I Accept Your Wand
chapter 3

early in the morning, Ara who cried last night again for hours fell asleep on the floor, under the bedside, and,,

when trying to get up, his body was like limp was not powered, he forced himself to walk to the bathroom to clean himself, after he went down to the bottom floor to the kitchen,, and then he walked to the bathroom to clean himself,,he saw the contents of the refrigerator which turned out there was no inventory there ..

because yesterday her plan she and her husband would go shopping needs in the kitchen, she used to go shopping once a week, but because of yesterday's events,,, she,,her husband also went out of breakfast and came home at night, not to mention they had a fight until his husband went away again from the house that was out of nowhere, until now there was no return..

in the refrigerator, only 1 egg left, finally he cooked fried rice and eggs just for his husband, afraid that later came and had to go to work,, and,,

he also only makes warm tea to fill a hungry stomach because from yesterday he has not eaten ,, just the morning breakfast was not finished seeing the situation yesterday that made him have to resist jealousy..

after he finished 1 glass of warm tea, he also rose to clean the house, ranging from sweeping, mopping the floor, ironing the dry clothes yesterday, and washing clothes,,, and,, just do the homework ..

after finishing her homework, she will go to the minimarket for kitchen shopping, to fill the refrigerator as well..

he is now in the minimarket after fighting with homework, now he has to shop, and,,while shopping he accidentally sees a man and a woman who are similar to his husband and Melly, but because he looks from behind only ..

but out of curiosity he followed from behind, how shocked he was when they turned around but did not see Ara there because it blocked the shelves there ..he heard if the husband said if he was a chatty wife, did not like grooming, fenders, always quarreling with his mother, Ara also in say wife who sniffed..and there's so much more to complain about in front of Melly..

he who had finished shopping immediately rushed to the cashier to pay but due to lack of caution, he hit a man there ,,and she almost fell if she had not been caught by the man , their eyes had met, but because Ara remembered her husband earlier ,,he did not pay too much attention to his face and rushed to his feet and walked quickly towards the cashier..

another with the man, he saw clearly Ara's face, he smiled remembering Ara's face but he wondered why he was in such a hurry, like seeing a ghost ..he continued to buy drinks there ..

Ara who came home in a taxi, until at home he entered and walked to the dining table, he put his groceries on the table,,, he,,and shed his tears that he had withstood from earlier..

'' you das , I thought you were working again, but it turns out you even walk with Melly, you forget everything mas .. usually every time we fight you just go for a while to calm down and come back again to make up with me, but now, you're even nice to go together, you've changed mas ,,, you've ,,you're not the Robin I used to know.

'' you why the hell mas .. what's wrong I mas , what ..??'' for the umpteenth time he cried again and again ..

he was the first to show his face at the table directly sitting upright wiping his tears that came out,,

'' if that's what you want, 'okay, I'll change now, don't blame me if you feel what I feel ..'' said Ara who was determined to be strong ..

he also arranged the groceries in the refrigerator and started cooking for himself, he knew that if the husband was with Melly he would forget the time to go home..

he must enjoy his own life, he is determined not to be oppressed again, he will free himself from the shackles of a household that can be said to be unhealthy..

just imagine, how the feelings of a wife who is not liked by her in-laws, even her in-laws support her own son to be blatantly betrayed in front of her,,, are,, imagine a wife who is not sick to see other women too close to her husband, do not be married, people who are just dating will be very angry to see her boyfriend close to other women..

imagine if your mother-in-law always blames you for everything, starting from they have not had children, but he is not the one who is in trouble,, and,, but her mother-in-law always said that Ara was barren while her husband was only silent if his mother accused Ara of that..

imagine how you feel as a wife if you see your mother-in-law who brings other women into your household life...

so Ara wanted to rise from her fall, she would not always give in to all things, and one more thing, she would begin to learn to be a free woman ,,free in the sense that she will not serve her husband anymore.he will do the opposite of her previous attitude..

in the afternoon, she was again behind the house taking care of her flowers, faintly hearing like the sound of a car coming but she did not care, she re-watered her plants again ..

not long before the sound of footsteps approached, Ara who knew it was a husband pretending not to know he was coming,,,

'' Ara why not cook ..??'' ask Robin

'' I am still full, later I will cook.Ara replied indifferently.

'' but I am hungry, coming home from work instead of her in preparing meals for the husband instead busy taking care of the unclear so.'' said her husband rising...

'' if you are hungry why not eat out.'' said Ara who is still busy turning her back on her husband..

'' what, ', 'uh I love you money shopping for me to eat also yes not for yourself just, ''' said Robin who continues to rise..

'' just calm, food from your money I did not touch in the slightest , still intact in the refrigerator, ''' answered Ara still cold..

'' you are why the hell ', I am tired of coming home from work, you even make it again at home .'' said Robin

'' oh you are tired of working, mas , I think you are tired of the streets earlier, '' said Ara moved..

'' and one more thing, you are tired of work not only me who eat you have a salary.so from now on I will not live from your salary ,,and I will start working again later, said Ara who has been determined.