
Yura scattered her body into the arms of her husband. Her heart kept screaming that her husband would not be called God at this time. Evan blinked his eyes as he felt the weight on his chest." Baby!" muttered Evan.
Yura raised her face looking at the handsome face of her husband that looked very pale." Can't I know your true condition? don't you think I'm your wife again, huh?"
"At that time you were pregnant and gave birth. I don't want to make you sad when our twin baby needs her mother's affection so much. Are you still feeding them."
"If you don't have the heart for me because I'm going to think, then why do you always mention death to me?"
"To mentally prepare you so that when I die, your heart doesn't really feel my loss." Evan's words made Yura even more roared.
"I'm sorry Evan. Please don't leave us. Our baby needs you. I can't raise them without you by my side. Fight your disease. Can't you fight for us. I'll hate you if you give up." Yura.
"I've done a lot to get better with treatment in any country, but I still can't, unless I have to have surgery. I'm trying to buy my surgery time so I can spend my time with you and our twins. I was so afraid that if I hurriedly accepted the doctor's advice for surgery I would die on the operating table while I was not satisfied with the happiness of my little family" said Evan makes Yura more guilty. She thought so much about her ego with pride while her husband was eager for support from her.
"Yes God. Forgive me for not being a good wife to my husband." Inner Yura.
"Gat!"
"Yes dear."
"Give me a chance to make you happy."
"Of course, because that's what I want from you."
"What do you want from me, Evan?"
"Love you all the time. I miss you very much Yura. At least, if I die, I bring happiness to my chest because my wife always loves me." Evan said with tears already flowing in both corners of his eyes."
"Evans."
"Hm."
"When you leave me later, can I smile at the world?"
"Come smile, baby! You deserve to be happy Yura. There are still a lot of people who like you. They can make you happy."
"No. Don't talk like that! I just want you, Evan." Yura's eyes were watering again. Even his throat felt choked to make a sound.
A million feelings of sadness that she had for her husband for leaving Evan's life without wanting to know how her husband's condition was only because of his heartache.
"Your love is always perfect Evan. I was too selfish. Idealist. I'm sorry Evan. I'm so scared..hiks..hiks ...! Why did the happiness I just achieved as if never strong enough to survive for me to survive? why Evan? Where is my mistake?" Yura protest.
"Never blame fate, just because you want your life to settle long with the happiness you want. The true love we have never existed in that happiness. It is precisely true love that comes every time the storm of life hits you every moment." Reply Evan.
Evan hugged his girlfriend. He also regretted having made Yura suffer only because of his ambition to have his own offspring without wanting to give Yura a chance to show his existence as his wife.
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Evan tried to undergo chemotherapy every 3 times a week to make himself survive, although he knew the results would be nil. Trying to do better, right? prayer is the end result as the answer. Any deadly disease comes from God, so the power of prayer is a much-needed therapy in every endeavor we make. That was what was inside Evan and Yura's mind at the moment.
Yura contacted her mother-in-law who was in Indonesia. He told about the disease suffered by Evan at this time. Even if she knew, Miss Kelly must have been so shocked to hear all this that she would still lose one son.
"What Yura? why didn't Evan tell my mom when he was in Jakarta, Yura?"
"He doesn't want to make us sad about his illness and he doesn't want us to love him for his pity." Yura said as she sobbed.
"Based on a brat! Does he not know what, if I have fought my hardest to bring him into this world to accompany me to my old age? why would he leave me before I leave him?" Said Mrs Kelly, who is now also feeling guilty because she could leave Evan since childhood just to spend her time looking for her missing son.
"I have one more son after being separated from me for a long time. But, I have to go back to losing one of my sons and this time for good. What's my fault, God?" The cry of mistress Kelly broke, making Riandra who just came home from work very surprised to find her mother who was crying.
"Mommy. Why did my mom cry all of a sudden?" riandra panicked when she saw her mother crying hysterically.
"Evan, Riandra... hiks...hiks .hiks."
"What's wrong with Evan, mommy?"
"Evan's life is not long because Evan is currently suffering from advanced brain cancer, Riandra." Mrs Kelly said that Riandra's heart stopped for a moment.
Elrir ...
"No. It can't be mom. Evan's working on us. He is just looking for attention to us. I don't trust mama." Denied Riandra while shaking her head firmly.
"Talk to Yura yourself. They are in the hospital now." Said Mrs Kelly.
"No. I don't want to hear it." Riandra ran into her room.
He could not show sadness in front of his mother. She wanted to cry alone in her room." Bro! We just met and we just found out that we are twins. But why would you ever leave me again, bro? I'm glad I have a brother in this world. I have a mother. I have a family. What else did you give me a cute niece. You have to get out of my life again, Evan?" Riandra's cry was heard in her room.