
CHAPTER 79
Pamela saw the honesty and sincerity of a pair of blue sapphire Leonard eyeballs, a woman who was so weak would persuade this not necessarily respond positively to her husband's request.
Pamela will be firm on her stance, she chooses away from Leon's life. Past wounds are not easy to treat let alone eliminate the imprint.
“Master Leon, we can start living each other, I'll start living from scratch with El. Thank you for giving all the attention and facilities for us”, replied Pamela, at once Leon increasingly clasped his woman's hand.
“You mean? Each?”, this man's jaw twitches holding back the irritability and heaviness in the chest.
Whether what each of them meant by Pamela, is it possible to live in a marriage that has a different space like this? A Leonard wouldn't do it, enough he's been apart for months and it's been excruciating.
Or
Each with different status, different ties, and only connected to Donatello Xavier? No, that's not what Aleandro Leonard wants. Bringing Pamela back to Spain, to the mansion as wife and mother of El was her main goal.
“I will not close any access for the Torres family to meet El”, shakes Pamela's voice, the corner of her eyes glances at EL on the bed.
“Of course it doesn't cover anything, because I'm his father, he's my son Pamela. You want to take him away? Away from me?”, Leon who was originally able to be patient, is now getting lured by anger, pitched hard and clutching the back of his wife's hand firmly.
“Despite Tuan”, reply Pamela who is against her husband, “My hand hurts”, grimacing feeling the strong palms of Leon.
“Pamela, what should I do? You know, I took many classes with psychologists and learned how to be a good parent, and true due to too strong grip, Pamela's hands reddened.
“I'm the same Sir. Mrs Torres, uumm mom provides a special psychologist in this mansion, I know Mr. Leon's family very well, always trying to make the wound closed, but...........
“What? Butwhat? Say !!!!”, Leon is eager to vent what he feels right now, he is not used to rejection.
Only Pamela, the woman who rejected him, the woman who wants to get away from him and choose to live out there without any relationship with Leon.
“But, for these months I couldn't do it, the wound remained gaping...........I used to have a little feeling for her but over time all was blown away by the wounds given”, Pamela's mind remained wounded. Being by Leon's side is not easy, he doesn't want to get hurt again for the umpteenth time.
“I think you still need recovery time, I will give you a lot of time, and you remember Pamela, I will definitely take you guys home to Spain”, asserted Leon, rushing out of the room, he said, and entering the gym, he wanted to take off everything in his chest, vent his emotions.
While in the room, Pamela sleeps curled up to accompany El who is also sound. Staring fixedly at the little baby's face, Pamela felt not a good mother, unable to give what El needed.
“Forcuse mama EL, maybe selfish mama and mama is very sure El will one day understand why mama took this decision”, the corner of Pamela's eyes let out her tears that dripped freely.
Was it in the end that the victim was El? The newborn baby will not feel the affection of both parents as a whole. Didn't El and Pamela get through it so far, the pregnancy period he lived alone without the presence of a Leon.
Pamela still admits the blood relationship between El and Leon is so strong, this baby is even waiting for her father to arrive, new easily born into the world.
“El dear daddy?”, Pamela asked her son. “Sure El should be dear, but sorry mama can not give what El mau”, not power to resist crying.
See if Leon is next to her just makes Pamela even more hurt?.
In a special sports room, Leon hits a hard punching bag, his fist still too strong to vent all. Although Pamela refused, Leon did not care and would not give up on the answer that came out of Pamela's lips.
“D**, Pamela. Why reject me?”
BUGH
“I'll make sure you two come home with me”
BUGH
BUGH
Alonso who accompanied Leon only saw pity on his master, Alonso knew how hard the struggle of a Leonard changes bad habits and all his bad qualities. Even have to be willing to miss manahan, for the sake of giving comfort to the wife.
This personal assistant could not have imagined if Mr. Leon had truly separated from Pamela, what his life would be like, living his day.
“Master, you have more than an hour of practice”, Alonso warned.
“Hem”
“One week ahead there is no important schedule right? Put it all back, I want to stay longer here”
“B-good Mr. Leon”
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In Leon's room, seeing the two precious people in his life, two successful people make his days colorful and somersaults.
El and Pamela won't let go, no matter how you make Pamela come back, now Leon makes sure he only gives the best for his wife and child.
Leonard won't force Pamela back anytime soon, “Maybe you need more time, I can give her Pamela, as long as we don't legally split”
Nothing in Torres' family history of separation, none of his family members failed to foster domestic relations. No child lives apart from their father or mother.
His fate is a little good because both parents are very supportive of him back with Pamela, his parents' relationship with his wife is very good, does not rule out the possibility of Pamela will melt by itself.
“You can't go Pamela”
“We're tied to each other, El won't have a father other than myself”
“I am home to you, and you are my home Pamela. I won't let my house go”
Tightly as Leon looked at his son and wife, he also saw a trail of dried up tears. “Do you cry?”, muttered Leon trying to remove the trail.
Unintentionally disturbing the two's comfortable sleep, El first wakes up and cries, until Pamela wakes up and the two pairs of eyes are locked to each other.
“Leon?”
“Hem?”
“Can you get rid of your hands? El nangis”
“Ah yes, certainly Pamela. Let me help”, try to find an opportunity to help Pamela sit down and ease her son's cries.
Leon leaves the two, gives Pamela comfort while breastfeeding, she does not want to be expelled for the umpteenth time, and Leon chooses to wash and remove the sweat attached.
...TBC...