java?"tusky.

Sandra and Natasha looked at each other, then smiled widely, both compactly nodding their heads.

Finally it was agreed the three would travel around the island of Java for two weeks using a private car.

But they also agree to keep secrets from Alex and his best friend, could fail his plan.

The three decide to leave after Alex leaves for America.

There was a desire to invite Sinta, but did not want to be discovered Rama, as a result they undo it.

The day before Alex left, the man took a day off, so he could spend the day with his girlfriend and son.

Early in the morning after dawn, the three ran early in the morning around the complex, and ended up walking to a traditional market not far from the complex.

The plan is they will cook together, an activity they have not done for a long time, given Alex's busyness.

They were like a happy little family, a young couple who had a teenage son.

Finished with the business of shopping at the Market, they had stopped by for breakfast chicken porridge on the way home.

Upon arrival at home, Sandra starts cooking, while Alex and Xander clean the house, the three work together to finish the job.

"How long in America?"xander asked as they were watering plants in a small garden near the terrace.

Alex shook his head, "don't know, depending on Ben, why?"askalanya.

"Did you celebrate Christmas there?"ask the teenager to make sure.

Alex was silent for a moment, he knew his son's intention to ask that question, but he chose not to answer, he did not want this day to end with a debate.

Until the watering activities are over, and Sandra asks one of them for help, Alex is still silent.

As the cooking matures, Sandra takes the rice and side dishes to Alex first, then to her son and finally to herself.

There is no meaningful chat, just a discussion about the dishes they are enjoying.

After the meal, the trio watched a movie in the living room while enjoying ice cream, a film recommended by Xander.

The film, which was released at the end of the year two thousand twelve, with a duration of one hour and a half, tells about the relationship of different beliefs.

At first the three were ordinary, but the longer Alex began to get upset, the situation was almost the same as him and Sandra, just upside down.

Sandra is a Muslim while she is non-Muslim, Alex who knows what kind of ending the film chose to turn it off, then throw her remote into the wall beside the TV, until the rectangular object was destroyed.

Not much to say, Alex got up leaving Sandra and her son, heading to the room.

Sandra did not expect Alex to get angry just because of the movie, she was a little surprised when the man threw the remote.

"you were intentional?"tanyanya to the son of his puppet.

Xander shrugged his shoulders no matter, the teenager tidied up the destroyed remote and threw it in the trash.

While Sandra cleaned the ice cream container and brought it to the kitchen.

"Ma, Xander asked?"

Sandra cleared her throat while washing her hands.

Xander told me about a question that had not been answered by his father when they were watering plants in front.

"Are you guys going to stay like this?"tanyakanya.

"Ma, until when will mom be the same papa? Do you not feel guilty about living the life you are living?"ask the fourteen-year-old next year.

Sandra was silent, she herself was confused as to how.

Seeing the silence of the woman who gave birth to him, Xander again spoke, "we've discussed it ma, Xander does not matter if we live in a small rented, as long as our lives are calm, and mama does not sin continuously, is my mom tired? Xander, as your son, felt responsible for this,"

"ma, after my father's return from America, there must be a decision between the two of you, Xander does not want to keep this up," after saying so, the teenager chose to go into his room.

Sandra let out a tired sigh, to be honest she was confused, what to do, if she left her lover, would that man be okay? if anything happens, he will live his life with guilt.

He decided to go into his room, he just wanted to know what the man was doing.

Sandra opened the room door, finding the man sitting while holding his laptop.

It's good to see Alex doing well,

Sandra sat next to her lover, she played her phone, there was no conversation between the two lovebirds.

Minutes passed, no one ever spoke, Sandra herself confused what to do, she also did not intend to apologize about the behavior of their son alone puppet, the fact is that he and his lover are different.

Alex closes his laptop and puts it in the cabinet, the man goes into the bathroom.

Sandra decided to lie on her side, and put her phone on her pillow.

A hand hugged him from behind, "i will definitely miss you," whispered the man.

Sandra turned around, facing her lover, "I think you're angry,"

"don't talk about it" Alex refused.

Sandra had expected that the man would avoid sensitive conversations between them.

"Lex, after you come home from America, I'm asking you to give me reassurance, where we're going, where our relationship is going,"

"where are you going? We'll always be with Sa,"

Sandra lay on her back, she stared at the ceiling of her room, "we can't stay like Lex, everything has to come to an end, it's for our and Xander's good,"

"Sa, I remember, once agreed to follow your faith, did you not forbid me,"

"Lex, being a convert is not just a matter of testimony, but then having to go through all the orders and stay away from the ban, can you be like that?"ask Sandra gently.

In his belief, there is a ban on khamr, but Alex even collect it, even his visit to Italy also to hunt for intoxicating drinks.

Sandra is not sure if the man wants to throw away all collections of khamr that come from various countries and brands.

"If so, we're like this, hasn't our relationship been all right?"

Sandra again lay on her side facing her lover, she touched the man's jaw, "but I can't keep going like this, I want to stop,"

Alex sighed, "do you want to go back to your ex-husband?"

Sandra shook her head, "if we split up, I decided to live only with my son, I wouldn't marry, or be in a relationship with any man, she said, because I'm not sure if I can make my heart for a new relationship,"

"Then how am I?"alex began to get emotional.

"you go on with your life, maybe marry a woman of one faith and form a family you can also have children" Sandra replied without daring to look into the eyes of the man before her.

"you think I've never tried? I tried Sa, before you came back, but it never works, I love you too much, I always remember you,"

Alex got up and sat down cross-legged to his girlfriend, "Sandra try to teach me, how to get rid of my love for you? Tell me how, so that I can release you," he said in a voice that began to rise.

He breathed his coarse breath, "oh I know, the only way to get rid of it, I die! that way you can get away from me, too,"

Sandra glared, surprised by the man's words, she got up and looked at her lover intently, "do you realize what you're saying?"

Alex smiled wryly, "yes I'm aware, fully aware, it's better that I die instead, so that you can escape me, with me dead, you can escape me,"

"And after you die, me and Xander will go through life feeling guilty, is that what you want?"ask Sandra not to lose.

"you will be happy if I die Sandra, you will marry a man of one faith according to your and Xander's expectations,"

"Alex are you deaf, I said if I wasn't with you, I would just live with my son, there wouldn't be another man after you,"

"then don't leave me, we should always be together, and stop talking about faith, I'm sick of hearing it,"

Sandra knew it was going to end like this, Alex couldn't possibly abandon the faith he had embraced as a child.

Any discussion of this will end with no certainty of the clarity of their relationship.

What should Sandra do?