Humiliation Neighbor Julid
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I also read that fortunately there were no casualties in the fire.

And the one that burned was also not the whole of his factory, just the storage part of the goods that were burned.

There were 5 cars of firefighters deployed and also the fire department arrived on time so that the fire had not been spread widely.

But still, if the warehouse is burning then they still will not be able to work, more precisely what will they do?

I read the name of the factory, how surprised I was when I read the name of the factory and it turned out that it was the factory where the host worked.

My inner jeez.

I went straight into the house.

As usual, if my husband is in the night then I will sleep a long time and wake up too must be a long time.

This morning I woke up at seven o'clock, I heard outside the sound of my neighbors huddling again.

Because of the location of our room in front of them, their voices were heard very clearly from our room.

"The factory fire where I work, so for a while all employees are released for an unspecified time" said the host to other friends.

Huh the address more and more often in my inner insinuation. How not? She still works every hour insinuating me when I get home from work, especially when she's unemployed? Could be every second I'll be their Bullyan material.

It turns out my gut feeling was never wrong.

Since he lost his job, the time to gossip became more and more.

Even every day from morning until night they gossip, go home just to eat and put their children to sleep.

Can there be people like them in this world? Why did God also create people who have traits like them?

God, why am I even wronged and doubted the greatness of God? Say it in my heart

I'm sorry God has blamed You and doubted your greatness, I know if this can all happen because of God's intervention, god wants me to be stronger in life.

With God presenting problems in my life, the meaning of God believes I can pass it all.

I don't know how many days they insinuate me with the word spicy and insult me.

I've begun to be immune and resilient hehehehe.

I got a notification from my social media account that the logo is blue, when I clicked it turns out the serli asked for my number.

Then I sent my no wa to her.

After a long time we did not communicate, today we have started to compact again.

Until a few days later he came to my contract to play .

But while at home, Serli was confused because he heard that I was insinuated by them.

Finally I started to acknowledge what was really going on, he also asked me to move to the area where his boarding house was.

For now, if my husband is busy working, I will go to Serli's boarding house.

It turns out that Serli is no longer working, he is now unemployed and in need of a job.

I began to compact again with her, even we often make arrangements to cook. Sometimes we do it in my contract and sometimes at her boarding house.

My husband never forbade me from being friends with anyone. As long as I feel comfortable and unharmed then he will always deliver wherever I ask.

One year or so of never seeing each other again made us have a lot of things to say.

A lot of changes have happened to both of us.

"Eh, remember you, we watched the Wali band concert as boys?" Say it while laughing.

While smiling "God we used to be very naughty" said the serli while trying to remember things our memories first.

"The bad guy is you, I'm just your victim" I said in self-defense but kept laughing

"Yes really, remember not every Sunday night I had a guy acquaintance who would take us for a walk?" Ask the serli while showing a curious facial expression

"Hahahaha try to remember, how many guys we make comfortable then we reject their love and we stay right? If you remember that, I feel guilty.

There are even some guys who deliberately only we benefit to take us for a walk" while smiling I try to re-enact my absurd memories with him first.

"A long time ago we were beautiful, we were still slim and petite. Unlike now, we are both swollen.

Even earlier times were more plump you, but why am I fatter than you, Gabriel?" Said the serli while hitting my arm.

"If you're not married and have children, it feels like you want to go back to the past with you" he continued.

"Udah, thank you for what happened. Think of past memories as a lesson for us so that we grow up again in life."

I don't feel like I know who started the dluan, I started to tell the sadness of what I'm going through now.

I didn't want to tell anyone my story, but my heart can't be lied to.

"My mouth may say I don't care what their insults are to me, but my heart says something else. I've had too much alone, it even feels like my chest is getting crowded" finally my tears can no longer be weathered and spilled.

"Every day I have to deal with TOXIC people like them. Even I had to pretend to be deaf when they insulted me. I'm not that strong, brother" continued me while continuing to cry bitterly.

In my embrace, then in his calm "gakpapa nangis aja, I understand how you feel. I have to admit that you were very strong." His words calm me "physically and your mind is very strong. You've always been healthier than me who's been sick from childhood. Even your mind is much stronger than your physique. I'm not even sure if I'm in your position right now"

Not the more calm I was even more sobbing hearing every word in his words.

"I was devastated, devastated, but had to keep pretending to be okay in front of everyone.

Even my family's economy has been tested for two years. Now my only encouragement is my son sis" I said again

"People like them will not be long, soon also get karma. The point is you have to continue living your life.

Don't mind their comments and insults, show that you are more qualified and happy so you are not as level with them" said brother Serli to me

I wiped away my tears, I felt a little relieved that I had shared a little of my story with others, so I didn't have to hold it alone anymore.

Life is a journey to go through, no matter how bad the road is.

There will be rainbows after the rain. There will be happiness after suffering.

I believe that every prayer of a person who earnestly asks God for help will receive strength beyond what he has imagined.

Everyone must have their own sadness, different people then different ways of life.

Be thankful and rely on God at every step of the way.

Not forever can we live our lives with passion. Sometimes there are certain situations and conditions that make the spirit in us suddenly evaporate. In times like that we usually need to recharge ourselves, replenish the motivation tanks that were almost empty with little energy to return to action.