I Became A Villain In A Novel
Story from Cecilia

I used to be a child of the count, and I became a happy child, my family inherited pure dark magic, not a descendant of the devil but according to the historical records of the ancestors of the previous Count Trianta had made a pact with the devil, asking for dark magic, therefore every descendant must have dark magic.

I was the owner of a very pure black magic, one time after I went to buy wheat bread, my residence became very quiet, and it was very quiet, I panicked and went to check only to see the body pieces of my parents and brother.

"Celia, go! Please, don't let him fall into his hands. Live de-happy." It was the last word from mother at the expense of her magic.

My knees were limp and I had no strength to support my own body, just then I saw a very handsome man grinning at me, I wanted to leave but had no energy.

"Caught. If your family complies, they won't be like this."

He knocked me out, and I don't know what happened after that. After I came to my senses, the man came up to me with a terrifying grin.

I want to run away, I want to meet my family, but I don't have the courage to die, but I don't want to live, what do I do?

"It really worked."

Just then the pain I never imagined came, like thousands of knives chopping my body consciously, I wanted to shout, it hurts so much!

I glanced at the man who was looking at me like he was watching a show, help me!

"It was a light magic from someone, and very pure, it turned out that my experiment was successful. Light magic and pure darkness magic. Hahaha I have a good tool now."

From then on I had to obey his orders, he used to harass me, and I knew that he was the leader of the holy tower.

One time he spoke to me not to disturb the daughter of Duke Asteria, I did not know the reason, after all how could I bother him, I did not know him!

"I won't bother him, sir." Whisper with respect.

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I don't know how long it's been feeling like this, when I see someone who I think is really great and talented, I really want to be close to him.

Sweet girl and always surrounded by popular students, she has positive energy, I really want to be friends with her.

During the expedition, after seeing the fight I was very amazed, I intended to invite him to be friends, I was very sincere at that time but he always avoided me.

I know, a person like me doesn't deserve to be close to him, it's just going to make himself dirty from being close to me.

"You're disgusting, so don't go near him!"

"Cecilia you really don't know yourself, people as dirty and ugly as you want to be close to them?"

The whispers in my head made me feel tormented, help me!

I knew I had done evil to her, but it was not my wish, I did not become a puppet, but my body reacted in a real way.

I just want to be close, but since when have I been like this?

"Liona is." My murmur raised my little fingers while making a pattern in the starry sky.

"Sorry."

I felt like crying, I knew I shouldn't be like this, maybe I felt jealous, but the feeling of wanting to be friends with her was very sincere.

I know now why Master forbade me not to bother him, but my dark side hates Liona so much.

When my other personality took control of my body, I was very conscious, but I couldn't fight it, I was really very surprised.

She used to control my body, using my magic, my true personality was completely weakened, one day I once asked Liona for help.

But he really doesn't understand!

"You don't deserve to be close to her, so just be quiet don't fight!"

"Cecilia you're really a filthy, disgusting woman, so don't go near her."

I held my head as the whisper continued to strike me, at which point another personality overpowered me.

I know everything he does, but I can't stop him, if it continues like this I will completely disappear, and my other personalities will continue to disturb Liona.

"Please don't bother him! You want Master to kill us?" I told my other personality.

But he laughed and cried, I knew that personality was a form of my weakness, he was my protector, but he hurt people who shouldn't be hurt!

"I beg you."

"You shut up! What broke our family is him! What doesn't understand we're the woman, so stop telling me not to hurt her, I don't care if I have to die."

I really wanted to die, but I was scared. Liona help me!

"Cecilia, this is our life! If you want to hate, then just hate, you don't have to hold your own feelings."

"But I never hated Liona." I hesitated for a moment after saying that, Cassia laughed out loud.

"You know Cecilia, we are one, I am shaped by your incompetence, hatred, resentment that you feel in my channel. So you hate Liona so much."

I no longer tell Cassia, do I really not hate Liona? Why would I doubt? I was so sincere.

"Have you disturbed me, just give up your body and no longer fight me. Now sleep!"

Slowly falling asleep, I handed everything to Cassia, I don't know if I really hate Liona, ironic! I'm really cowardly and disgusting, I don't even know how I feel about myself.

You're right Cassia, the better I fall asleep, the better I don't know what you're gonna do, the better I disappear and never show up again.

And Cassia, thank you for always being with me, even if you're bad but still we're one, I'm you and you're me.

"Just calm down Cecilia, I will avenge you on that man, I will vent your hatred on that woman, we are not despicable women."

I opened my eyes, I am not a weak and cowardly Cecilia! I am the brave and cruel Cassia.

I hope you never wake up again and hurt Celia, I'm sorry maybe you won't use this body again.

Even though you are the other me, but I don't like you, you better disappear and not interfere with my life.

This is all I do for you and for myself, so don't blame me for what happened.

Do you still hate Cecilia? From what I wrote, the name of the man must have flaws and advantages, so realistic anyway. Liona is wrong here, because what? He was a medical student, he automatically learned the personality or character of people because he would relate to others as a doctor and patient, but he was not even aware of Cecilia's other personality, he was unaware of such little things, of the codes of nervous speech, of requests for help. So do not demand one's perfection and do not hate too much because after all he is still a human being.